"It's just a change, but I noticed it, and one night......

The wind blows the grass, the stars are all over the sky, the bright moon is in the sky, the birds are singing and the insects are singing, how wonderful, being in it, only to feel leisurely, refreshed, the whole person is relaxed, as if coming to heaven, being in it, there is a feeling of fluttering immortals. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Every part of the body was exercised, the air entered through the cracks in the skin, a cool feeling that went straight to the soul stimulated my nerves, so that I was awake several times at once, my head seemed to be enlightened a lot at that time, and suddenly it became clear, and many things that I couldn't understand also suddenly found some kind of law, this kind of thought-like thought, helped to open a small gap in the door of a new world, let me proudly peek into a little bit of knowledge, let me understand at once, this world is far bigger than I imagined.

That day, I sat on the ground, looking at the sky, although my heart was still a little cluttered, but more or less clear, and there seemed to be a little more energy in my body, although it was only a little, but it seemed to be able to let me know.

I don't know what that little bit of energy is, I don't know at all, but I feel it, there is a little more in my body, and this feeling is very obvious, after all, the long-term training has improved my god's sensitivity a lot.

I wanted to use this little bit of energy, but I soon found that although I knew that my body had a trace of energy, I couldn't use it.

That's right, it just can't be used no matter what, it can't be used, which means that these energies don't seem to be of any use, but I deeply understand that although these energies are useless now, I believe that they will be of great use in the future, which may be the key to reaching the peak.

As for those vaguely clear questions, after careful consideration, I found that I couldn't find the idea at all, and the magical feeling of that night was gone, completely gone.

I began to decide that rediscovering the feeling of that night, and perhaps finding the feeling of that night, could mean that I could open the door to a new world.

Of course, it's only possible, not absolute, but I believe that even if it's just possible, it will help more or less.

I began to imagine what it was like that night, when I was sitting cross-legged on the ground, thinking nothing, not looking at anything, but closing my eyes, the moon was bright, there were many stars, and the warm wind, and that cool feeling, I wanted to find this feeling.

For countless nights, I tried to find that feeling, but obviously, I found that I couldn't find it, and failure after failure did not discourage me, maybe I had failed too many times, and this failure was nothing to me.

My goal is to find that feeling, to find it no matter what, to find that feeling again, and if I can find it again, there may be a lot of unexpected things happening.

But I soon discovered an indisputable fact, that is, the more obsessed you are in searching for that feeling, the more you can't find it, and on the contrary, if it's unconscious, you can find it.

But how do I unconsciously look for it? I have formed this consciousness, that is, I want to find that feeling, and I constantly have psychological hints, and every night, when I encounter the same weather, I always inadvertently think of my purpose.

And thinking of that is equivalent to not being unconscious, but conscious, and being conscious cannot enter that state, I began to think bitterly, how can I do these things unconsciously?

Or how can you just sit and sit quietly without thinking about anything?

I found that I couldn't sit still for a short time, and I was always upset by the constant thinking of what I was for, what I was doing it for, and so many other questions.

I can't reach the situation where I don't want to do anything, I can't reach it at all, I can't control myself to think about something, it's inevitable.

Slowly, the more time passed, the more entangled I became, and I didn't find that feeling for a long time, which made me very irritable, and even began to lose my temper with everything around me to alleviate the depression in my heart.

This must have made me feel refreshed, and I discovered the resentment and resentment that had accumulated over the years, but many of the trees and flowers around me were destroyed by me, and there was no prosperity at all.

That's when I realized that I needed to calm down, otherwise, there might be nothing waiting for me, and I started to calm down, and I hardly thought about anything except exercising every day, and I never looked at anything written on stone or paper.

Every day, it's all exercise, exercise, constant exercise, after the exercise, just lie on the grass, rest quietly, don't think about anything, it's a kind of fatigue that sweeps through the whole body, let me slowly fall asleep, just like that, after a month, I got used to this kind of life, my nerves are very relaxed, extremely comfortable.

Time passed slowly, I began to look like a person without desire, every day except exercise myself, I don't think about anything, at that time, I almost don't think, is blindly exercise, I set myself a dead goal, every day must be completed, after completion, the whole person is very tired, tired, will naturally rest.

After a long time, I found a very sad fact, that is, I basically forgot what I knew, and I didn't look like a wise man, but rather a reckless person, like a rough man......

But I still don't feel that way, I can't find that feeling anymore.

At this point, I began to wonder, was there something wrong with me, why was it gone? That feeling never came out again?

Why?

I never understood this, I gave up on the days when I was just exercising and sleeping, and I started looking for the answers, and I started to focus on thinking, thinking about everything, hoping to get answers from it, and of course, in addition to thinking, I had to keep exercising.

Because I know that the body is the foundation, no matter what, the body must be strong, so I can't put down the exercise, on the contrary, I need to continue to strengthen the exercise, but the focus is different, the time spent is less, and more is spent on thinking about things every day and night.

After about a few months, I realized that even if I didn't think about anything, it didn't mean that I didn't think about it, and if I didn't think about it, my mind would be blank even if I got into that feeling.

