A lot of strange things don't need a reason, because the strange thing is the reason - Hongjun Ancestor

Not many, many years ago, not many, many years later, in the present time, right now, something is gradually changing dramatically, and although this world of singing and dancing has not yet realized it, change is coming.

With the exhaustion of yesterday's glory of the king in the nest, the corners of our protagonist's mouth drooled, and he was unkempt and carried out by his mother with his ears and a warm dream. This ordinary high school student was born in an ordinary family, with an ordinary father and an ordinary mother, and even the name is extremely ordinary - Li Zihan. The name has an unusually high repetition rate in a country with an unusually long history. In the third class of Li Zihan's senior high school, there are three people with the same name and surname, and one of them is a girl.

Li Zihan has a short stature, an average to upper appearance (self-evaluation), poor coordination since childhood, and basically shows obvious inadaptability as long as he uses the activities of more than two organs of the body at the same time. For example, when dancing in a group dance, the left foot and right hand are basically unable to move towards a fixed trajectory at the same time, and when singing, the tactful tune that emerges in the head is basically unable to form a solid connection with the tongue.

Li Zihan's intelligence level is also quite average, and his ranking in the class is basically at the bottom. In this high school with many sports students, Li Zihan's grades are almost higher than most of the five sports stars. In selective exams such as the Olympiad, Li Zihan always uses ostrich tactics very self-consciously - pretending that this kind of selection has never appeared.

According to the traditional saying of seeing the old at the age of three, Li Zihan is destined to be the eliminator of this era, even if he never believes or admits it.

The most embarrassing thing about Li Zihan is not the above, but that he is not very good and likes an unusually good tablemate. Li Zihan still remembers the first time he met his table mates on an autumn morning, the first day of his high school career. The sky was blue that day, and the sunlight was gently streaming in through the clean windows. The teacher was talking like a crow on the three-foot podium, and the students were bored sitting in their seats, thinking about all kinds of things.

The same table sat there quietly, elegant like a famous painting. Her hair was slightly yellow, her nose was small like a handicraft, and her mouth was not blood-colored red, but pink as a peach blossom in early spring. Her slender hands subconsciously turned the pen that had been flickering, smooth but silent. Li Zihan has recalled the picture at that time countless times, the picture is too beautiful, and the only discordant thing is probably the self next to the goddess.

In fact, the most embarrassing thing for Li Zihan is not that he is not very good and likes his unusually good tablemate, but that Li Zihan, who is not very good, falls in love with Li Zihan, who is unusually good...... Yes, Li Zihan, the otherworldly tablemate of Bingqing Yujie, is also called Li Zihan.

The attitude of the female Li Zihan towards the male Li Zihan is natural. Have you ever seen the summer breeze? This is the attitude of the female Li Zihan towards the male Li Zihan. Have you ever seen the third plane tree next to the high school playground counting from back to front, female Li Zihan has this attitude towards male Li Zihan.

The dialogue between the male Li Zihan and the female Li Zihan is usually like this:

M: Can you lend me an eraser?

F: Here you go.

M: Thank you.

F: It's okay.

Or something like this:

M: You did well in this English test.

F: Thank you

M: Why are you so good at English?

F: Maybe it's because I'm serious about my classes.

It could also be something like this:

M: Would you like to have lunch together?

F: I'm going home to eat.

M: Okay.

F: Goodbye!

Every time I see the figure of the female Li Zihan getting smaller and smaller in the direction of the back to the school, the male Li Zihan can't help but think that the greatest happiness he can achieve in this life can only be to protect her back.

Recently, the male Li Zihan feels very wrong, although it has never been very right, but it has been especially wrong recently. It turned out that I was frail and sickly and only had a headache once every three months, but now it has become a headache once a month. There is no foreshadowing of this condition, and there is no specific condition for the onset of the disease. Li Zihan also went to the hospital for examination, and the pretentious senior doctor gave a comprehensive and authoritative diagnosis of the condition after using all the high-end medical testing equipment in the hospital: pretending to be sick. For this kind of quack bastard diagnosis, the saddest thing is that Li Zihan's parents are convinced. From then on, they simply and rudely used sticks to help Li Zihan heal his illness.

The more frequent headaches made Li Zihan have to go further and further on the pessimistic road. He forced himself not to think about whether he was at the end of his life, but he couldn't stop himself from feeling sorry for not being able to enjoy life's important moments. "What a pity it would be if I didn't marry a wife in my life, even if my wife was a dominatrix or a lion in Hedong, the fact that I didn't marry is frustrating enough."

Things are obviously developing in a more tragic direction, and Li Zihan's headache has developed from a great aunt-like pain a month to a pain a day today. Li Zihan felt that the feeling of pain might be similar to the feeling of Sun Wukong wearing a tight spell, tight and loose, fast and slow, strong and weak, and sometimes a strong sense of thrusting. Li Zihan sometimes desperately thinks that since he can't refuse the headache, why can't he sublimate the ideological realm and enjoy the pain caused by the headache. However, Li Zihan is just an ordinary high school student with a short stature, he obviously can't do this, all he can do is that I¥@......%@#......#¥...... ￥#@......#...... &¥% (2000 words omitted here)

Li Zihan decided to die, not because he lost the motivation to live, but because it was really your sister's pain. When the headache became once an hour, Li Zihan painfully realized the profound connotation of the two sayings that life is better than death and pain is not desired. He felt that this feeling of being a great aunt all the time had affected the whole meaning of being a person. He decided to jump off a cliff, sorry, correct the jump. The last thing this city lacks in is high-rise buildings. Find a building in your heart, jump down, it's a hundred, Li Zihan finally made up his mind, he was absent from class. Although this is not the first time he has missed school, it is the one he has the most good reason for.