"Ten years is enough time for me to go out. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

But going out is not all smooth sailing, if it is really smooth sailing, then I would have gone out a long time ago, and I have a lot of doubts in my heart, I suddenly find that many doubts, in my existing space, in the existing situation, can not be solved, on the contrary, it also makes me extremely confused.

It may be that the more I understood, the more confused I became, and I did understand a lot at the time, but then there were all kinds of questions, not so-called achievements.

There was no sense of accomplishment, I didn't know what it was, I just wanted to find the answer in my heart, but I found it difficult, the answer was hard to find.

The solution of a question may be accompanied by two or three questions, and the solution of the three questions that arise means that more time must be spent on it.

But my purpose is to go out, not to find that kind of doubt, and even though my heart knows my purpose very well, yet I am obsessed with pursuing the question of my heart.

It was very tempting, it made me curious, and I had to pursue it anyway, and I fell into a strange circle, constantly looking for answers to my questions, but in the end, the answers were often unsatisfactory, and even if I tried everything to verify it, I didn't find the answer.

I came up with countless hypotheses and then searched for answers, but the place was not big, the small was pitiful, and in fact, I knew what it was when I was in my sixth year.

For that kind of place, I am very afraid, it is a kind of time and space vortex that can never get out, and it is completely a fool's dream to want to get out, but I don't believe it, I think there must be a way to get out.

Otherwise, how can I come in?

Since I can come in, I can come out, but how to get out is a huge problem in front of me, and I keep looking for it, but I can't find the answer!

And, at the time, there were so many other questions in my mind that I needed to find answers to, but it wasn't easy.

At that time, I felt that there was a big mountain in front of me that I couldn't climb no matter what, and once I did, maybe there would be another big mountain, and the knowledge in it was too deep for me to understand thoroughly as someone who didn't know anything, even if there was a lot of time.

But after all, it's just a person, trying to find countless answers, trying to uncover countless questions, it's completely fantastical, and it seems impossible.

But my heart is too much to pursue those questions, and I feel that if I find the answers, I may be able to open the door to a new world, and once the door is opened, there may be a good road ahead.

But this door could not be opened no matter what, and countless shackles were added to the door, and each shackle took countless hours to unravel, and after it was untied, the door was not opened, and it was impossible to open, because there were more shackles on the door, which appeared out of thin air, making people mad.

But it makes people want to keep driving until the last lock is opened, and the door to a new world is opened, but how difficult it is, it has taken ten years, and it is only scratching the surface.

As for getting out, I've been looking for a way, and for some doubts, I think it may be that this place is too small, and something can't be confirmed, because it's so small.

One day, ten years later, I was sitting on a stone full of handwriting, which was my record, I didn't know how to read, I created some simple characters, and it took me ten years to perfect, but it also seemed very superficial.

But it's something to be proud of, but no one can see it, only I can see the handwriting everywhere, which records the results of more than a decade of research.

However, in the face of going out, these seem to be useless, and what is recorded above is my problem, my problem with the world, with the problem here, with all the unknown.

There are very few who can answer it themselves. Once, in search of the question that plagued me in the forest, why I could only hear birds chirping but not birds, I was determined to solve the problem with all my heart and nothing else.

In the beginning, I definitely had to observe, observe the environment of the forest every day, observe its changes, and record the time of the birds' chirping, and even climbed the tree and squatted for ten days and ten nights, at that time I seemed to be obsessed with the search for the answer to this question.

After a long period of observation, these sounds appeared in white, and although they did appear at night, they were rare, and most importantly, they appeared when the sun was at its most intense, and at night when the moonlight was at its brightest.

I guessed that maybe it had something to do with the light, so I started looking at the sun, but I wondered, why does the sun rise in the east and set in the west? Why does the moon do the same? Why does the moon appear after the sun sets?

Why is all this? I can't answer it, I can't find the answer, the question is complicated all of a sudden, and the question of the bird calling but not seeing the bird has never been answered, but it has triggered new thinking.

I began to look at the sun in the hope of finding out what the cause was, but my naked eye was extremely limited, and I couldn't see anything inside except the surface, and I didn't know anything about what was inside.

After observing for several months, I can only regret to get a law, not why the east rises and the west sets, but the law of the sun, and it is also the law of these months, and there is a subtle gap in it.

At that time, I felt that observation would not solve all problems, and I had to guess, why was that? Suppose the ground I was on was a flat field, and the sun was a circle, and so was the moon, and there was some mysterious force in it that pushed the moon and the sun according to his laws, and I guessed that the mysterious power was God, the god of heaven, a god more powerful than the immortals, hidden between all things in heaven and earth!

A supreme being, a terrifying being, is controlling all this!" the monster said, glanced at the sky, looked at the night sky, and said, "I believe that is ......"

"It's a lot of ideas, but that's not the case. Lin Tian didn't want to interrupt the monster, but there was no way, this monster's cognition seemed to be a little problematic.

Although this is not the earth, but no matter what, it should be about the same, at least there is the sun, and the moon, according to his little knowledge in junior high school, he thinks: "The sun is a sphere, the moon is also a sphere, and the world we live in is also a sphere, the world we live in revolves around the sun, the moon revolves around where we are, and the place we are in is autobiographical......"

