Chapter 1359: Night Talk
Yan Yucheng somewhat experienced his wife's nervousness and unwarranted fear, so before Yan Shunhua left, he gave him another earnest advice.
"Dad knows that you have a fate with the fourth brother and four sisters-in-law, so you want to be good to them, and Dad is happy to see it, after all, in the distance, we are all a family, and we can't write two words in one stroke.
But, Xiaoyue, your mother conceived and gave birth to you in October, although we also have times when we don't take good care of you, but for the sake of her mother's heart, if something embarrassing happens again in the future, you can also be more considerate of her, okay?
When people are old, they are prone to cranky thinking. Ten years ago, your father and I might not have noticed such a thing, and even had a quarrel with your mother about it. Your father and I still feel weird because of your performance, and it's normal for your mother to feel awkward, right?
I will try my best to pay attention to her, so that she will no longer embarrass the fourth brother and sister-in-law, and you, too, use more thought to coax your mother to be happy. She is simple-minded, and does not think about overly complicated things, even if I point out to her the powerful relationship, she can't think too far-reaching, only confused by language, and her heart is panicked. ”
Yan Shunhua naturally nodded in agreement, turned his head and went to the room originally arranged for Yan Qiliang.
Sure enough, it was dark inside, but although the lights had been out for a long time, Yan Zhang still couldn't sleep, sitting alone in the dark, sobbing quietly, and when he found someone coming in, he immediately wiped his eyes.
"Mother, it's me. ”
"Well, it's Xiaoyue, what's wrong so late?"
"It's okay, I just miss my mother, how about our mother and daughter sleep together tonight?"
Yan Shunhua didn't go to light the lamp, so he groped to the side, took off his shoes and went to bed.
"You kid, why did you suddenly find your mother in the middle of the night? Do you think you're three years old?"
Since the age of four, the male of the Yan family in Liyang must have a room by himself, and he is not allowed to sleep with his parents.
Yan Zhang laughed as he spoke, but he still subconsciously let it in, and lifted the quilt so that his daughter's legs could be stretched in.
"Mother, I'm sorry. I have the same temper as my father, and when I was really anxious, I started talking nonsense, and I didn't take into account my mother's mood at all. Don't be angry, don't be sad, a person like you secretly hides in the dark and cries, my heart is going to break when I hear it. ”
Yan Shunhua didn't bother to take off his coat, and hugged the person directly.
"Hey, you kid, what are you talking about? Where is my mother crying? It's hot, don't hug it so tightly. ”
Yan Zhang was a little flustered, and subconsciously turned his head towards the wall, although Yan Shunhua's eyes were used to the dark, but he could only see a general outline, and of course he couldn't see whether there were tears on his face, but her actions like this were undoubtedly three hundred taels of silver here.
"Mother, cry if you want to, just don't cry alone. A woman's tears are very precious, more precious than gold.
If you are sad because I am sad, you should cry in front of me, if you are sad because my father is sad, you should cry in front of my father, and if you are crying because my brothers are crying, you should cry in front of them. In this case, even if you don't say a word, I will still know that you are sad, my father will know that you are sad, and my brothers will know that I did something wrong.
If you keep crying by yourself, as you did tonight, we won't know how much you have been wronged. Good steel should be used on the blade, and the same is true of women's tears.
Also, mother, you are really good, too good, even when you are wronged, you have to be afraid of making your husband and children uncomfortable because of your tears, in fact, you don't have to do this.
Although not everyone is a white-eyed wolf with no conscience, human nature is like this, deceiving good and fearing evil, even if it is a family, it will occasionally be like this. You have to express your feelings appropriately and let the people around you know your attitude, your mood, your opinion.
When the people around you slowly get used to you, they will not be shocked by your sudden voice in the future.
Originally, it was just a very small thing, but because this is the first time you have expressed yourself so actively, we think that you are too emotional, in fact, you are just starting from the heart and acting spontaneously. ”
Yan Shunhua rested her head on her mother's shoulder, feeling the heat and breathing of the woman beside her in the dark, and the sobbing sound that sounded again, and gradually felt warm.
For the first time, Yan Zhang cried so unscrupulously in front of his daughter, although the voice was very small and small, he cried for a long, long time, until the mother and daughter's bodies were numb because of maintaining the same posture, and then they ended crying, and after a hot compress, they took off their coats and lay down slowly.
"It's not good to be a mother. Mother shouldn't be so stingy. Just like your father said, the fourth brother and four sisters-in-law are so kind to you, and they take such care of your uncle, we should be grateful to Dade. Did my mother embarrass you?"
Yan Zhang's voice was peculiarly hoarse, which made Yan Shunhua feel that his ears were itching terribly.
"I want to say that I am not embarrassed at all, it is a lie, and my mother will not believe it. But it's hard to say, and I can't say it's difficult.
I just feel that comparing my heart to my heart, in fact, I am not doing enough, so I will make my mother so nervous, my father will feel embarrassed, and my father and mother will also be surprised, and I feel that I can't go. It's me who should be ashamed, mother, it's not that you did badly, it's that your daughter didn't do well. ”
"Silly girl. You're good enough, better than your dad and mom could have imagined. We never thought that one day you would be able to marry such a good family, and the most important thing is that you could do so well. If it was your father, he didn't have the confidence to take care of such a big family business as the Shen family.
You've done a great job, and I've always been very proud of you. You, let my mother's waist stand up after bending all her life.
Brother Pan and Brother Liang are still young, although they are men, they can't do anything, they have always been your grandfather, your father is responsible for the whole family, after your grandfather left, your father is obviously a lot older.
The reason why he often sneaks to other people's doors to talk about the world is actually to relive the old days, not necessarily the ambiguity between men and women, but when your grandfather was still alive, he, as a son, could also be carefree, and felt confident and backered, so he was fearless.
My mother didn't understand it before, but after arguing with your father and fighting, I gradually understood in the past few years that he was too tired and wanted to take a breath, so he was like that.
He didn't do anything wrong, but his mother didn't do well enough, and there was no way for him to be a little more relaxed. After coming to the capital, because of you and your uncle, your father and his whole person were obviously relaxed, as if there would be someone in front of him when the sky fell, so he was fearless. ”