Chapter 785: True Heart
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"That's what I should say. I have a lot of shortcomings, even if I was born, there is no way to be upright, even if I dislike me, it is already too late, and you can only follow my surname Shen in this life. ”
There was still a slight cry in his voice, and it was clear that he didn't have enough control over himself yet.
But he was willing to speak, and she was already very relieved.
They hadn't spoken for a long, long time, and he must have been in great pain after suffering so long. But now that he was willing to share his feelings with her, even though the pain brought him a great blow and damage, and even made him fall into a breakdown, now she was sure that he would really get better.
The pain that can be shared must be healed. Once he succeeds in coming out, his heart will be stronger than ever.
"Who said that your birth was not dignified? Your name is Shen Jingyuan, your grandfather is Shen Shaoqi, your father is Shen Yueqi, and your mother is Wu Sihui. You are the Shen family with strong roots, and everyone knows that you are the prince of the Dingguo Mansion, and you are the heir who wants to show the will of the ancestors of the Shen family.
Everything in the Dingguo Mansion was not given by the emperor, but the glory that the ancestors of the Shen family gained in the land of Daqing by virtue of their own blood and sweat.
You were born and raised in Si, and the Shen family is your home. Even the emperor can't change this.
From the moment you were born, when your name was recorded in the genealogy of the Shen family, you could only be a monarch and a minister, and you would already be a member of the Shen family. Even if he reigns over the world, he will never be able to change the fact that you are a member of the Shen family.
If you're not worried about that, if it's just that he's your biological father and feels disgusted or even resentful of yourself, that's fine.
You don't have to suffer like that for the mistakes he made. Your birth is a matter of destiny, it is in God's hands, and after you are born, especially when you become an adult, it is in your own hands, and it has nothing to do with others.
Your food, clothing, housing and transportation, everything you have, are carefully taken care of by the Shen family, and the Shen family is silently supporting you behind your back.
If you are not the Shen family, then your grandfather will not be your grandfather, the father who gives you headaches will not be your father, you always remember but can never call your mother in person, and it will not be your mother, and the secret guards who have been with you from childhood to adulthood, who have been with you from birth to death, and who face all hardships and hardships side by side with you, will not be your friends and siblings.
But if you ask them, if you can't ask, think about it, in their minds, are you the Shen family? If you are not the Shen family, what are you?
There is only one answer, Shen Jingyuan. In their hearts, you will always be you, you will always be surnamed Shen, you will always be that Shen Jingyuan, you are the grandson of your grandfather, you are the son of your father, you are the child of your mother, you are the master of the Shen family's secret guards and a brother who can entrust your life.
Of course, the most important thing is that you are my Yan Shunhua's lover, the reason why I traveled thousands of rivers and mountains to Daqing, and the only key for me to appear in this time and space.
I never thought my man would be a crybaby. ”
Yan Shunhua laughed softly, Shen Jingyuan didn't mean to say it at first, but when he heard the last sentence, and then heard her undisguised laughter, inexplicably, he felt a lot more relaxed.
yes, it's really not a big deal, he doesn't need to think that it's a big deal of distress.
He has too much, everything he got from the Shen family, he can't pay it back in his life, but he doesn't need to care about it, because he is the Shen family.
All this he deserved, all this his grandfather was willing to give him, his mother was willing to give it to him, his father was not so generous, but he gave it to him.
The only identity he has alive is the Shen family, there is no doubt about this.
Shen Jingyuan wiped away her tears and used the placket of her clothes.
"I said, you're eating tofu too openly, aren't you?
Yan Shunhua blushed and reached out to pull his hair, forcing him to lift his head from his chest.
His eyes were still red, but his mouth was upturned like a fox that had triumphed.
"It's my territory anyway, isn't it? Why not make a tour in advance? ”
"You're going to have to make inches, aren't you? The man who was crying a lot just now suddenly wants to turn over and call the shots, huh? Believe it or not, I kicked you out of bed?"
Yan Shunhua touched his neck, then spread out his palms and showed him the undried tears.
Shen Jingyuan was not embarrassed.
"You said it yourself, you can vent as much as you want, what's the matter, regret it? I didn't shed a big vat of tears for you to soak in it, and you were so depressed that you scratched the wall, do you want me to put on a show, Mrs. Shen?"
He laughed and scratched her armpits, and Yan Shunhua was itched by him and rolled around begging for mercy.
"Don't make a fuss, don't make a fuss, what if you let Dad and them find out about you? ”
She was out of breath, and Shen Jingyuan raised her eyebrows and smiled.
"Didn't you say that your face was as thick as a copper wall? I'm afraid that he will still think that my trip south is a big surprise, and maybe we can make a pot of good tea and talk at night. ”
"Where's the surprise? Only surprise, no joy, okay? He's going to beat you all over the head.
If you want to talk at night, then quietly go and put incense on your grandfather, and I think he will be willing to see you. Now that the fourth brother has come down from the mountain, there is no one over there, go quietly, and no one will know.
I haven't been there in a while, and I really miss him. You don't know, during the Chinese New Year, the fourth brother made an ice sculpture in the yard, exactly the same as his grandfather, that look, that action, it is really nostalgic.
For a long time, no matter what we did, we had to run to the ice sculpture and break our thoughts, as if our grandfather was still alive.
Every day, every day, no matter what happens, whether it is crying or laughing, we are willing to go to him, to share everything we have with him, to tell him about our lives, so even if we stay at home, in fact, my grandfather is the one who knows the Yan family best.
If he is still here, he knows that even if you encounter such a big thing, when you want to escape, he is willing to come all the way to me for comfort, even if you cry into tears, he will praise you for being a real man. ”
Shen Jingyuan thought of the old man who was in good spirits and nodded.
Yes, Yan Zhongming will definitely do it. Even if he guessed that Yan Shunhua was not his own granddaughter, he treated her sincerely.
Blood does play a role in the long-term relationship between family members, but the most important thing is the sincerity between each other. (To be continued.) )