Chapter 188: Research
"I need to find the immortals, otherwise, I can't be sure of my suspicions, so I went crazy to find it, but to my great regret, I found nothing, nothing......
I didn't continue looking because I was hungry, yes, I hadn't eaten for a long time, I was so hungry, I had to look for some food, you know, even if it was an immortal, it could starve to death, not to mention that I was just an ordinary mortal at that time, so I decided to find something to eat and then go looking for the immortal, I think I would definitely be able to find it. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
In the mountains, I galloped, from here and there, incomparably free, free, this is the feeling of freedom, however, I was surprised to find that there were no animals here, yes, no animals, this is so strange, I have heard birds and beasts and insects, but there are no animals.
With all my experience in hunting, I didn't find even a caterpillar in it, what was going on? Where did those sounds come from?
Countless questions flashed in my heart, it must not be ordinary there, very unusual, not an ordinary place, otherwise how could there be no animals here, this is unreasonable.
The trees here are so dense that even if these trees are creatures, although they are immovable, they are still living creatures, and the trees exist well, why are the animals that accompany them nowhere to be seen?
Before figuring out this problem, I felt that it was necessary to have a full meal, otherwise I would not have the strength at all, I had wasted too much energy just now, and when I stopped, I already felt that my body was a little shaky, and if I didn't get it right, I might have to fall into a coma, and I knew very well what it would mean to pass out in such a deserted place......
So I needed to find something to eat, even some wild fruits, and for this I searched the mountains and forests, but to my disappointment, I found no wild fruits except some mushrooms, pine trees everywhere, no apples or pear trees, not even thirst-quenching wild fruits, not at all, except for a few mushrooms.
At that time, I looked at the three mushrooms, and I was a little apprehensive, the mushrooms were so bright, colorful, and beautiful, compared to all the jewels, they were beautiful, and they didn't look like anything else in this world.
At that time, I looked at most of it, and guessed that it might be a mushroom planted by an immortal, maybe the immortal likes to eat mushrooms, after all, this thing looks so beautiful.
But a common sense in my heart is preventing my hand from sending mushrooms into my mouth, you know, the brighter the mushrooms, the more poisonous they may be, once it is not the mushroom planted by the immortals, then what awaits me will be death.
However, if I didn't eat a little, I didn't have the strength, and my head was a little clear, my vision was a little blurry, I was so hungry that I was about to faint.
No way, if you are unconscious, you will die, and if you are not unconscious, you may be able to save your life if you eat mushrooms, the two are very easy to choose, I chose the latter without hesitation and swallowed the mushrooms.
I didn't feel anything special, I felt a stomachache, a heartache, I was rolling on the ground, but it didn't make any less pain, I started howling, but it was still useless, it was too painful, it was like thousands of ants moving around in the stomach, biting inside.
I started to hit the stones, and the mushrooms were so poisonous that I didn't even think about it, and sure enough, under the beautiful exterior, what was hidden might not be beautiful, but poisonous, but a dark dagger that could rob you of your life at any time.
I regret it, maybe I should look again, even if I am hungry, I should look again, it really can't be done, I can eat the grass on the ground, even the bark of trees, just fill my stomach.
But regret is useless, useless at all.
Do you know? At that time, I was only thinking about death in my head, and I didn't have any other thoughts, and the pain like thousands of ants devouring my heart made me unbearable, really unbearable, as if someone was beating my bone marrow with a hoe!
The pain that goes deep into the soul, I only feel that the soul is about to be torn out.
Soon I discovered the unfortunate fact that, yes, I could not die, not even if I hit my head on a pointed stone, but the stone shattered, and shattered right before my eyes.
At that time I just wanted to die, I didn't pay attention, I didn't want to pay attention, I couldn't pay attention, I changed a rock and hit it.
But it was still useless, after trying to kill myself I don't know how many times, I finally gave up, not because I didn't want to die, but because I couldn't die, the feeling that life was worse than death made my spirit completely broken.
I stared blankly at the sky, tears sliding down the corners of my eyes to my ears, falling into my hair, slowly soaking my hair!
Saliva flowed from his mouth, uncontrolled, snot scattered, clothes disheveled, lying on the ground, clutching his stomach, a desperate man who did not even have the right to seek death.
Why?
There is only one thought in my heart, it is too painful, I can't bear it, but what can I do?
If you can't die, you can only wait, wait to die, or......
Or it keeps hurting......
Maybe after a long time, you will get used to it.
But is it really a habit?
The more time passed, the more my stomach hurt, and then I had a headache, a needle prick in my head, and countless needles.
Pain, there is no other feeling, there is only one word, pain, I covered my head, kept colliding with the earth, kept kowtowing, in order to pray that I could die.
But you can't die, not even a coma.
I don't know how to get through it, but that painful time lasted for five days, and when five days and five nights passed, when the last rays of sunlight on the fifth day dissipated, when the earth fell into darkness, I suddenly got better, my stomach was comfortable, my head was comfortable, and the feeling of severe pain was gone.
An unprecedented feeling of relaxation, which completely relaxed my nerves, made me feel extremely happy, I wanted to shout out, I shouted out, it was so comfortable, it had never been like this.
This is bitter and sweet, this is bitter first and then sweet, I have survived, my heart is very happy, and I have not died, looking back on the five days, it is simply better to live than to die, I don't want to be in a coma all the time, even if I die, it doesn't matter, I just hope it doesn't stimulate my nerves so much.
