Finding the lost self, for ordinary people, this sentence probably means to get back the most simple and pure self before, which is a kind of re-examination of self, but for Su Bai, finding the former self is a thing without any lyricism and pretentiousness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Because his life is full of regrets, and what he is doing now is to make up for his life.

Among the three pictures, there are three Su Bai, standing by the pool of the hospital, in the corner of the courtyard, and next to the container of the glass petri dish.

The first one represents birth, the birth of a life that belongs to him, whether the physical body has been replaced or not, but at least this day and this moment means that Su Bai as a person, this thought, this consciousness, this independent personality recognized by the broadcast, was born.

Because if the broadcast does not admit that Su Bai is a person who is deliberately called independent, it will not pull him into the "horror broadcast".

The second is to represent Su Bai's fate, on this day, he began to become a test subject, entered another body, and began to exist as "Su Bai", which was the turning point of his fate.

The third one represents childhood!

Most of the best parts of life are childhood, and most people will miss their childhood, but Su Bai's childhood is the beginning of a kind of torture, and it is also the starting point of inner distortion.

When Su Bai saw his hysterical and crazy eyes in the glass container, he understood where the madness and violence imprinted in the depths of his soul came from.

A teenager, who was thrown into a petri dish day and night, was instilled with good memories, and every time he woke up, he was first angry and crazy, then he was suppressed, and then he continued to be filled with memories.

Even if it is a rabbit, it can bite and eat human flesh if it is tortured like this, let alone a person with an independent character?

Even if the memory is completely covered in the end, the memories and inertia that remain in the depths of the soul cannot be changed.

At this time, Su Bai was a little glad that he was mentally ill, because this may be the only real thing that he could leave to himself in his childhood, and it was also the only mark that belonged to him in his childhood.

The three images are zoomed out together at this point, then widened together, and juxtaposed.

The three Su Bai in the picture all closed their eyes, and he continued to understand, and the babies, young children, and teenagers in the picture also slowly closed their eyes.

The baby stopped crying, even if the cold water continued to wash over his immature body,

Young children are not aggrieved, even if they still can't be included in the family photo and take a group photo together,

The young man didn't toss anymore, even if the beautiful picture scroll was displayed in front of him, he was not interested in continuing to take a look.

And in the three pictures, there are three Su Yuhang, and the eyes of the three Su Yuhang are staring at Su Bai, but there is nothing they can do.

contend

Outcome

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Start right here!

Although this time it was an accident, Su Bai coincidentally began to break his parents' layout of himself with the help of broadcasting, which is actually equivalent to using the radio to exploit the loophole of broadcasting, strictly speaking, what he is doing now is and his cheap parents began to lay out and experiment with themselves when they avoided the eyes of the radio.

There is no essential difference.

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In the living room, Hai Meimei was lying on the ground, saliva kept flowing from the corners of her mouth, her eyes were scattered, her body trembled slightly, she was already overdrawn by the monk because she took off her mask, and he was forcibly searched by the monk again, and now he is really confused and delirious.

The monk's face turned pale, and his soul also suffered a great backlash, searching for souls was not an easy thing, and he also encountered a steel plate, Hai Meimei himself was a spiritual strengthener and had received several lychees' advent and possession, and his own soul pattern was very high, even if he took advantage of the opportunity of his vitality to search for souls, the monk did not succeed, and he was not able to read the memory.

Of course, if it were a normal one, the monk would never do this, because if you play like this, the injury of the soul will not be repaired by the broadcast, because it is your own subjective act of death, and the broadcast will not help you finish it, but now that he is a clone anyway, even if he sells his life with this body to help Su Bai a favor, the monk is willing to do it.

The difference between high monks and ordinary people is here, they really see it very openly, even if it is a clone, they still see it very openly.

Gyatso sat on the chair next to him, staring at Su Bai lying in the courtyard, at this time, he suddenly stretched out his hand and pointed at Su Bai, and said, "Have you noticed it, Su Bai's breath seems to be a little different." ”

"His soul consciousness is constantly expanding. "As a high-level listener with enhanced illusions, he naturally has more say in the interpretation of things at the spiritual level of the soul, in fact, from the time Su Bai was lying motionless on the ground, he was keenly aware of the changes in Su Bai's soul, like a piano song, first experiencing a depressed trough, and then began to gather momentum, and the purpose of accumulating momentum is for the final explosion and high and tide!

Xie Yu stretched out his tongue and licked his lips, he was reluctant to share this information with the monk and Gyatso, because he felt that the level of these two monks was not enough, but thinking that even if he was a senior listener, everyone should not laugh at fifty steps and a hundred steps, they were all clones, and there was nothing to hide.

