The spring water flowed down from Xi's body, and he scooped up the tassels from the bottom of the water, and placed her on the rocks next to the hot springs, and did not speak, but leaned aside, looking in one direction.

"Cough, cough, cough, cough......" The tassel kept choking on water, and the remaining spring water flowed down from her body, wetting her body.

His face was expressionless, and his blue eyes were full of doubts and a trace of incomprehensible loneliness. The direction he was looking at was the corner where he had pulled Xi Yao to hide.

He told her not to come out, to hide in and not to move, but she really didn't move, and even though he had left with the tassel, she hid in that corner for a long time, until her wet clothes dried. That stupid woman is always so stupid, she believes everything he says, and she obeys everything.

In this room, he lied to her, but she believed it, and he said that he liked her and was not distracted, perhaps this is why she chose to leave him so sadly, because she was stupid and stupid. Xi lowered his head, and a trace of indescribable sadness flashed in his blue eyes.

When Xi was on the way back, he encountered something that shocked him.

A figure flickered slowly in the distance, falling into blue eyes, as a god of death, he could not be clearer, it was not a person, but a broken soul, it would not be long before it would disappear, unless it could become an evil spirit, obviously it did not have the conditions to become an evil spirit.

Xi stopped, why did that face feel familiar?

A voice echoed in Xi's mind, "I just want you to see my true appearance, I don't care what others think of me, but I only hope that the me you see is the real me, not others, I can obviously see my own appearance in the mirror, but you can't see it, I'm in front of you, but you don't recognize me." ”

Xi's heart twitched suddenly, he had told Xi Yao that no matter what she looked like, he would recognize her.

The remnant noticed the distance of Shu, like seeing a ghost who dragged her into hell, and ran away in a panic.

That crippled appearance is what Xi Yao looked like when she was holding a piece of drawing paper and couldn't wait to see it.

Xi had seen Xi Yao's dreams, even if it was what the soothsayer said, he could understand through Xi Yao's dreams how much she let him see her true appearance. In the end, she got her wish, and when people saw her, it was no longer Su'er's appearance, but her own appearance, but unfortunately, she was already dead and became a wisp of remnants who would soon die.

This is the reason why Xi couldn't see Xi Yao's dream for sixteen consecutive days.

No one knows, Xi Yao often has trance and dizziness, even if Xi has seen such doubts in Xi Yao's dreams, she can't understand what is wrong with her body, as the times become more and more frequent, her doubts become more and more serious, but he turns a blind eye and doesn't care about her at all.

He just wanted to get what he wanted from her, and he just blindly asked for it and didn't care about her at all. She cried, she hurt, she explained, he ignored everything. Now, he really drove her crazy and really played her to death.

Xi can make people die or not die, but he can't resurrect the dead. That stupid woman died without his permission, and he couldn't accept it anyway.

She said that if she had known from the beginning that he only liked the smell of her, she would have preferred her body to rot and smell disgusting.

"Xi, what's wrong with you?" Ying looked at Xi's side face suspiciously, his face was so bad, white and scary, "What happened, why do you feel sad?"

Xi lowered his eyes, even if he caught a glimpse of his wet body, he didn't feel tempted, he didn't have that mood. He felt so painful now, and he seemed to understand Xi Yao's feelings when he said those words when he finally left.

He doesn't just care about his own desires, he doesn't just like her body, he doesn't just like the smell of her, he likes her, he just wants to occupy all of her because he likes it. Annoyed that I couldn't take all of her.

He liked her. Even if she became so ugly, no one or no ghost, he wanted her, which means that he likes her, and it has nothing to do with her appearance, even if the smell of her body is covered with the disgusting smell of medicine, he wants her, which means that he likes her, even if she does not have the smell of his infatuation. It's because he likes her too much, so he is very possessive, so he can't forgive her behavior, he hates her naked body in front of other men, and hates her thinking about other people's names when she sleeps.

The first time Ying saw this, it didn't matter who he was or what he was capable of, he was sad and overwhelmed, panicked, like a child who had done something wrong and couldn't make up for it, she stroked his face, trying to comfort him as much as possible, "What the hell is wrong? Don't scare me, what's going on?"

"She's dead......" Shu seems to announce the bad news of the end of the world.

Ying didn't remember Xi Yao's name, and she never asked, but she knew that Xi was talking about Xi Yao, "It's okay, she will have reincarnation." ”

"No, she won't. Xi felt that his chest was about to burst, and he underestimated the importance of that woman, but while she was still alive, he deliberately lowered her presence.