But it didn't work, I could only wait, fortunately, on the fifth day, I waited for hope, but I didn't want to, this is not hope, the beginning of a nightmare......
A long-term nightmare is because of eating incomparably brightly colored mushrooms......
If I were given another chance, I would rather die than eat mushrooms, that kind of thing can't be contaminated at all, and once it is contaminated, I don't want to lose it for eternity.
It's a pity that there is no chance......"
When the monster said this, he let out a long sigh, Lin Tian didn't speak, but he had an idea in his heart, that is, poor people must have something to hate, and hateful people must also have something to be pitiful, all this is normal......
He wasn't going to let the monster go, but he wanted to hear what the monster had to say next.
The monster calmed down for a while, and began to continue: "Yes, there is no chance, I was full of joy at the beginning, thinking that I had been reborn, and I also found that I was not hungry without eating, could it be that I had become an immortal?"
At that time, such a thought flashed in my heart, this idea was immediately believed and adopted by my brain, if it was not to become an immortal, how could it be possible not to eat and not be hungry, therefore, it must have become an immortal, my heart was very excited, so happy, a little carried away.
even jumped up and shouted stupidly, I have become an immortal, but I don't know that what I eat is a scourge, and I can no longer become an immortal......
However, at that time, I didn't know at all, I only knew that I didn't need to eat, and that not needing to eat meant that I could be alone in the future, crisscrossing the world, no longer carrying heavy burdens, and going wherever I wanted......
But before that, I needed to leave that place, it was strange, and I had a bad premonition in my heart, and I felt the need to leave, as for why there were no animals before, after five days and five nights of long pain, life was worse than death, I had forgotten it, and besides, I didn't need to eat, why should I look for any animals?
I didn't have that in mind, and I really forgot about it.
I began to look for a way out, and after three days, three whole days, I understood a terrible thing, that is, I can't get out here, I can't go out anyway, and when I try to go all the way in one direction, I find that I always turn back, go back to the beginning, go back to the original place.
At first, I didn't notice it, thinking it was just a mistake, but the second time I deliberately walked in the direction of the sun, I still somehow returned to the same place.
It wasn't until the third day that I really realized that the horror in this, no matter what direction it goes, will return to the starting point, even if the front is always in a straight line, it will slowly come to the starting point, the original place.
I made a lot of markups, but it didn't work, they either disappeared or they were stacked on top of each other.
I don't know, I want to find out, but I know that with my little knowledge, it's impossible.
I only know that this is an endless cycle, but after I have walked more than ten times, I still haven't gained a little bit, and I can't find any pattern at all.
I was flustered, but I could only pretend to be calm and look for a way out, and after a month, I had become a wild man, with a long beard and long hair, but I had never found the way, and I had not found the pattern.
Am I stupid? Maybe.
There is no law at all, no matter which direction you go, it is a straight line, walking and walking, and before you know it, you return to the starting point, as if you have been made back, but in fact, no one has made it, but you are walking completely by yourself, but you can't get out.
The law that can be found in this is that no matter which direction you go out, you can return to the same place, and the time to return to the original place is uncertain, it may be half an hour, it may be an hour, or a day, or two days, rarely more than three days.
And the distance traveled is also uncertain.
This made me unable to find a pattern at all, so that after a month, I still stood still, and even built a house in the same place, and simply lived in it.
Time flies quickly, but for a person, it is like a year, but even so, a year has passed, a year has passed, countless attempts to go out, none of them succeeded, and they couldn't find a useful pattern.
It's like a prison where people are trapped and never able to get out.
Prison! When I think about prison, I seem to have a realization in my head, or maybe it's a cage, it's a place where people are trapped, and somebody has taken me there.
The purpose is to imprison me, but who has nothing to do to go back and imprison a mortal?
There is no need for such ingenious cages.
But one thing is for sure, someone brought me there for some purpose, I don't know what the purpose is, but definitely what the purpose is.
I thought about it for a long time along these lines, but my understanding of the world at that time was too narrow, and I didn't know the world at all, only what was happening in my own place, and the scenery. But for the outside, it's a blank slate!
So I couldn't think of anything, and after thinking about it for a long time, I found that there was no other effect than to pass the time!
At that time, I was immortal, I didn't eat and starve, I didn't drink water and thirst, I looked like a god, but I lost my freedom and exchanged my freedom for eternal life.
But that's not what I want, a person living forever in a world is meaningless, boring, it will only make people want to end their lives, but it can't.
I can only stay, I am bored and don't know what to do, even if I dream, I don't know what to dream about, I don't know what to do every day except for sleeping and going out for a walk, or I can exercise......
Inside, it's boring, alone, can't find hope of getting out, some despair, but can only despair, there is nothing else to do......
Go out for a walk, once a day, and hopefully one day, when you're lucky, you can get out.
After a long period of perseverance, I have to accept a cruel reality, I really can't get out here.
Wanting to go out can be said to be wishful thinking.
So how do you get out?
I'm going to start researching, even if I don't know anything, but I can research, I can find that from the very basics, I have time at that time, a lot of time, and time that can't be used.
Believing that I could find a way out, I began to study everything around me that could be studied, even the soil, and I began to study it carefully......
When I was tired, I lay down and rested, and after resting, I continued to study, and I studied the trees, the rocks, the mountains, and everything in the place, and recorded everything that happened when I went out, and I invented straw paper, and I invented many things, all of which I could not have imagined or believe before.
Ten years, a whole ten years, I don't know how many things I studied, but I know that I learned a lot of things, things that I didn't understand before......"