"Dancing and flying": "??"

"My heart is flying": "I mean, didn't you just start your freshman year?

Yuli had a false alarm, thinking that he knew that she was in country A, but he was asking her where the university was, and since she couldn't let him know where she was, she could only lie: "Hmm. ”

My heart soared: "Oh, that's good. ”

Dancing Flying: "Hmm. ”

My heart soared: "It's so late, why haven't you slept yet?" At this point, it's already midnight in China, and I still can't sleep recently?"

Yuli paused for a moment and looked at the time displayed on the computer, which was indeed the middle of the night in Huaguo: "Well, I still can't sleep well." ”

My heart soared: "Yes? How long have you been like this? Why do you have insomnia for no reason? Have you ever gone to the doctor?"

Can she tell him that she has been insomnia for nearly two years? Of course not, and she is not insomnia, insomnia is that she wants to sleep and can't sleep, she is not, she is afraid to sleep, as long as at night, as soon as her eyes are closed, she will see that she is covered in blood, and that scene is no less than a horror movie. She can only sleep peacefully after dawn, when the day dawns, and those haunting nightmares will not appear in her dreams. She doesn't know why she is haunted by these nightmares, people often say: day and night, there is no doubt that this is not her, she is not in the ranks of this sentence, she thinks that she has a pure heart, no need and nothing to want, so far, only Chen Fang and You Kexin can move her.

See a doctor? Yuli wanted to say, she didn't go, and she didn't want to. On second thought, it's better not to tell the truth. Although she had never met "My Heart Flying", she could still feel that "My Heart Flying" cared about her for a real time, even if it was just a few simple words, and Yuri was very grateful to him. Knowing that he was sincere, Yuli was even more reluctant to tell him the truth, so she could only lie to him again: "Well, I've seen it, the doctor said it's okay, maybe it's too stressful, let me relax and I'll be fine." ”

My heart soared: "Stressed?!What makes you stressed?Could it be that after going to college, too many boys chased you and caused you trouble?"

"Well, how do you know?" Yuli followed the meaning of "my heart is flying" and shifted the topic away from her insomnia, she didn't want to mention insomnia too much, after all, so far, she herself couldn't explain clearly, and one more person who knew about it would only add to the trouble, and it didn't necessarily make people believe it, maybe she would think she had a delusional disorder or something. "My heart is flying" is not wrong, she is indeed a little troubled by too many boys, thinking of this, Yuli unconsciously touched her face, this swollen and painful face, or because of the jealousy caused by boys chasing her.

My heart soared: "No, I really said it, then you have a boyfriend?"

Dancing Flying: "No." ”

My heart soared: "Is it? Is it because those boys are not good enough, or are you too ambitious? Or maybe you already have people you like, so you don't look down on them?"

Dancing lightly: "Neither." "Like her, how can she be qualified to like others, those boys will like her and pursue her, purely because the aesthetics of country A are more alternative, and they mistakenly think that she is a beauty.

My heart soared: "Aren't you?!Don't tell me, what you like is actually a woman!!"

Dancing lightly: "You're so whimsical, I don't like anyone, I'm sleepy, good night." ”

My heart flies: "Wait......"

My heart soared: "Didn't you just say that you had insomnia? Why are you sleepy now?"

Dancing lightly: "I'm sleepy by your chat." ”

My heart soared: "Hehe, why don't I know, it turns out that chatting with me also has the effect of hypnosis." ”

Dancing Flying: "Yes, there is." ”

My heart soared: "Really?!, let's start a voice chat to ensure that your sleep quality is better." ”

Dancing lightly: "I'm kidding, you really believe it." ”

My heart soared: "I'm not joking, what I said that day was not a joke, everything I said to you was sincere, I really wanted to go from online to offline with you." If I'm not mistaken, we've known each other for almost ten years, and ten years is not a short time, and I especially want to meet you. ”

Yuri didn't think about "My heart is flying" and turned the conversation to the meeting, didn't she already make it clear to him? Why did he hold on to it, was he too naïve? would want to bring people from the virtual world to real life. Could it be that she didn't understand enough?

Yuri thought about it carefully, it seemed that every time he hinted that he wanted to meet, intentionally or unintentionally, she chose to turn a blind eye and ignore it, pretending to be stupid and not answering him, and never faced his request head-on, in general, she didn't make it clear to him, in this case, let's just announce it openly and honestly.

Dancing lightly: "What can you do after you see it?"

My heart soared: "After seeing each other, of course, I will continue to be friends offline." ”

"Are you sure we met and can be friends, you are not afraid that I am too ugly to see people, or a sick person." Yuri felt that she was ugly, her difference was a sick existence for normal people, she didn't know why she existed like this, and what the meaning of existence was.

My heart soared: "I don't care about your beauty or ugliness, I don't think you will grow ugly, even if you are ugly, is it still a sin to be ugly? Can't you have friends if you are ugly? Besides, I am actually quite ugly, or we are uglier than anyone else?"

Dancing and flying: "......"

My heart soared: "Then you are speechless, do you agree?"

Dancing lightly: "No, I think it's better for us to keep it like this, so as not to see the light die." ”

My heart soared: "I don't think so, my intuition tells me that we will get along well in reality, so don't worry too much, if you are not at ease, I will give you my picture now, and you can decide whether you want to see me or not." ”

Dancing lightly: "No, no. You promised me that if I didn't agree to meet you for a day, we wouldn't give each other pictures for a day, in order to protect the mystery it deserved, and you couldn't break the agreement. ”

My heart soared: "Do you remember this agreement?"

Dancing Flying: "Well, remember, keep complying with it." ”

My heart flew: "Then you mean that we are strangers all our lives, and we don't know each other when we walk on the street?"

Dancing lightly: "There's nothing wrong with this, I'm just a character in the virtual world, and it has nothing to do with your real life, so it makes no difference whether you recognize it or not." ”

My heart soared: "Are you saying I'm just a character to you? I don't see you that way, I've always thought of you as a real being, and you do exist, I don't understand why you should deny that." The things on the Internet are indeed more illusory, so people dare not believe it, even so, people in reality do not mean that they are real, they are credible, in order to protect themselves, people will inevitably wear masks, not allowing others to see their true and true faces. For me, the Internet only exists as a medium, shortening the physical distance between people, and whether to move from virtual to real or not, it all varies from person to person. I will ask to meet you again, not casually, I am not such a casual person, I know very well what I am doing, the result or the consequences of doing this, I think very clearly, we have known each other on the Internet for ten years, not ten days, of course, I don't want to force you, I can't force you, I just really hope to know you. ”

Dancing Flying: "Well, thank you, thank you for your trust." ”

My heart flew: "You're welcome, okay, just get here, you're sleepy too, go to bed early, good night." ”

Dancing lightly: "Good night." ”

My heart soared: "I hope you have a sweet dream tonight." ”

Dancing Flying: "Thank you." ”

Yuli watched "My Heart Flying" for a while, his avatar was not in a hurry to go offline, Yuli closed the dialog box, quit the game, and then went to the website to book a ticket back to China.