Ge Si stepped forward, wiped away the tears that kept flowing down his cheeks for Xi Yao, and said, "Xi Yao, maybe you don't have to die and be my Su'er, right?"

"I look completely different from Su Er, I will disappoint you, I can't be her. ”

"It's okay, I wouldn't mind. ”

"But I mind, the heart space is too small to fit two people, and if it is occupied by one person, there is no way to move in the other. ”

"Really? That's a pity, you're going to die. ”

"It's okay, death has long been my longing, because I have long been worse than dead," Xi Yao raised her head and glanced at the clear blue sky, she shook her head, "I don't like the color of the sky, it's too much like his eyes, although it's beautiful, but it always makes me so sad." ”

"Xi Yao ......"

"It's okay, I'm fine," Xi Yao retracted her gaze and landed on Ge Si's face, she was somewhat relieved to see an acquaintance give her a ride, "Don't worry about me, it's me who should thank you, you can free me, and I don't have to sink in pain without a lower limit, that feels really bad, I can't tell you in words, what I've been through during this time." ”

"I don't understand, you're in so much pain, why don't you let go?"

"Maybe I'm cheap, I look at them...... Hehe, I don't know what to say, do you understand?It's like a person who is extremely short of water, drinking water to quench his thirst," Xi Yao recalled Xi's attitude and demeanor towards Ying, and the smile on her face was so sad, "The feeling they gave me made me feel inferior, and I didn't even have a chance to envy because I had no rights." I was like a slave who had lost his freedom, lowly, humble, dirty. However, I didn't do anything wrong, but he still made me feel that I was so unbearable, but made me feel that I was sorry for him and that I was not worthy of him. ”

"It's so esoteric, I haven't experienced it to understand you. ”

"Don't understand me, if you can, Goss, I hope you don't be like me, don't meet love. Although it is said that whoever is more serious will be more painful, but once you encounter love, you will lose control, admit it or not, and it is never decided by the brain and reason, but by the disobedient heart. ”

"Okay, I see," Ge Si waved his hand, and a woman in red brought a bowl of medicine and handed it to Ge Si, "Xi Yao, go all the way." ”

"Thank you, Goss, for being the only one who has ever been gentle with me. Xi Yao smiled at Ge Si and thanked him, she could be relieved, and she didn't need heartache anymore, whether she loved her or not, it didn't matter anymore, because she didn't have time to care about this problem, death was the end. She took the bowl from Goss's hand and drank it down.

Xi withdrew his hand, and the pattern on the tiger's mouth on his left hand stopped floating, and the figure in the dream disappeared.

A person who sent her to death, she felt gentle, how cruel was he to her? In fact, how could he ever be gentle to her, not even a word, not a single glance.

"Drink to quench your thirst, I've been feeding you poison all the time......" Xi looked at the empty room, where Xi Yao had stayed obediently. Without his permission, she stayed quietly, not going anywhere, waiting for him to appear, waiting for him to come to her, at most standing at the window watching him, or them.

But when he entered this room, he never spoke to her properly, he was not **her, he said too much, he wanted her body, and he didn't leave a good word when he left.

Once, she thought she owed him a lifetime, because he didn't dislike her ugliness, because she thought he liked her, and now, she paid it back with her life, and at the same time mourned her humble love, and she finally learned that the only person she loved was herself, and he was not involved. Her love is a one-man show, she is the only actor and the audience.

In fact, her identity is not lowly at all, not humble, she does not lose to the purebred vampire princess, she does not lose to Ying, who is an orphan girl, and she does not lose to Su'er, who is valued by Gos. She is the beloved love of the god of death, he gave her a new life, a new beginning with his life, he gave her the blessing and favor of the god of death, and he hopes that she can be happy. She is the lover of the ancestor vampire Ablaze, the woman he has always guarded and loved. She is the only daughter of the werewolf king Hades, and she can summon countless loyal wolves and corpse wolves.

Her only fault was that she fell in love with the devil. fell in love with Fan Chen, he still hurt her in the name of love, he tried his best to redeem it, but he still couldn't save a happy ending for her, because she still met him, but his name is Xi now.

How many nights, everyone is under the same sky, but it is extremely unfair to Xi Yao. The purebred princess of Xilan Palace, nestled in Yaqi's arms, slept peacefully, dreaming of happiness, imagining their future children, what name they would give them, whether they would be like Yaqi more or like her Yayu, Xi accompanied Ying, and waited for her to fall asleep gently; Xi Yao was alone, bearing unfair love, counting how many times she had seen her lover, how many eyes he had looked at her, how many words he had said to her, and how many words were left in these words that were worthy of warm memories?

