The picture gradually transforms from the stillness of the photo to the dynamic, and naturally, the fluctuations in people's hearts also begin to change. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Su Yuhang's eyes were not staring at the camera at this time, but at Su Bai's back;

The feeling of thorns on his back still existed, but Su Bai had deliberately stabilized his heart.

I still remember that in the past, every time I peeked at my previous memory picture by chance, every time I was stared at by Su Yuhang, Su Bai began to panic, and then I had to force this memory picture out.

Among them, of course, there is the shock that Su Yuhang can see himself, but the bigger reason should be that Su Yuhang completely occupies his past memories and regards it as his home, so he drove Su Bai out, after all, with Su Bai's heart and experience after becoming an audience, it is understandable that being scared by Su Yuhang once caused him to be uncertain and withdraw from the memory picture, but it is a little incredible to be scared out several times in a row, and Su Bai is not so fragile.

This time, if you compare several forces, it is a bit like Yuan Shikai who stole the fruits of the revolution after the Xinhai Revolution, if it wasn't for the broadcast to get rid of the previous Su Bai, Su Yuhang would not have resisted, and when the two sides confronted, Su Bai successfully seized what he wanted, otherwise, it would be difficult for him to have this opportunity.

Envious, puzzled, dazed............

This is the inner activity of the toddler at this time, he is very eager to stand with his parents and take family photos, but he does not know why he has to kneel here motionless, which makes him very confused, he does not know what he has done wrong, and he does not know what he should do, because his parents do not seem to have told him what he should do they like, they never consult their own opinions, and even when they used to wander around the house, they often ignored themselves.

Still no hate, still no hate,

Su Bai slowly savored the feeling at this time, in the first picture, he was still a baby and had no hatred in his heart, and now the young man who knelt here still had no hatred in his heart, and even he was looking forward to being able to stand with the couple and take a family photo, and his heart was full of this desire.

At first, Su Bai was still very incomprehensible, but slowly, when Su Bai completely substituted himself at that time, he was slowly relieved, for a child of this age, it is indeed a little too unrealistic for you to let him understand how much love, hatred, hatred and the meaning of freedom, he only cares about what he can see in front of his eyes.

For example, why can't I stand with everyone when taking a family photo?

Su Bai took a deep breath, perhaps, if there was no such experience, it would be difficult for him to really understand himself, he thought that whether it was himself when he was a baby or when he was a child, his heart should be filled with endless hatred and resentment, and even he was ready to accept this emotion, but not at all, it was really not!

This one image began to shrink, and then, in the surrounding open area, another image appeared, showing a young man floating slowly in a glass container containing culture liquid in a room.

The glass was very transparent, and because of this, the boy deliberately saw things in the room clearly.

Su Bai's figure appeared outside the glass, and he saw a black cat crawling there on the table opposite, and he flipped through the scroll after a while.

It's auspicious.

It's just that Jixiang obviously can't see himself like Su Yuhang, it's still doing its own thing, a picture scroll is a story, it is an experience, and the theme of the picture scroll is mostly a happy moment when children and parents are together.

There are those who practice calligraphy with their fathers, those who practice piano with their mothers, and those who travel to the Nurgai grassland with their parents, when the sun sets, the grasslands are dyed with orange brilliance, and the young man leans on his mother's back, watching the sunset, looking at the grassland, and watching the herds of cattle and sheep.

When Su Bai saw this picture, his heart began to twitch uncontrollably, in fact, the experience of being held by Su Yuhang as a baby and rinsing under the faucet and kneeling in the corner with talisman paper is completely incomparable to this picture.

Torture and humiliation, Su Bai can accept it, but this kind of beautiful deception is the most torturous and hurtful, Su Bai still remembers that when he just learned that his childhood was completely painted in a painting, the whole person seemed to be drained of all his strength, and he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe.

Ji Xiang was still continuing his work, it seemed a little bored, it looked at the scenery in the picture scroll for a while, and looked at Su Bai in the glass petri dish for a while.

It still has the appearance of a high B grid with a light cloud and a light breeze, as if all this has nothing to do with it, if the calculation is correct, at this time, it has not been a few years since Jixiang was brought out of the preaching zone by Su Yuhang.

Therefore, the reason why the auspiciousness of the later generations will like the little guy and take care of it meticulously is because the auspiciousness is infected by the world?

