Chapter 265: Loneliness
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"I didn't understand what he was yelling at, my mind was in a mess, and it was the limit to be able to react to someone yelling. www.biquge.infoNelly recalls in detail everything that happened at the beginning, more than a hundred years have passed, but the scenes at that time can still be clearly displayed in front of her eyes, and she can't forget it: "However, I don't care about studying what he was yelling at, because after stabbing myself with a spear, I was fatally injured and lost consciousness, and I have no memory of what happened next." β
"Well...... What didn't happen later, that is, we were forcibly expelled from the kingdom of God of Danacus, and I studied it later, probably because Danacus returned to sleep, and the kingdom of God lost his will as a result of the natural dissipation of support. Pannis was not surprised by Nelly's claim, and had even had similar speculations for a long time, so she quickly replied when she showed doubt: " Not only the kingdom of God, but even the door of death is gradually closing, which I didn't really understand why, but after talking to Finch, I finally understood that it was because he focused too much death energy on the task of reviving the undead, so that he could only rely on his own strength to forcibly close the last distance between the two worlds, and as soon as he fell asleep again, the two worlds that were forcibly penetrated were naturally separated again. That's not the same as the current situation, the current situation, the two worlds collide naturally, well, it is indeed a natural collision. β
"Well, almost. Nelly nodded: "I just made some minor adjustments, and I didn't make too many changes, of course, I thought that the current strength was not enough to do anything in this regard." β
"So, after we were driven out of the kingdom of Danakus, we found that we could no longer re-enter, and that the undead had fallen again, and then wandered outside for a while without success in trying to find you, and then dragged me out of the door of death. Pannis sighed and said, "Of course, they told me all these things, and I didn't know that I had not recovered my consciousness at that time, otherwise, I would not have let them take me away." β
"Then it's no wonder, everything can be explained. Nelly nodded, "When I woke up again, I thought I was dead, and it took me a while to make sure I was still alive, and it took me a long time to know why I survived." When I first woke up, I found myself like a newly revived undead, crawling up from between countless bones, the wounds on my body had healed, even the hole in my armor that had been pierced by the spear was gone, everything seemed to be just a dream, and only the surrounding environment reminded me that what had happened before was real, not a dream. β
Pannis, not knowing what he remembered, turned extremely ugly, clenched his fists tightly, and even his arms trembled.
"Looks like you've guessed what happened to me, you've always been so smart. Nelly smiled softly and said without concealment: "When I first woke up, I was very happy, because I knew that I was still alive, that is, maybe there would be a chance to see you again." Through the remnants of experience that belonged to Danakus in my mind, I knew what the reversed death curse meant, and knew that you wouldn't die, and as long as you didn't die, I wouldn't die, and we would meet someday. So, I was happy, very happy, happy for a long time, and then, I went crazy. β
"I shouldn't have lost my mind. Pannis rubbed his face with his hands and said regretfully: "I shouldn't have left you here alone, it's really hard for you." β
"That's why you're always so smart, and I haven't said anything, so you know everything. Nelly tapped Pannis's arm lightly and whispered, "Well, don't make that look, at least I'm alive, at least I'm alive now, and I'm really as I expected, and I have the opportunity to meet again, isn't it worth rejoicing?" β
"But then it's going to be harder. Pannis smiled wryly and said, "It's lonely." β
"Yes, after the happiness is over, the pain begins. Nelly nodded and said in a low voice, "No matter how I go, no matter where I go, the sky is pitch black, and the ground is full of yellow sand, and the yellow sand is covered with hundreds of millions of bones. There were no animals, no plants, not even anything that could move, and the whole world seemed to be frozen. At the beginning, I thought it was nothing, as long as I had hope, no matter how difficult the days were, I could get through it, and there was always a day when I saw the future, but after a few days I realized that I was still too naΓ―ve, I didn't know how terrible such a world was. The whole world is left with itself, the rest is only monotonous and boring, yellow sand, white bones, already make me want to vomit when I see it, but this is not the saddest, the saddest thing is quiet, there is almost no sound in this world, it can be called dead silence, I almost dare not move in the back, because every step I take, the sound when my feet sink into the sand, the sound when I step on the bones, is as deafening as a huge explosion. Oh, you must not have imagined, at that time, what I was looking forward to the most, was the wind, that was the only source of sound except for my own sound, every time the wind rose, I was happy like crazy, well, maybe it was really crazy at that time, but for the time being, I thought it was 'like' crazy, every time it was like crazy, running crazy in the wind and sand, only then could I feel that I was still alive, and I had not yet been assimilated by this stagnant world. β
"Alas. Pannis's face became even more ugly, and he squeezed Nelly's hand hard, and at this moment, he could only give the other party warmth and comfort in this way.
"In order to keep myself sane, I tried desperately to find something to do for myself. Instead, Nelly smiled comfortingly at Pannis, and continued, "I began to sort out the bones scattered on the ground, stacking them in piles and stacks together, and if possible, even putting some bones together into complete skeletons, and then pretending that they were still alive, talking to them every day. I think I was actually crazy at that time, but I wasn't conscious yet, and I thought I was normal. However, it won't be long after that, and I don't know how many years have passed, a year, ten years, twenty years, my mind is getting more and more fragile, my mind is getting more and more confused, and finally one day, I have completely lost my mind, and I have lost my memory in the future, and the only last thought I can remember is to talk to me in person no matter what. β
(To be continued.) )