After talking for a long time, Lin Tian was a little confused, it seems that he didn't learn the knowledge well, even if he understands such a thing, but he doesn't understand it when he says it, let alone a monster?

Sure enough, the monster shook his head and said, "I have to say, you are also very rich in ideas.

If the place we are in is a sphere, why do I see flat ground, and why do I not feel dizzy, why is it not the sun that revolves around us, but that we revolve around the sun......?

"You feel free. Lin Tian was embarrassed, he found that he couldn't explain this problem clearly, but for a monster who was about to die, whatever he thought, it was impossible for him to change a person's long-term opinion, it was completely impossible.

What's more, it's a monster, so he should listen to jokes.

Seeing Lin Tian compromising like this, the monster said, "It's really you who made it up, but for such a bold idea of yours, I really admire it." ”

Lin Tian was embarrassed again, didn't want to speak, and threw a roll of his eyes at the monster.

The monster continued as if it hadn't seen it.

"It is not unreasonable to have a god in the first three feet, and I am discovering more and more that the world is moving in a stable law, and it is the god who maintains this law, which I call Heavenly Return, Heavenly Law!

And if you want to find this law, you need to become a supreme being, that is, to become a god.

I began to study how to become a god, but the road was very bumpy.

I don't know if I've become an immortal or not, because I don't have to eat, but the rest of the place is no different from ordinary people, like I can't fly, I can't break the earth, I can't do whatever I want, except that I don't have to eat.

There wasn't anyone there, I couldn't find a reference, I didn't know what an immortal was.

I think it is necessary to find answers, and as for other questions, perhaps after becoming a god, I can understand that the higher I stand, the farther I can see, and I am only standing in a basin, and it is impossible to know the world beyond the basin without going up to the mountains.

I need to go up to the mountains, and the only way is to become a god.

Ten years have passed, I thought I could go out, but I didn't go out, in order to become a god, I kept researching, constantly practicing, but to no avail.

I don't have any information, the only thing I can do is to comprehend it myself, but how to comprehend it is a huge problem, my mind is blank, I sit on a stone, I don't understand anything, I don't know......

Everything is so confused......

I can't find a way forward, I don't have experience to learn from, and I just want to think about things that seem unrealistic with a simple head.

It looks ridiculous, I have a lofty and clear goal in my heart, but I don't know how to achieve it, I can't find a way at all, even if I sit on the grass and feel quietly, but I don't have any other thoughts except that the world is quiet and I am very lonely......

I haven't heard anything about the time of cultivation at all, and I don't know what to cultivate! I can only have an epiphany on my own, but I can't have an epiphany by myself and I don't understand anything......

And I couldn't find anything to study at all, so I was extremely diffuse, everything was blank.

At that time, I found out that if you want to ascend to the sky in one step, how difficult it is, it is simply impossible, if you want to become a god, you may have to become an immortal, but how to become an immortal, it is also a blank, before I came to that place, the only thing I know about immortals is that they can fly into the sky and the earth, and they can do anything, and if they want to become immortals, they can't cultivate immortals without extraordinary opportunities and money and fairy roots, and I had nothing at that time.

Some are hot-blooded, as for the rest, there is nothing, chance is a completely illusory thing for me, I am like a jumping abandoned by the world, what else can I do except fantasy?

Not really.

I gradually discovered that it is impossible to become an immortal, and it requires talent, immortal roots, and the most important exercises, but I don't have any of these things.

Not having these things means I can't be an immortal, but is that really the case? Obviously not.

If you want to blame me, I can only blame me for being too naïve at the beginning, and I know too little, if I understand more, maybe I have become a true immortal now, not here.

It's a pity that there are no ifs and regrets in this world, nothing yet!

At the beginning, I began to change direction, maybe my thinking was wrong, I began to reflect, I can't get from the basin to the mountains in one step, if you want to go up, you need to take one step at a time, and there are many roads.

In other words, now I need to lay a good foundation, which is to strengthen my body and keep strengthening my body.

I suddenly found a breakthrough, I was excited for a few days, and then I started exercising, strengthening my body, and my body became very strong, until there was no room for improvement.

Every bone of the body has been tempered and hardened, and the skin looks like an iron sheet, ready to pick up many huge stones.

At this time, I felt that it was necessary to take the next step, which was to start to comprehend, to comprehend the wonders of nature, to find the laws from which to improve myself, and then to strengthen my spirit.

Exercising my spirit is not a simple thing, I don't know how to start, a little confused, I can't find a way, I think hard about this, after thinking for a few days, I have a little bit of understanding in my heart, that is, thinking, constantly thinking, at the same time, in the process of thinking, constantly exercising, can not let the body go backwards.

No matter how ridiculous it was, I thought about it, and I always thought about it to the point where I couldn't think about it anyway, and I began to strengthen my thinking constantly, even if I didn't know much at the beginning, but I was still thinking about everything.

For example, why the white clouds in the sky float around, how they are created, why they are generated, what is the meaning of nature, why sometimes they disappear, sometimes they appear, why are they sometimes black clouds......

Countless questions arose in my mind, and I tried to explain them one by one, even if it seemed so ridiculous and ridiculous, I tried to explain, explain those things that I didn't know at all, which made me extremely painful, relying on the only imagination, constantly thinking, and writing down, from the surface to the depth, slowly, my body changed a little........."