Therefore, I need to keep thinking, keep developing my mind, and let myself continue to enhance my cognition, so that when I enter that wonderful feeling, I can have enough doubts to uncover, instead of being blank and looking like a fool.

If you want to get into that state and find that feeling, you need to be in a comfortable environment, with an empty heart, to enter, that feeling is too difficult to capture, if you deliberately capture it, you won't find anything.

If it's not deliberate, then how can I get in? I began to exercise this ability, and before a certain moment, I began to relax myself, not thinking about anything, just like a plant, motionless, sitting cross-legged on the ground, carefully feeling everything in the world.

When the time comes, stand up, stretch your fists and feet, then lie down and start sleeping.

Every day, exercise, meditate, rest, day after day, passing fast, blink of an eye, two months passed, quietly passed, I didn't realize this at all, at that time I had no concept of time, until the change of seasons, I realized that time had passed for two months.

In other words, winter is coming, it's snowing, it's cold, it's cold, and it's a complete torture for me who is so thinly dressed.

However, I did not give up meditation because of this, on the contrary, I still insisted on being in the snow, even if I was shivering, I must persevere, and the only thing I felt comfortable was to exercise, sweating, and it was very comfortable in winter, so as not to shiver with cold.

As for thinking, the whole person is basically curled up together, not thinking about the cold in his heart, just thinking about something he can't understand, just thinking like this.

Slowly, I even survived the winter, I remember that it was the only winter, in the past, there was no such weather at all, I don't know why, maybe the rules of the four seasons began to be observed here.

As for what it will mean to me, I don't know, I didn't think about it that much at the time, after winter, it's spring, the sky is blue, there are no clouds, there is always a wind blowing by, which makes people's hearts feel comfortable.

During a meditation, my mind was extremely stable, and the grinding of winter made me enter the state all of a sudden, so that I forgot about myself, and at that time, I found that wonderful feeling again.

Something seemed to enter my body, and my mind was constantly broadened, as if someone had woken up, and my heart was very comfortable.

It was a wonderful feeling, it made people feel very comfortable, and my heart was very happy, and I wanted to be immersed in it all the time, but I knew that I couldn't be greedy, otherwise I wouldn't want anything.

After a certain period of time, I withdrew, there was not much joy, the whole person seemed very calm, at that time, I felt that there were a lot more things in my body.

It's the kind of energy that I don't know, I don't know what it is, but after the second time, I found that that kind of power can be used by me to a certain extent, that is, when I use the ultimate power, when I reach a certain limit, and I can't break through it again, with the help of that mysterious energy, the power suddenly rises.

Breaking through my own limits, which made me understand some of the uses of this energy, is obvious, it can allow me to break through the limits, maybe it is a different kind of power, a power that exists in the potential of the body.

At the time, I thought so, and I was pretty sure.

After that, I kept entering that state until the back, which was simply easy for me, how I wanted to enter, whenever I wanted, as long as I wanted, and not restricted by the environment, even in the water, under the scorching sun, in the cold winter, there was no effect, I successfully entered that feeling, that strange and comfortable state, refreshing state.

For some things that I don't understand, I started to learn another way, which is to quiet myself, get into that strange state, and then start combing until I think it through, or find a satisfactory answer.

Once you've found a satisfactory answer, you can quit and start working on other questions.

As for the energy in my body, I also slowly accumulated, but I didn't use it at the beginning, but kept it in my body.

For that state, I call it meditation, which is to sit, close your eyes, imagine, and also get access to a mystical energy that is very helpful in pushing your limits.

Gradually, I am facing more and more problems, many of which I can't understand or even imagine, I need to keep entering meditation, but meditation is not so easy, every time I need to close my eyes, I have to empty everything, sit down, the conditions required are not harsh, but also troublesome.

I started looking for a way to keep my eyes open, not to sit, to stand and move around, and that would make it much easier.

But I found that one of the problems was that in this case, it was very difficult to enter the meditative state, basically I could not enter it, and it made me more or less distressed.

I think it's probably an ability, an ability that needs to be exercised, and if you don't have it, maybe it's not so easy to do.

As for how to exercise, in fact, it is very simple, that is, keep practicing, with my eyes open, standing on the ground to practice, slowly, I have mastered that I can enter that state with my eyes open while standing, I was extremely excited at that time, but once I walked, this feeling was lost.

Walking around requires the domination of the mind, and at that time it was in a state where it didn't think about anything but actually thought a lot, and once the mind did something else, it meant breaking the previous thoughts, and quitting meditation.

What to do?

I really wished I had two heads, and if I had two heads, I might be able to easily get into that state, and if I got into that state, I could do anything else whenever I wanted.

I think it's important to use my time efficiently, not only to save time, but more importantly, I want to know the things I don't know faster, I'm so curious, if I know the things I can't know, it will make me very excited and happy.

So, I started exercising, and although I couldn't have two heads, I tried to do it in the hope that I would get something that would satisfy me, and I wanted to be able to get to the point where I couldn't meditate all the time......"