Chapter 189: Surely I Will Live Up to This Life
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Long Jinyu's question seemed to make the man a little unexpected, his cold eyes were half-narrowed, Yan Beiquan looked at her quietly, his eyes were silent and deep, and he couldn't see any emotion. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
Looking at each other, Long Jinyu didn't know what he was thinking, the answer she wanted The man didn't seem to want to give it to her, Yan Beiquan's cold momentum made the air in the entire Yan Mansion hall thinner.
The big hand holding her tightened a little, and Yan Beiquan's cold face couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry.
Looking at the little face that was familiar but never tired of looking at, Yan Beiquan's calloused fingers gently stroked the delicate skin, and said in a low and cold tone: "I have seen too much vanity and grievances, I have heard too much flattery, and there is no city government in a high position!" Although Yan Beiquan disdains hypocrisy and grievances, he never flatters.
But for the word city, he did not defend himself. He knew that he was not a good person, although the people of Beijiang trusted him, but he could deceive others but not himself. The warlord is fighting and dividing one side, not only for the people of the world, but also for himself and his own ambition.
He was a warlord and, like most warlords, had the power to conquer his ambitions.
"If there is no city, how can you live in this troubled world. No one is born complicated, and no one is born simple, the so-called complex and city government is just a turbulent situation, forced by the situation, and if you don't follow the trend, what can you do!" As if he was saying to Long Jinyu, and as if talking to himself, Yan Beiquan closed his eyes lightly after saying this, and stopped making a sound.
Mother is right, Yan Beiquan's complexity is not something he can imagine. I don't know what happened to him, I don't know what happened to him, I have been married to him for so long, Long Jinyu still feels that he is like a mystery, and he can't figure it out.
She wanted to know what else this man had experienced besides the Yan family's murder more than ten years ago, why could he make a person so cold and lonely!
However, she couldn't bear to uncover his scar when the question came to her lips, and she couldn't bear to uncover his scar after all.
Then let her give this man warmth in the future, so that he is no longer so cold and lonely.
Thinking like this, the girl took the initiative to move closer to him, and the soft hand, which was less than half the size of his palm, gently grasped the big rough hand and placed his hand lightly on her abdomen.
Feeling the temperature of his palm, Yan Beiquan didn't even notice it, and his thin lips actually hooked up a deep arc.
"Don't go with the flow, you still have me, and us—"
"The Overseer may have promised Jinyu that I would not meet each other in this life, because what I need is a love without complications—" The clear eyes were a little dark, and Long Jinyu's gentle voice asked this sentence with certainty.
His eyes did not flicker at all, and he just looked at him, as if waiting for his answer.
"I promise that I will live up to my wife in this life. Shen Yan Yan and her clear eyes were opposite, and Yan Beiquan gave her a positive answer word by word.
Sometimes, there is no need for too much explanation and expression, just one sentence can bring the hearts of two lovers closer.
"It is the only one, and it is the only love, a lifetime and a couple-" This is his promise, but also his heart's words. A deep voice floated down overhead?? , Long Jinyu felt that her eyes were warm, but her heart was warm and sweet......
It is a troubled time, and the country is full of gunsmoke.
Yan Beiquan, as a commander, has been caught in busy military affairs since he returned from the Feng Mansion that day.
On this day, Long Jinyu got up in the morning as usual, but the man was long gone.
got up and called Li'er a few times, but no one answered, so the girl had to get out of bed and walk out of the bedroom in her slippers. When the bedroom door opened, Li'er just came back, holding the red dates and bird's nest porridge that had been boiled for her, as well as the magnolia cake she liked, exuding the fragrance of orchids.
"Miss, are you awake? I'm going to get you something to eat, this bowl of bird's nest porridge was specially given by the Overseer when he left, so I can watch you drink it. ”
Overseer ......
"Hmm?, the Overseer said that you are weak and pregnant with a young master, so you need to make up for it. "Li'er has always been eccentric?, at this moment, she smiled and bent her eyebrows, looking well-behaved.
Stretching out the slender jade and pointing at the little girl's forehead, Long Jinyu smiled at her and said, "These must not be said by the Overseer, right?"
Being poked out for lying?, Li'er stuck out her tongue in embarrassment and handed the bird's nest porridge to Long Jinyu.
"Miss, how do you know that this is what I said, not the Overseer......" Li'er's question made her sigh slightly, a shallow smile on her lips.
"He never said that he wanted the child to be a boy or a girl...... Yan Beiquan has always cherished words like gold, and he didn't mention much about the child to her. The hand unintentionally touched the already high and bulging abdomen, and Long Jinyu's tone was silent with a hint of loneliness.
"Miss, you don't know what men think, this woman generally likes girls, because daughters are their parents' little padded jackets. And most of these men like boys, and boys are the root of the family lineage......" Li'er said with a straight head, putting the porridge on the bedside table and helping her to sit down.
"When I was a kid, my dad always called me a girl, saying I was a loser! Of course, the Overseers were different, this was the Overseer's first child, and even if it was a young lady, it was the daughter of the Overseer's family. "Yan Beiquan cares about this child, and everyone in the Overseer's Mansion can see this.
Knowing that Long Jinyu was inconvenient, Yan Beiquan specially ordered someone to send her the food to her room. At this time, it was the end of November, the weather was cold, except for agreeing to her occasionally take a break in the back garden, she was not allowed to go downstairs at all at other times, for fear that she would catch a cold, afraid that she would be cold, afraid that she would fall, it can be described as thoughtful and meticulous.