And at this time, it is actually similar to the Ruyi in the place of enlightenment today, Ruyi will not take care of children or even give children fresh milk.

Su Bai hesitated for a long time, and hesitated for a long time, he looked at himself in the petri dish beside him, he didn't dare to close his eyes to establish an inner connection, because Su Bai could guess what kind of emotion he was in the petri dish.

Taking a deep breath and exhaling it heavily, Su Bai paused, and the slight tremor of his palms indicated that Su Bai's heart was not at peace at this time.

At this time, the young man in the petri dish suddenly fluttered, the culture liquid shook, Su Bai was alarmed, looking over, he saw that his young self in the petri dish naturally put his hands in front of him and his legs slightly apart posture, this posture is a bit like the horse riding dance that was popular all over the world.

Turning his head and looking at the picture scroll, in this picture scroll, Su Yuhang and himself rode a horse, snuggled in front of Su Yuhang, holding the reins with both hands, and looked ahead excitedly.

The wind is light, the clouds are light, the sun is pleasant, and it is definitely a pleasure to walk on horseback at this time.

The horses bump from time to time, making you a little scared, but then you feel the warm embrace of your father behind you, and you suddenly feel extremely peaceful, which is out of trust in your father, at this age, in the eyes of almost every boy from a normal family, his father is the first idol in his life.

He can take himself to buy toys, he can tell himself stories, he can give himself pocket money, he can put himself straddling his neck and shoulders and lift him high.

It's just that Su Bai himself knows in his heart that he can't afford too much hesitation, because if he misses this opportunity, it will be difficult for him to get rid of the fate of becoming a pawn.

Sighing, Su Bai stretched out his hand and touched the glassware, and slowly, Su Bai's heart began to build a connection with himself in the glass petri dish.

joy

happy

satisfy

pride

fine

wonderful

All kinds of gratifying emotions began to pass on to Su Bai through himself in the petri dish,

It's just that these beautiful emotions didn't bring Su Bai the slightest happiness, on the contrary, Su Bai's heart seemed to be twisted and uncomfortable.

Every joy, every satisfaction, every pride, and every worship were like a sharp needle piercing Su Bai's heart.

Su Bai is still holding on, continuing to accept these beautiful emotions, even if they are poison, but Su Bai has to face it.

Because this is the lost self, the memories of one's past, and now, I must get them back, otherwise I will either be complete or have regrets.

In a trance, Su Bai raised his head, and he suddenly found that his whole face in the glass petri dish was attached to the glass container, and he was looking at him calmly.

Su Bai panicked for a moment, because this kind of gaze made him feel that his heart suddenly hairy, yes, when he faced his past self, he actually felt an emotion called "fear".

What's going on?

The other party changed his dream-like riding state, his face was against the glass, and he looked at him motionlessly, with a touch of gloom in his eyes, as if a resentful spirit was watching you at the top of your bed.

Su Bai was a little afraid to face the other party's gaze.

"Ahhhhh!!!!!!!h

"Ahh!!!!!!h

"Ahhh!!!!!!h

The young man in the petri dish began to howl like crazy, his hands and legs kept slapping the petri dish, and his mouth let out hysterical screams, as if everything in front of him was the object of his venting, and everything in front of him was the catharsis of his own violence.

He was angry,

He roared,

He's crazy,

He was thrashing like a madman, he was thrashing like a psychopath, he was struggling, he wanted to get out of the petri dish, he was flapping upwards, he was like a drowning man desperately wanting to get his face out of the water to get a breath of fresh air, even if it was just a mouthful, he couldn't wait!

This scene made Su Bai very familiar,

this

It's clearly yourself when you're sick!

The self that was left here to fill in the memory when he was a child turned out to be not unaware, and every time it found out that all this was false, it would be angry and roar, and the more beautiful the picture in the picture scroll, the more intense his roar and struggle became!

And at this time, the door was pushed open, and a man's figure walked in, his eyes first fell on the boy in the petri dish, and then looked at Su Bai on the side, but his movements did not stop, he directly reached out and grabbed the young man in the petri dish, and his fingertips flicked Su Bai's forehead, the body of the young man in the petri dish trembled, as if he was hit hard, the violent gaze dissipated instantly, and the rest was just confused.

Then, the confused teenager's attention began to gradually fall on the beautiful picture scroll in front of him.

On his face, he showed a beautiful and happy look,

Idiot,

Drunk............

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