"As soon as I walked in here and saw him, I noticed that his soul was extremely sensitive, as if he had been suppressing something, and his soul power should obviously not be possessed by a senior person, and he clearly had the aura of a high-level audience, so this is also the reason why I chose to believe what you told me.

Because I know that Su Bai has always taken the route of strengthening the physical body, I don't believe that when he finally advances to the advanced audience, he will actually use the breakthrough of the soul level to lead the breakthrough of the physical body, this is simply impossible!"

The monk's eyes also kept looking at Su Bai outside, he pursed his lips and said, "It's going to rain, hold an umbrella for Dabai." ”

Gyatso nodded, got up and picked up an umbrella in the living room, and walked out into the courtyard outside the living room.

The monk and Xie Yu also got up together and walked to this side.

"In fact, Hai Meimei doesn't search for souls, and it doesn't make much sense. The monk sighed and continued, "When he puts on the mask, it is Lychee who dominates his behavior and thinking, so what will Lychee do after he kidnaps the little guy, Hai Meimei is completely unaware, even if the whole thing is actually carried out by him, but he is only an outsider." ”

"This is natural, even high-level listeners are rarely qualified to participate in the affairs of the big guys, let alone he is just a veteran. Xie Yu echoed.

"You just said that Dabai's soul is gathering momentum, is it going to break through?" the monk asked.

"The senior audience is divided into three ranks, the beginner, the intermediate and the high, I have just been promoted, and I haven't even fully figured out the strength of the senior audience, not even the beginner, he should actually be similar to me, but this time if he can break through the soul level again, it is likely to be directly promoted to the peak of the junior level of the senior audience, because he is walking the physical body strengthening stream, his physical body is already the primary level, the only defect is the soul, once the soul is also driven, the improvement of strength is inevitable. ”

When the monk heard this, he sighed, senior listener, when will he be able to break through?

Gyatso was also a little embarrassed, of course, he didn't know that he had actually advanced to a senior listener at that point in time, because Su Bai didn't know about Gyatso's advanced senior audience, so naturally he couldn't tell Gyatso.

"He's suffered so much, it's time for him to laugh. The monk looked up at the black oppressive sky, "You have to survive the hardships to see the flowers."

Amitabha, my Buddha is compassionate. ”

The monk clasped his hands together,

meantime

Gyatso also clasped his hands together.

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Su Bai's body lying in the courtyard was still damaged, but because of the fading of the leaf effect, the damage no longer deteriorated, and the body began to gradually recover itself.

Su Bai closed his eyes, very calm, this calm, it seemed that it was the first time since he entered this "one-day prisoner" story world, in fact, since entering this story world, he has never been the protagonist, even if the punishment falls on him.

The broadcast wants to transform him, which can be regarded as a change to Su Bai himself, and the revolution has a similar meaning, and it is used on Su Bai, when a past Su Bai is eliminated and a new Su Bai appears, it is actually equivalent to the death of the original Su Bai.

But this revolution is not only the life of Su Bai, but also the life of a man and a woman, because they exist because they rely on Su Bai's memory.

Therefore, when Su Bai had long chosen to give up on himself, the revolution of broadcasting had not yet succeeded, because Su Yuhang had been holding on to Su Bai's memory, and when the two sides were against the cow, Su Bai, who was originally dispensable, suddenly found that he had something to do and started picking peaches by himself.

"Boom!"

A loud bang came from Su Bai's consciousness!

"Boom!"

At the same time, a thunderclap sounded in the sky, and heavy rain poured down!

The monk, along with Gyatso and Xie Yu, seemed to sense the unusualness in the thunder.

At this time, Su Bai in the three pictures opened his mouth together and said softly:

"My past, my memories, my brothers who have left behind in the long river of memory,

I'll take you,

Go home!"

Su Bai in infancy, Su Bai in childhood, and Su Bai in youth, compared to the current Su Bai, they are indeed the younger brothers of Su Bai now, and they are lost wanderers, and now, Su Bai wants to wake them up and reintegrate everyone's consciousness into one.

Even if the memory of the past is bitter and painful, at least it can be made whole,

And, since then,

SU Bai,

No longer someone else's pawn!

"Buzz!"

The baby opened his eyes,

The young child opened his eyes,

The boy also opened his eyes,

The three Su Bai also opened their eyes together,

At the same time, the six of them opened their mouths together and roared angrily:

"From my memory,

Get out!"

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The fifth watch was completed, so everyone waited for a long time.