Perhaps, before Xi Yao's body was seen by other men, she was happy, and she was the only woman who made Xi feel excited. At that time, Xi was still immersed in the frenzy of killing, and had no extra thoughts, because he was deeply devastated by the death of his brother, and was bent on destroying this unbearable world.

Xi came to this room no more and no less, but none of them made Xi Yao feel happy, he laughed self-deprecatingly, remembering the past.

At that time, Xi had not refused to climb into his bed. When Ying slept on the pillow, she moved slightly in her sleep and whispered, "Don't go......"

The sound of Ying's breathing gradually deepened, and beside the familiar person, she slept soundly, and she seemed to have dreamed of Huan, and a smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Xi opened her eyes, took a look at Ying's peaceful and quiet sleeping face, and got up to leave.

With a "squeak", Xi Yao raised her head when she heard the sound and saw Xi pushing the door in.

She heard her right, Ying had run into his room not long ago, and should be lying on his bed at the moment, and their relationship was always strange and ambiguous. Even if Ying was not a member of the Protoss, even if she was an old woman, she should not sleep in the same bed as her adult son. But they never shy away from such things, and the only person they care about has become Xi Yao, because she is afraid, afraid that Xi will become the second Xun, and afraid that the person she loves will fall in love with Ying.

Xi who entered the door was the same as usual, and did not ask Xi Yao why she didn't sleep so late, because it was too much. Even if she fell asleep, he would wake her up. He showed up just because he needed her. In fact, when did he come to her and not because of her body?

She didn't like it, she didn't feel respected, she didn't feel like a whole person, but a pet he kept, a woman who met his physical needs, but she never rejected him. Just like when she left him at the end, even though she knew that he was evil, excessive, and selfish, she said that she had no way to refuse him, yes, because of damn love, she was always at a disadvantage and had no right to speak.

She thought about leaving, really wanted to end this life, but every time she wanted to give up, he would appear very badly, and give her a little bit of hope, although it was ethereal, it was the poison that made her continue to sink, and let her continue to suffer willingly. She was too stupid, and he caught her to death, making her willing to fall until the end, forced to a dead end from which there was no turning back.

How many nights, Xi Yao wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes in the dark, her silence and well-behaved can't get any warmth, not even a single hair of Ying, at least Xi will gently caress Ying's long hair.

If he really doesn't like her, then tell her decisively, let her die, she won't be stalked, and she won't even have such a little backbone. But he's very bad, he just won't let her go, he drags tightly, teasing her, playing with her, doing whatever he wants, the rules of the game have always been up to him, and he can play how he likes.

If he is satisfied, forget it, but he is not satisfied, he is not happy, he is not happy if he pulls her, and even makes her more painful.

After that night, he stopped for a while, but it was to interrogate her.

He turned around and pressed her under him, the confusion and confusion in his eyes disappeared in an instant, his cold eyes swept over Xi Yao's body, and asked, "Which man did you give it to for the first time?"

"Huh?" Xi Yao didn't know why Xi suddenly asked, his questioning eyes were full of disdain, which was completely different from him who said he liked her before.

"I'm asking you. She reminded with annoyance, her blue eyes filled with annoyance, as if she had uttered a wrong word and he would have made her doomed.

"I ......" Xi Yao didn't dare to be sure, didn't dare to answer casually, if she was wrong, he wouldn't let her go, and she didn't want to deceive him. But at present, it seems that whether she says it or not, he is not prepared to let her go.

Before meeting Xi, Xi Yao didn't remember the past.

Xi was sure that Xi Yao was not the first time, because she seemed to have more experience than him, which was the most unforgivable thing for him. No man likes his woman to have a lot of experience in other men's piles. He had thought about stopping it, at least this woman he had really touched, but she seemed to be hiding a lot from him, and it became more and more unforgivable. She really didn't deserve pity.

Xi expressed doubts that her blank memories were to cover up her unbearable dark history.

"Such a 'battle-hardened' dirty body, I actually found out, hehe. Xi glanced at Xi Yao contemptuously and said disdainfully.

Xi Yao didn't know how Xi came up with such a judgment, but she knew that he was extremely sure and convinced. His tone made her feel as if she was really dirty, she was afraid to know that she had lost that piece of memory, maybe as Xi said, she was not a good woman.

"Shameless. Xi threw down four words and left without looking back.