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"You have your ideas, you have your own methods, no matter what kind of ups and downs, since you have chosen, then it is up to you to suffer. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The reverse is also true, although I am the youngest, although I have been taken care of by you a lot, so much that in this life, the next life, or even the next life, I have no way to pay it off in my life, but, second brother, I also have my own opinions and practices.

Whether it is right or wrong, or even right and wrong, I can't tell what I choose, but I will accept all the obscure results calmly.

We are brothers, but we are really different people. Over the years, what you think is good for me may not all be what I want, and the trivial things I do that I think are good for you may not be recognized by you.

Jin Ge'er is a good child, has a good mother, and is even more lucky, he met the Yan family, has his own home, and has sibling friends who really belong to him.

He lacks a father, but he doesn't need a father who will definitely make his mother sad, and he doesn't need to go through the countless darkness that he shouldn't have to go through in the future, and he doesn't need to know who his father is but he will never know where his father is, when he will be able to come back to accompany him, and why he will continue to choose to be absent again and again in his life.

If it is destined to disappoint him, then such a fate should not be opened. In this way, from beginning to end, the father who never appeared in his mind will be as he imagined, not tall, but always warm and caring for him.

Even if this seems to outsiders, it is nothing more than self-deception. But if an illusory dream can end from the beginning, it may not be lucky.

After all, compared to living in fear all my life because of my father, I can live a life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea calmly and peacefully, and my life will be much happier.

Since you have chosen to wallow in the mud and mock all the stupidity of the world, you should not expect to hold those bright stars in the bright sky in your hands!"

As if he was afraid that he would never find a suitable opportunity or muster enough courage to blurt out if he didn't say it at this moment, Bai Rundong quickly poured out the words that had been buried in his heart early in the morning.

Then there was a long period of silence, and the atmosphere was so suffocating that both brothers tensed.

"So, because you think I won't be a qualified father, or even unworthy of being my son's father at all, you chose to hide it after discovering the truth of the matter?"

Bai Runzhi couldn't figure out why his younger brother, who had devoted himself to his hard work and was even looking forward to supporting him like a son, looked down on him so much.

He walked in darkness all year round, and was desperate for it many times, but because he lived in the mud, he was not worthy to know his Son's existence, nor did he deserve to let his son know his existence?

He has killed people, and there is more than one, but there are many people in the world who have more blood on his hands than him, not to mention how many bones the sons of all the people who sat on the dragon chair in the past dynasties stepped on the bones to successfully reach the top and become the emperor, let's just say that those soldiers who defended their families and defended the country on the battlefield, how many people have not borne the lives of others?

Is it because the teacher is famous that he can claim to be righteous, so that he ignores that the person who was killed is also someone else's son, someone else's husband, someone else's father?

The hero in the eyes of the world is still murderous, but he can still spread his branches and descendants, he is just an ordinary person who has blood on his hands in order to survive and protect himself, why is he not worthy of being a father?

He hadn't done it yet, so how could his good brother have the audacity to conclude that he couldn't be a good father?

The hurt emotion in Bai Runzhi's eyes, as if he had been betrayed, was so obvious that Bai Rundong suddenly had a feeling like he was stuck in his throat.

But sometimes, no matter how uncomfortable it is, no matter how difficult it is, you can no longer speak, and you must be forced to speak, even if the words are inappropriate, it is better than not explaining anything, so that it will cause regret.

"At first, I didn't find out that Brother Jin was the bloodline of our Bai family. The Yan family generally only asks me for treatment when I have a serious illness or something, and I don't have much impression of children.

Second brother, you also know that in many cases, I am relatively dull. Because Brother Jin grew up in the fourth room, his food and clothing should be the same as that of Brother Yong'er's uncle and nephew, and the three of them all do things together, so even if their temperaments are different, their body sizes are similar.

When I really noticed the difference in him, he had already lost the obvious baby fat, and he was almost four years old at that time, except for those eyes, and a steady temperament that was different from ordinary children, and his appearance was really a little similar to you and his mother.

In fact, since I was very young, there have been signs of it, but I didn't notice it.

Because of the child's temperament, Jin Geer always couldn't restrain his desire for delicious things before the age of five, so that he ate things that should not be eaten, and the phenomenon of allergies was always repeated, several times a year. I used to treat him, and although he trusted me, he probably didn't let me check my back because of shyness or because his mother had told me something.

also because the symptoms are always the same, and later his mother always prepared a plaster, and he smeared it directly for him after eating it. It wasn't until one time that he secretly ate too much, and he happened to have a high fever, and the phenomenon of systemic allergies looked very scary, that his mother begged me to treat him again, and also took the initiative to let me check his upper body. ”

Bai Rundong closed his eyes, and the birthmark of a flower that he saw for the first time on Huo Hongjin's waist came to his mind, but he could still see that it was a flower.

He couldn't hide his gaffe, Huo Wanwan didn't notice the difference in him because she focused on the child.

Yan Zhaoyong, who was also present at the time, saw it and mistakenly thought that he was suddenly trembling because Huo Hongjin was seriously ill and was about to die, so he cried on the spot. Later, he became a relative, and he also heard from Yan Erya's mouth that although it was an oolong incident, Brother Yong'er had nightmares for a long time, always crying and dreaming that next time he would never dare to instigate Brother Jin to follow him and steal Yunyun.

"Second brother, after discovering that Brother Jin has too many similarities with you, it took me a long time to figure out the whole story. At that time, you had been away from home for many years, and you were going home to visit your parents less and less every year.

In addition to the fact that the money is always sent home, we have no way of knowing where you have lived in Daqing for so many years.

You don't want to say it, even because your family asks more times, and fewer and fewer letters come back, and in the end they disappear completely, as if we are also your enemies, because the relationship between blood and blood cannot be cut off with one knife, it is better to die from now on, and out of sight is pure. (To be continued.) )