"Miss, drink the porridge quickly! With that, Li'er handed the porridge to the girl, and began to clean up the room.
Boy or girl? Long Jinyu hadn't thought about it before, but after Li'er said this, she was also a little curious about the gender of this child!
It seems that a white and tender little appearance really appears in front of her, which makes the corners of the girl's mouth unconsciously curvature deeper.
Just as she was in a flash, there was a knock on the door, and Li'er opened the door, revealing a maid from the Overseer's Mansion standing outside the door.
"What's the matter, you want to disturb Madame?" Long Jinyu needed to meditate and nurse the fetus. Therefore, the bedroom can't be easily gone except for Li'er, especially not to disturb Long Jinyu's rest.
When asked by Li'er, the little maid immediately lowered her head. The voice was very soft and timid: "Sister Li'er, someone is looking for Mrs. ......"
"Looking for me?" Long Jinyu had good hearing, heard the conversation outside, frowned and asked towards the door.
"Mrs. Hui, it's Miss Feng, I'm waiting for you downstairs!"
"Tianxue ......" Since the last time Feng Mansion said goodbye, it has been a while since I saw Feng Tianxue. Suddenly hearing that Feng Tianxue was coming, the girl was a little excited.
"Got it, you go down and entertain first. Madame and I will go down—"
Without waiting for her to reply, Li'er took the first step to say to the little girl.
After the little maid left, Long Jinyu walked up to Li'er, frowned at her and asked, "Li'er, what's wrong with you? Tianxue is my good friend, why don't you invite her up?" Feng Tianxue is her best friend and confidant. Li'er is also a person she trusts, but from Li'er's words, Long Jinyu can tell that she is not enthusiastic about Feng Tianxue's arrival.
Listening to the girl's question, Li'er pursed her lips and replied honestly: "It's not that I won't let her come, it's that the Overseer has an explanation, no matter who you are, you can't get close to Madame-" Yan Beiquan was afraid of the matter of the old mansion of Yan Mansion last time, and she didn't dare to let her be in any danger again. Therefore, there is a special explanation to Li'er, except for her, no one can easily approach the girl, and no one can enter the Overseer's Mansion without his order, let alone take the girl away.
“...... Tianxue is none other than her, she's my good friend......!
"Miss, the heart of guarding against others is indispensable. Have you forgotten who took you to the old mansion of Yanfu?" Li'er's reminder made her pause slightly.
Of course, she didn't forget, it was Chu Yanlan who threatened her and forcibly took her from the Long family's courtyard to the Yan Mansion's old mansion. There was a series of nightmares in the Yan Mansion later.
Chu Yanlan had a pure and harmless baby face, she had never had a holiday with her, and she didn't guard against Chu Yanlan from harming herself. But she didn't want to almost kill her own child because of her innocence, and even her own life was almost lost!
Thinking of Chu Yanlan and the old mansion of Yan Mansion, Long Jinyu still has palpitations. It's just that Feng Tianxue is different, she won't hurt herself......
"No, the snow doesn't hurt me, we've been good friends since school. The relationship between us is like that between you and me, and we can trust each other completely. And I knew her before I knew you, do you understand?" Since she was a child, she followed her mother and brother from Jiangnan to Beihua, Feng Tianxue is her best friend and only friend here, of course Long Jinyu believes her.
"But......" Li'er wanted to persuade her to do something, but she blocked her words. Rou Yi held Li'er's hand and patted it gently, her voice was gentle, and she smiled knowingly, "Don't worry, the Overseer will agree if he knows." Help me change my clothes, okay?" Li'er could only nod her head lightly.
When Long Jinyu came downstairs, Feng Tianxue was sitting on the sofa in the hall downstairs, waiting for her eyes!
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Feng Tianxue suddenly raised her head and followed the sound, and when she saw that it was indeed Long Jinyu, Miss Feng immediately got up from the sofa and rushed towards her.
"Xiao Yu'er, you're finally down! You're really big as the Overseer's wife, it's harder to wait for you than to wait for the big girl to get into the sedan chair-" The words of complaint crackled when she saw the girl as a child, and Feng Tianxue was about to hug Long Jinyu, but was blocked in the middle by Li'er in time.
"Little girl, what are you doing? I'm making out with your young lady-" Looking at Li'er unconvinced, Feng Tianxue spoke unscrupulously.
Listening to this Miss Feng's unabashed words, the corners of Li'er's mouth twitched slightly, and then she raised her eyes and looked at her word by word: "Miss Feng should pay attention to what she says, our young lady is the lady of the Overseer, please pay attention to the wording!"
"......" dignified commissioner's daughter, who was given a cold face for the first time, was still a little maid. Feng Tianxue suppressed the evil fire in her heart, and secretly gritted her teeth and tried not to let herself worry about her, after all, she knew that Li'er was just a little girl, and it must be Yan Beiquan who ordered her behind her back!
"Don't make trouble, Tianxue, what is the matter with you coming today?" Stopping the two of them softly, Long Jinyu looked at Feng Tianxue and said seriously.
"Besides, I'll see how old my godson is—" Feng Tianxue said as she looked at the girl's high bulging abdomen, smiling proudly.
"But I'm here for a bit of a day... Looking for you......" Pouting in embarrassment, Feng Tianxue pinched her nose and said.
"What's ......?" What can make the unruly Miss Feng embarrassed to say it, Long Jinyu really can't guess it all at once!