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It has never been her style to swallow and spit out, and it was really unexpectedly for a while that Feng Tianxue could make Feng Tianxue so embarrassed to speak.

What surprised her even more was that Feng Tianxue's next words turned out to be a little unbelievable to Long Jinyu.

She said, "Xiao Yu'er, you accompany me to pick out the clothes to wear for the engagement!"

"Engaged...... Are you going to get engaged?and look bad?" The gentle and demure Long Jinyu was no longer calm at this moment, she grabbed Feng Tianxue's wrist, her clear eyes were full of incredulity, and she exclaimed.

"Well, yes. Nodding seriously, Feng Tianxue replied affirmatively.

"Why? You didn't tell me last time in the Feng Mansion, aren't you ......" Don't you hate Zhang Dezhao? Why do you want to get engaged to him again? Because of Feng Tianxue's understanding of her, even if she doesn't explain it, she knows what she wants to say.

"Xiao Yu'er, I know what you want to say, in fact, at the beginning, Feng Zhengxin asked me to get engaged to Zhang Dezhao, and it was difficult for me to accept it. But then I found out that it might not be a good thing for us to get engaged!" Gently helping Long Jinyu, Feng Tianxue walked with her to the European-style white sofa and sat down.

Looking at Long Jinyu's puzzled eyes up close, he continued in a calm tone and in a steady voice: "Don't look at me with that kind of terrifying expression!

"Do you like him?" Long Jinyu could see a trace of helplessness and bitterness in her smile, and that bitter smile couldn't hide it.

From the moment she left Beihua, Feng Tianxue had forgotten it.

When she stepped on the ship to go abroad, she knew that she would have no chance with her in this life, and she would not have a chance with the person she liked in her heart!

The shallow smile on the corner of her mouth was very calm, Feng Tianxue didn't answer her words, she didn't want to lie to her, let alone herself. Zhang Dezhao himself has no feelings for him, and agrees to get engaged to him, just because the two have common beliefs and responsibilities.

"Tianxue, you answer me, do you like him?So, what about my brother Long Jinyan?" Long Jinyu's sudden name made Feng Tianxue's figure sitting on the sofa freeze suddenly, her back was straight, and there seemed to be a roar in her head, which made her trance-like for a few seconds.

Long Jinyan, that long figure once occupied a large position in her girl's heart. That handsome and handsome face has also appeared in his dreams, and every time he has an ethereal beauty unique to men.

However, all this has become a thing of the past, and it will all disappear when she leaves Beihua.

Back in Beihua, she had never seen that haunting face again, Feng Tianxue knew very well that between herself and Long Jinyan, there was no possibility in this life. Rather than this, it is better to marry Zhang Dezhao, at least they have the same beliefs and ideals-

"Do you think it is possible for me and Long Jinyan to get along? I also heard about him when I returned to Beihua, he is now the commander of the Northern Army, and what about me? I am just the daughter of an official fan, a woman who has been away from home for many years because of a framed matter. Do you think I'm worthy of him? Regardless of identity, it's impossible between us, your brother has always had someone in his heart, he locked the door of his heart, and the person holding the key is not me......" Long Jinyan is as warm as water, delicate in thought, calm and steady, and affectionate and righteous.

In order to help his mother support the family, he did not hesitate to give up the opportunity to go abroad for further study and worked as a coolie at the Beijiang Wharf. Such a man, she Feng Tianxue didn't dare to climb high, not to mention that those who were familiar with Long Jinyan knew that he had a favorite person who was his classmate. It was a sunny and beautiful girl, but she broke up because Long Jinyan gave up going abroad. Since then, what separates the two is not the other side of the ocean, but the difference between identity and future.

Feng Tianxue mentioned Long Jinyan's past, and Long Jinyu was also choked. The elder brother also knew about the girl, and the girl broke up with Long Jinyan back then, which also made Long Jinyan depressed for a long time. That was when she had seen her eldest brother the most decadent, but for the sake of his family, he finally cheered up, and since then, he has only seen Long Jinyan who is as warm as jade and has a shallow arc on the corner of his mouth.

"Tianxue, this is your marriage, it is related to your happiness in the future, you must be cautious and cautious, Zhang Dezhao ......"

"Xiao Yu'er, are you happy?" Before she could finish speaking, Feng Tianxue asked with a clear look at her dark jade eyes.

"I ......" question, she really didn't think about how to answer.

Is she happy? To be honest, she doesn't know. Obviously, the current life is not what she wants, and she can't even make her own decisions about basic freedom.

But she willingly became this caged bird! In the past, Long Jinyu felt that women in the new era should abandon the old idea of three obedience and four virtues and find their own dreams and freedom.

And now, she feels that as long as Yan Beiquan is there, it is her home and her harbor.

"You don't know how to answer, do you?" Feng Tianxue knew that she wouldn't be able to answer, because no one could tell what happiness was, and its concept in everyone's heart was different.