Xi stood up and walked out of the house in despair, leaving Ying alone to sit on the rocks by the hot springs.

He didn't even want Xi Yao's corpse, he wasn't Gesi, what was the use of him asking for a corpse?!He didn't even want to look for the wisp of fleeing remnants, and if he did, he could only watch her disappear, because he couldn't tell her to come back to life.

There was no longer a watchman at that window, and there was no one who looked up to him from afar. On his body, there is no longer that gaze condensed by love, because she is no longer there.

Xi walked into the room where Xi Yao lived, and it was on this bed that he asked her for the first time, rude, plundering, and occupying. It was a bad memory for both him and her.

Xi Yao's circle is very small, she doesn't know many people, she can count them with a few fingers, Xi with a little memory, open the dreams of those people, looking for the last traces of her, he can't believe her death.

On the chair in the red tile pavilion, there was a young sick man, whose dream at the moment was being opened by a hand, looking for memories of Xi Yao.

Through Gosi's point of view, Xi saw Xi Yao curled up in the snow, she looked helplessly at a dead wolf not far away, the north wind poured into her untidy clothes, and her petite body shivered with cold but was unwilling to move, and her dark eyes were desperate and cold.

Goth stepped forward, made an appointment with her body, and invited her to participate in the death that would soon follow, and when she heard that she could die, her eyes lit up with hope, and her longing for death was born of disappointment in Xi. The person she loved deeply pushed her to the brink of death step by step, but she didn't feel afraid, but longed, and after death became a person's yearning, it was the beginning of her despair.

Xi originally thought that Xi Yao, who wanted to die, was normal, but he didn't think so. But when he saw her eyes, which were half desperate and half sad, his heart twitched.

She has no choice, she doesn't really want to die, she just loves life is better than death, she has no way back, no way to escape, no one cares about her, no one can let her rely on, and no one even wants to listen to her.

Once Xi Yao said to Ge Si that if you have a warm person by your side, you will not be a lonely person, but even if you are not accompanied by a warm person, as long as you become that warm person, you can become not lonely, as long as you think about the person who wants warmth, you will feel happy. Of course, Xi knows that the person Xi Yao wants to warm up has always been him, and she always can't hide the secret.

When Ge Si arrived as promised, she received Xi Yao's sincere death invitation, she gladly accepted, and from Ge Si's perspective, Xi saw that she was smiling brightly, but her eyes were so sad that she was full of tears.

"I won't let you suffer, you'll walk peacefully, my beautiful corpse. ”

"It doesn't matter, no matter how bitter it is, I can't compare to my current mood, Goss, let me leave in pain, I want to know, what could be more painful. ”

"The first time I've heard such a request, who wants to die a painful death?"

"Because I don't want to love him, if there is more pain than the pain he gave me, it means that I did it, I don't love him anymore," Xi Yao smiled helplessly, tears slipped from her eyes, she lowered her head and reached out to press her chest, "But the heart is disobedient, it will still think about him desperately, when I think about him, it will hurt more than once, only by stopping beating, can I really stop loving him." ”

"Is this love?"

"I don't know, I don't know if love is a matter of one person, or two people, if one person is enough, then I think, I have a sad love, if it needs to be built by two people, then, I don't have love, he, doesn't love me, he never ...... None of them ever loved me......"

"It seems that love is not a good thing, Xi Yao, you are so unlucky that you have encountered such a thing. ”

"Yes, I was lucky enough to meet him, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't change his heart for me, no matter how much I listened to him, he wasn't satisfied, he always thought I wasn't good enough, but I really didn't know what he wanted, I didn't know what he thought was good, if I knew it from the beginning, I would have molded myself into that 'good look' and reappeared in front of him. ”

"Xi Yao, you are so stupid, since you feel unhappy, you should have come to me earlier, I can make you the happiest corpse. ”

"Is it okay to make the happiest corpse?"

"Of course, I respect your last wishes. ”

"He said I smelled good, Goss, can you smell it?" Xiyao looked at Goss expectantly.

"I'm sorry, I can't smell it, but I think the smell should be real. ”

"Gossi, I see that you have planted a lot of herbs, can you use my corpse to grow an herb that smells like me?"

"Why?"

"He said he likes to smell it, and if I spoil it and it stench, he'll be sad," Xi Yao remembered Xi's words, and she tried to squeeze out a smile and begged, "Help me give it to him, but don't tell him, just plant it not far from his house, and when he finds out one day, let him move it to the flower bed in his home by himself, so that he won't be suspicious, he is sensitive, he doesn't trust anyone but himself." ”