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In recent years, he has indeed gone home much less often, and the letters are also remembered one by one, and he can't remember, or he feels that he has nothing to say, so he simply doesn't bother to put pen to paper.

Anyway, coming and going is nothing more than the same meaning, he is very good, he is safe and sound outside, some eat and some wear, he has not fallen or provoked people who can't be messed with, there is no need to worry about him dying.

They also knew that nine out of ten of his sentences were false. Since they all knew it, then he was annoyed with nonsense, and they were tired of reading the letter, so why bother?

He thought that he would no longer go home from time to time to let them look upset and embarrassed, it was hello and me, he thought that even the occasional letter would also anger the Bai family was completely omitted, and it was a relief for everyone.

But it turned out that in the end, whether he did it or not, it would be considered a wrong move.

No matter what he does or doesn't do, there will always be people who are not satisfied, and there will always be people who are in a state of flux because of him.

A mocking smile appeared on Bai Runzhi's face.

Because he was young and frivolous, he was once dragged into the abyss, so they still think that he is still living in the abyss, so no matter what he does or doesn't do, he will always be wrong.

Bai Rundong had no way of knowing what his second brother was thinking at this moment, but this did not prevent him from judging the other party's disapproval, or rather, misinterpreting his meaning again.

"Everyone in our family, whether it is my father and mother, or my brother and sister, has actually had a lot of unpleasant things happen because of you. Even if I didn't tell you, but second brother, that doesn't mean those things haven't happened.

Why did you suddenly change your temperament and run away so far, I guess you don't want me to talk about it. But when nothing happens, is your heart really better?

Have you ever seriously thought about how much heart your family has borne for you in the capital, and how much humiliation you have silently endured that should have disappeared a long time ago, but because of your evasion, it has accumulated more and more day after day?"

The two brothers had never discussed such a topic, or rather, most of the Bai family didn't actually know what the truth was hidden except that Bai Huazhang knew exactly what was going on.

But most of these people do not include Bai Runze, the eldest young master of the Bai family, who has long been learning to deal with family affairs behind his father, and Bai Rundong, the young master of the Bai family, who has had a very good relationship with his second brother since he was a child.

Bai Runzhi patted his ass and walked away not long after forbearance and revenge, and then went home, every time he was in the mood of being tortured, eager to count the days and immediately finish the festival or flash after achieving his goal, so in fact, most of the time, he was immersed in his own thoughts, and rarely delved into what happened to his family because of him.

For his father Bai Huazhang, he still has a lot of respect. This is also why in the initial period of time, even if he wished to never set foot in the capital, in the end, he forced himself to endure anger and disgust, and went home every now and then to see his father, and let the other party take a good look at him.

It's just that every time they meet, even if Bai Huazhang doesn't do anything in advance, he can't help but feel guilty, and the obscure emotions of being ashamed of his father and his family make him sad every time he goes home.

So later, the relationship with his mother became more and more stiff, the elder brother finally became his own son to inherit the family business, and the most beloved younger brother also went out to practice medicine as he wished, and he finally began to naturally and slowly distance himself from the family, gradually and gradually lengthened the time interval between returning home, and later developed to the point that even the correspondence began to be interrupted for a long time.

He did not deny that he had a heart, although he did not have such an idea at first, but later, everything seemed to come naturally.

Therefore, the question from his own brother is not unreasonable.

It's just that even if this is the case, it doesn't mean that he himself is not in pain, and he has to easily forgive his younger brother for making decisions in this matter of his son.

"I have a thousand mistakes, and that is my own business, and you should complain about me because of this. You think I'm running away, and I did for a long time, and I'm not shy about that. But this is not the case, and I have long been too lazy to pay attention to these things.

Yes, I still want to kill everyone who has anything to do with that person to vent my hatred, and I can tell you unequivocally that a large part of the people I have killed are related to him.

But that's all in the past.

The hatred in my heart lasts forever, but now it will no longer affect my normal judgment, let alone control me to kill people indiscriminately. I have my own life, even if it is not so above board at times, but at the very least, I don't take the initiative to stain my hands with blood. ”

Bai Runzhi paused and did not explain.

The occurrence of active murder without being threatened has long been rare or even almost nonexistent. He doesn't bother to do things that fall into the well many times.

However, he has done too many things to watch, which can be said to be countless, whether it is charcoal in the snow or icing on the cake, he is too lazy to do it.

For him, who has been adrift alone for so many years, helping others is not for pleasure, on the contrary, it means asking for trouble.

If he still chooses not to do good things because he has the ability to do good things, and sometimes he still watches people who have nothing to do but are not bad people in pain, and finally even tortures and dies miserably, such inaction is also a kind of acting for the tiger, then he really deserves to die.

Everyone sweeps the snow in front of the door and doesn't care about the frost on the tiles of his house, which is one of his philosophies of life.

"Second brother, we didn't complain, at least, my father, eldest brother and I didn't complain to you. We are worried about you, but more often we feel sorry for you. ”

Bai Rundong saw that his second brother became more and more indifferent the more he spoke, gritted his teeth, and finally began to decide to completely open the skylight and speak brightly.

"The eldest sister started with the loss of her first child, and she is still unable to give birth, and she is disheartened and worships Buddha at home.

As we all know, it is because the eldest brother-in-law is too obsessed with the wind and snow, so it makes her sad. In fact, the eldest sister is tough by nature, and she has been a person with good ideas since she was a child, she is sad because her husband's performance is not up to expectations, but more reason, it is because she has been pregnant several times, and she happened to meet you coming home, and she always contradicted her mother. She worries about you, she can't sleep well, and she always goes back to her parents' house to persuade her, and in the end she can't save the fetus. (To be continued.) )