"When you married Yan Beiquan, you were forced to be helpless, but you don't know, now you are really in love with that man. And ......" Glancing deeply at the girl's abdomen, Feng Tianxue smiled slightly and continued: "I am still pregnant with his child, and everything now, isn't it something you are willing to do?" In the past, it was Yan Beiquan who coerced and lured her in order to retaliate. And later, Long Jinyu found that unconsciously, she was really in love with him.

After experiencing the nightmare in Yanfu's old mansion, she knew her feelings for men and the fetus in her womb. There is no emotion that can replace the kind of family affection that blood is thicker than water, even if you die, you don't want your child to be hurt a little, only a mother can truly understand.

"Zhang Dezhao is steady and restrained. It's the same as me when I returned from studying abroad, and we will have common topics. Besides, the Zhang family is the deputy mayor of Beihua, and the Feng family is also a government official, so they are quite right-"Feng Tianxue is not like talking about lifelong events, but more like chatting normally. The words that were said made Long Jinyu unable to refute.

"He's really right, maybe the two of you will be a good couple......" staring at Feng Tianxue, the girl muttered.

"Who? What did you say?"

"Yan Beiquan said, you and Zhang Dezhao may be very suitable and become a pair of ......."

"Your overseers have said so, what else are you worried about? Just tell me if you want to go out with me?" Nodding in agreement, Feng Tianxue turned the topic around to the purpose of today's visit.

"Tianxue, you tell me, you really have nothing to lie to me or hide from me?" Although Feng Tianxue's affairs, no matter how good she is, she shouldn't care too much.

However, her intuition told her that there must be something she didn't know, what no one told her.

"Of course not, you still don't believe me?" Feng Tianxue raised her eyebrows and looked at her, her eyes cloudless.

"......" didn't know how to answer her words, Long Jinyu's lips pursed lightly. Of course she believed Feng Tianxue, but she also believed in her own feelings, Tianxue had something to hide from her and didn't want to tell her.

"Xiao Yu'er, will you agree to accompany me? You stay in the house and are bored, so you should go out for a walk with you?" Although she is the daughter of the daughter of a Beihua politician and the well-known Miss Feng, there are only a handful of friends who can make friends. Long Jinyu is the one she trusts the most, and she is also the one that the Overseer's wife can cover up for her identity.

"Okay!" replied lightly, and Long Jinyu finally didn't say anything more. Everyone has their own secrets, even if her relationship with Tianxue is good, there are some things that can't be said! In that case, why should she ask, it's good like now!

"Miss can't ......"

"Nothing, I'll be back soon. Knowing what Li'er wanted to say out loud, Long Jinyu didn't give her a chance to speak, and opened her mouth first.

"But ......"

"Well, I'll explain to the Overseers, I'm a human being, and I have my own freedom—" The girl's voice was a little sharper, letting Li'er hear what was going to happen in her throat.

At the end of November, Beihua City has just experienced a light snowfall. The old buildings are covered with a layer of silver.

The streets were sparsely populated by the war, and there was the occasional street stall selling small items of little value. Even many old shops were forced to close their doors due to the troubled times.

Sitting in a white car, the street scene flashed outside the window, and a thought called melancholy floated in my heart.

Such snow, such a scene, reminded her of a day of planning a few years ago. It is also such a white snow, and it is also such a bleak cold wind, and it has also walked alone on this street.

Time flies like a white horse, and in the blink of an eye, it has been more than three years since the last time it was like this. The scenes of the past are like yesterday, recalling the dream-like experience, how can people not sigh!

The car came to a stop in front of a dress shop, and the driver got out of the car first to open the door for them.

Feng Tianxue took her hand and walked in, and what she saw was a dazzling array of all kinds of dresses, extremely exquisite workmanship, luxurious, pure, pure, charming, and confused her eyes.

As they entered, the owner of the dress shop greeted them enthusiastically, with a businessman's signature smile on his face in the shape of a Chinese character.

"Miss Feng is here, is it for custom-made clothes?" The owner of the dress shop seemed to be no stranger to Feng Tianxue, and he didn't have many polite words.

"Yes, Boss He, have you finished my clothes?" Feng Tianxue looked around at the clothes in the store and said in a shallow tone.

"Okay, okay, you can try it right away. If it's not suitable there, I can change it!" nodded again and again, and Boss He led Feng Tianxue to the back of the store.

"This lady, please stay, you are not in good health, it is better to rest outside!" Long Jinyu was originally with Feng Tianxue, but was stopped by the boss surnamed He. Boss He glanced at Long Jinyu and said with a light smile.

As his voice fell, the young man on the side brought two cups of tea and politely asked Long Jinyu to sit down and wait.

At that moment, the girl sensitively felt that this dress store was different from most clothing stores, but she couldn't find any difference.