Chapter 53: Memories Kill 4
Although Li Yi was in the city's First People's Hospital for a month, no matter who talked to him, he never opened his mouth or looked at anyone, but he didn't do anything abnormal. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
A month later, house arrest, known as observational treatment, was finally lifted.
Li Yi took over the matter of chopping the kidnappers into meat sauce, and no one in the know kept silent about it after his father spent the money.
Then, a month later, outside the hospital, he saw his parents again. In any case, what he did was so out of line that he was not allowed to visit during the time he was under house arrest.
Under the whispering of Nurse Li Yi, she walked out of the gate of the hospital step by step. Outside the door, a fiery red Ferrari was parked.
He recognized it at a glance that it was his mother's car. In the past, when he was still in elementary school, the car would be parked outside the campus every day after school. attracted the frequent attention of parents and pedestrians, and it was not only this luxury car worth tens of millions that made them look at it, but also his mother who was always dressed up beautifully.
His mom leaned into the car every day and waited for him to get out of the schoolyard, then looked at him with a smile and asked, "Is mom pretty today?" ”
"Beautiful. Li Yi always just replied lightly, and then got into the car despite his mother's complaints.
He didn't like his mom dressed up so beautifully, unlike those little kids who didn't know anything, he knew why his mom dressed up every day, why she married his pot-bellied dad.
However, Li Yi does not hate his mother, and the reason is not because he has a filial heart. In his opinion, the concept of filial piety and filial piety first, and only the mother is good in the world, is no different from spreading a cult, but it is just ...... No matter how bad his attitude is, he will never leave him, no matter how excessive he has done, he will forgive him, no matter how indifferent his attitude is, he will still take care of him every day and find ways to make him happy.
No matter what he does, in this world, there is always someone who will forgive him, isn't it.
Li Yi walked to the front of the car with his head down, and the person driving was not his mother, but his pot-bellied father, and his mother was sitting in the passenger seat.
Seeing his son coming, the man snorted behind him and said, "Get in the car." ”
At this time, just put down your face and comfort me. Li Yi pursed his lips and thought in his heart. Now he really needs comfort. But his father always did. He is a man, the so-called man, is a person who does not express his feelings and hides everything in his heart.
Li Yi opened the car door, sat in the back seat, and looked at his mother sitting in the passenger seat with some hope. As always, he is dressed very beautifully, although there are some problems with his style, but he has always been proud of having such a beautiful mother, she is the most beautiful person in the world.
And today, his mother didn't turn her head and smile at him like before, saying something she thought was funny, which seemed very boring to Li Yi. She just sat quietly. Along the way, no one in the car spoke.
'Why, why don't you talk to me. I haven't seen you for so long, so I shouldn't have a lot to say to me. Li Yi opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something. 'It's been a long time since I've spoken, so it's a little uncomfortable? It's okay, it must be that we haven't seen each other for too long, and we have too many things to say, and I don't know how to speak. ’
The car drove all the way back to the parking lot of Li Yi's apartment, and after the car was parked, Li Yi's father got out of the car first. Then, his mother finally glanced back at Li Yi, just glanced at it, and quickly opened the car door and walked down.
The moment the woman turned her head, the last hope in the heart of the twelve-year-old boy was shattered.
Although it was only for a moment, Li Yi saw it clearly. His mother looked at him with the same eyes as everyone else.
The eyes that he was extremely familiar with, the eyes that had been repeated in his mind all the time in the past month, those beautiful eyes, revealed not love, but fear.
Li Yi sat in the car in a daze, his eyes looking ahead, but there was no trace of expression in his pupils.
"What are you doing, Li Yi, hurry up. His father's voice came from outside the car, pulling Li Yi's thoughts back.
"Oh. After a month, this was the first sentence Li Yi said again.
Gently replied, Li Yi opened the car door and got out of the car.
Isn't it a matter of course what the hell am I expecting? ’
Looking at the back of his parents walking towards home in front of him, his hands were clenched into fists, and there was a burst of soreness in his joints, but Li Yi still didn't let go.
Isn't everyone looking at me this month, why, why should I expect her to be different from others. ’
Slowly raised his right hand, lowered his head, and looked at the fingers that had been pinched and blue.
'I'm ...... Monsters, real monsters... Didn't I already know that? ’
Tears slid down her cheeks and dripped gently onto the ground. He didn't make any noise, because the parking lot was too big, and he wasn't a martial arts master or superman...... Genius? No, he just.
A monster who thinks he's a human.
......
After that incident, Li Yi locked himself in the house, except for going to the toilet, even eating was brought into the house.
As for going out, he will still go out when necessary. Like what...... Go to a psychiatric hospital for a check-up......
On that day, the teenager who felt that he was being denied and abandoned by the whole world isolated himself from the world.
At first, that desperate gaze, his mother's frightened eyes, tormented him all the time.
Li Yi lay in bed and slept for a week, and then did not show any abnormal conditions. Except, of course, that it has become a dead house.
His own suspicions, the guilt of killing his kidnappers, and the despair of being abandoned by the whole world after the look of his mother weighed him down.
Every day, his mind remembers the kidnapper, his mother, and the eyes of the nurses in the hospital. And also...... Two other kidnappers in the factory were so scared that he peed his pants.
In that despair, under that boundless pressure, it is not impossible for ordinary people to completely go insane and become insane.