Chapter 103: She's Always Alone

Yuri turned around and lay on her side, facing the floor-to-ceiling window. Thinking of Chen Fang, the tears in the corners of his eyes quickly stopped, and the grievances and sadness in his heart quickly disappeared, and he returned to his usual calm.

Yuri got up from the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, didn't think about anything, emptied himself, and was stunned for a while. She stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, pushed it open, and a chill hit her face, and Yuri shivered.

The snow has stopped, and the snow that has been sprinkled for a winter is about to leave, and with the end of the winter in N City, Yuli's first school year vacation is also coming, which means that it will not be long before she can return to China, back to S City, and return to Chen Fang's side. Thinking of the return date, Yuli's eyebrows softened, and the corners of her mouth curled, this is what it feels like to be at home, isn't it?

Just do it, Yuli walked to the desk with a little excitement, turned on the computer, and prepared to book a plane ticket. As soon as the computer is turned on, the game that Yuli often plays automatically logs in to the game interface, in the friend dialog box, an avatar has been beating, Yuli only has a glance, and he knows who this avatar is, Yuli lowered his eyebrows, thinking of the last conversation between the two, hesitating to click on it.

Yuli held the mouse in his hand, and his eyes returned to the bouncing avatar again, only to find that the avatar was gray and not online. Yuri took a deep breath and double-tapped his avatar as if relieved, and the dialog box popped up: "My heart is flying: 'Can't you believe me once?'" The time of the prompt was the last time the two of them had a conversation. The last time "My Heart Flying" asked her to meet, she didn't agree to him, nor did she reply to him, and she ran away from the general offline. Yes, it's just to escape, and she still hasn't figured out why she's running away.

She looked fixedly at the line of words on the computer screen, and asked her if she could trust him once, and how would she tell him? They had only known each other on the Internet for ten years, and strictly speaking, they didn't know each other. In the game, in the virtual world, they are the most trusting and intimate people of each other, where they are lovers, couples, and a lovely child, forming a happy family of three. She is happy and sweet there, and this happiness and sweetness is what he brings to her. But out of the game, the moment she closed the game interface, she and he returned to real life, everything returned to zero, she was still the weirdo who seemed normal, but the fact was abnormal, she had no friends, not even a person to spit into her heart, she had always been alone. All she can have now is the maternal love she stole from Chen Fang through the identity of "Yuli", and other than that, she has nothing. She knows this better than anyone.

She is not a dreamer, and she has never loved the unreal. The reason why she will accompany "My Heart Flying" to play that kind of game is because of the setting of the game itself, and it has to be done, and the second is because she was young and ignorant when she first played this game, and like all children, she will play the game of house, because she has hardly enjoyed the love of her parents in reality, and she can't help pinning her hopes on the virtual game, which made up for her shortcomings in real life to a certain extent at that time.

Yuri thinks that he has a clear distinction between his identity in real life and the virtual world, and he has not crossed the line.

"My Heart Flying" is the only netizen she has been in contact with for ten years in the virtual world, they don't talk about everything, at least she doesn't have anything to talk about him, she can't talk about him everything, even if he is just a symbol in the virtual world, she can't talk about him everything. It's not a matter of trust or distrust, it's a matter of not having that self-confidence. In her heart, she regarded him as her friend, and this was the only friend she had so far, and she didn't tell him anything about herself except for the game, just because she didn't want to lose him, the only friend.

However, "My Heart Flies" He asked to meet again ten years later, which made her very uneasy. She didn't know how to answer him.

It is even more impossible to tell him that she is also in country A now. If "My Heart Flying" knew that she was in country A, would he think that she was here for him?

Although she did not choose to study in country A, nor did she decide by herself. But it is undeniable that when Yukoshin told her that he had sent her here, she was happy and gladly accepted. She learned a lot about country A from him, especially the cultural customs and beautiful scenery of country A, he said a lot, she also listened to a lot, and after a long time, she slowly fell in love with country A, she never thought that she would leave China one day and go to country A alone.

What a long distance there was between China and A, she couldn't imagine that she would one day come to this country that was both familiar and strange. When her feet landed in this country, she subconsciously thought of "my heart is flying", thinking that the two were originally on the other side of the ocean, separated by tens of thousands of kilometers, and could only face the cold computer screen.

That little anticipation was fleeting in Yuri's mind, how could she allow herself to be cranky. Therefore, for the fact that she has come to country A, she must not let "My Heart Fly" know that she does not want to lose him, the only friend.

After Yuli came to his conclusion, he tapped his hands on the keyboard: "We'll do this for lifelong friends, okay?" Yuli finished typing this sentence and clicked send.

Soon the dialog box jumped again, and "My Heart Flying" was launched at some point, and I received Yuli's message and replied for the first time.

Yuri double-clicked his avatar, "My heart is flying": "I still want to be your offline friend, can't I?"

"Dancing and Flying": "I think that's good, isn't it?"

"My heart is flying": "Oh no, I want to know more about you, are you still at home?"

Yuli looked at the sentence "My heart is flying" "Are you still at home?" and sighed in her heart, did he know that she was not in S City? No, it shouldn't be, in order to prevent him from discovering her IP address, she deliberately bought a circumvention software, this software can choose different addresses according to her needs, what she clicks on now is the address of Huaguo S City, she has never told him that she has plans to study abroad, he should not have thought that she used circumvention software, let alone know that she is in country A at the moment.