Chapter 45 Cornered
readx;? Qiao Xiaojing didn't sleep all night, this night was the same as the night she received the dean's eviction order when she was in the student dormitory, she was thinking about where she was going, but her family background was too simple, she had no relatives at all, not even friends, since her biological father Qiao Liang passed away. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Early the next morning, Qiao Xiaojing, as usual, got up early, she finished washing, and was about to open the door when she suddenly thought of Principal Yan's words yesterday, and suddenly lost her energy, put her hand on the door lock for a long time, and finally returned to the desk, looking at the homework handed in by the students, as well as the math textbooks and handouts with the name "Wang Wande", her heart was empty.
Time did not change its speed because of Qiao Xiaojing's unfortunate fate, it still turned indifferently and ruthlessly.
The class bell rang, and calm was restored after a brief commotion on campus, Qiao Xiaojing picked up the homework book that had been corrected, the somewhat crumpled arithmetic textbook, and the handout left by the teacher "Wang Wande", opened the door of the house, and went to the first-grade classroom.
For Qiao Xiaojing, she can completely stop the work at hand and enjoy the rare leisure, but she doesn't think so, she thinks to herself: "Since the teacher who replaced me has not yet arrived, then my work is not over, the children can't do without teachers, they still need me, since they need me, I have to meet their needs." ”
In this way, Qiao Xiaojing came to the first-grade classroom with mixed feelings, she took several deep breaths outside the classroom in a row to calm her mood, and then walked into the classroom and stood on the podium......
After class, Qiao Xiaojing's heart was once again full of clouds, she knew that her time in this school was numbered, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, just a few days will be covered and gone.
"I can't go back to home," Qiao Xiaojing thought as she walked, sighed deeply, she thought, "The school can't take me in now, where can I go? For a person who has never seen the chaos of the rivers and lakes at all, but he has to get involved in it, and he has to survive on this river and lake, what a cold thing it is!"
Back in the office, Qiao Xiaojing locked the door, threw the books on the table, lay on the bed, stared at the dark roof, and kept asking herself in her heart: "When I step out of the school gate, where should I go, the world is big, where is my place, am I really desperate, do I really want to go back to the home that shattered my dreams?"
"No, no matter what it gets, I can't go back. From the moment Qiao Xiaojing went out, she had already made up her mind, no matter what, it would be impossible to go home again, unless that animal-like stepfather Liu Ma was no longer at that home.
"Even if it's begging along the street," Qiao Xiaojing said in her heart, "even if I starve to death and freeze to death, I won't go back." ”
Convulsions and disappointment disturbed Qiao Xiaojing's thoughts, she was helpless and helpless to live her last days at school, she would think every day before going to bed, maybe after dawn, the guy who fled from the northeast would stand at her door with a big bag and a small salute, and she would be swept out of the house by this person and Principal Yan.
Under the heavy pressure, Qiao Xiaojing's mental state became worse and worse, her face was yellow, her face was bloody, and she was much haggard.
One afternoon, Principal Yan saw Qiao Xiaojing standing alone at the school gate, looking at the crooked dirt road in front of the door and secretly sad, so he walked over and said with a smile: "Teacher Xiaojing, what are you looking at? I see that you are not in a very good mood these days, why, are you still thinking about where to go next?"
"Yes!" Qiao Xiaojing nodded, "Since there is a new teacher coming, I can't stay here and not leave, the new teacher is here, I have nothing to do, what can I do if I don't leave?"
"Have you figured out where you're going?" Principal Yan paused halfway through, "Do you want to go home or ......?"
"Nope. Qiao Xiaojing shook her head and sighed, "I really didn't expect that I would fail so much that I couldn't even find a place to stay." But, don't worry, headmaster, I'll leave as soon as possible, before the new teacher arrives. ”
"Alas," Principal Yan sighed and said in a low voice, "It's really not easy for people to live! You said that you can't go back to home, and you desperately escaped from that home, and you can't go anywhere else except this school." It's all like this, if I see you leave like this, I, how can I feel at ease in my heart? You can stay here at ease, I'll figure out a way. ”
"This, isn't it too embarrassing for you?" Qiao Xiaojing looked at Principal Yan, a little excited and speechless.
"Don't worry," Principal Yan turned around and walked into the school, saying as he walked, "Stay here with peace of mind, I will definitely solve it." ”
Qiao Xiaojing looked at Principal Yan's distant figure, and almost muttered to herself: "Thank you! If it weren't for you, I really don't know if I would have been living on the streets by now, or would have died in that corner......"
Although Qiao Xiaojing didn't have much hope for Principal Yan's promise, she knew that although Principal Yan was the head of a school, his authority was still limited after all, and some of his relatives and friends wanted to come here to teach, he had no way to refuse.
"Forget it," Qiao Xiaojing glanced at the dirt road leading to the outside world again, turned around and walked towards the office, and said in her heart as she walked, "Whatever, it's a day to go, anyway, it's the same when you go, it doesn't matter......"
Qiao Xiaojing, who returned to the office, sat at the desk, picked up the dipping pen inserted in the red ink bottle, was silently in a daze, and involuntarily held the pen in her hand in her mouth. ”
Then he opened the student's homework book and leaned over to review the children's homework.
Although Qiao Xiaojing has never wanted to delay the children's studies, her mind is full of thoughts about leaving school, about to be alone, and about to become a homeless and nowhere to rely on an outcast, which still affects her teaching mood to some extent, and also affects the children's emotions.
"Teacher Qiao," one of the boys with a flushed face asked, "what's wrong with you, we see that you have been in a trance, what has happened in the last few days, can we help you?"
"The teacher is fine," Qiao Xiaojing suddenly had pantothenic acid on the tip of her nose, she tried her best to control her emotions, pursed her lips and said, "You can study with peace of mind, don't be affected by the teacher's emotions, the teacher thought of some other unpleasant things, so ......"
Qiao Xiaojing's tears rolled in her eyes, and she turned around in order not to let her children see it.
The children lowered their heads and looked at each other, not knowing what to do, one of the children shook his head and signaled to leave, and the other children looked at Qiao Xiaojing and walked out of the house with a little reluctance.
Qiao Xiaojing wiped her tears and closed the door, at that moment she couldn't suppress her sadness anymore, leaned on the door to hide her face and cried, she didn't dare to cry, for fear of being heard by others, I saw her mouth open, her body was twitching, tears flowed "whoosh", heartbroken she finally knelt on the ground, holding her head in both hands......
When it was time for dinner, Qiao Xiaojing went very late, almost when the cafeteria closed.
As soon as she walked into the kitchen, she ran into the dean of academic affairs who had finished eating and was about to leave, and she was about to say hello, but she didn't expect the dean of academic affairs to be the first to say: "Teacher Qiao is really dedicated, he came to eat so late." ”
"The director has won the award," Qiao Xiaojing said lightly, "I don't think the director has dinner early!"
"Oh, me, I'm really late. The dean smiled slightly embarrassedly, pointed to the dining window, and said with a smile, "Hurry up, tonight's meal is very good, and there is meat, and people will close the door in a while." ”
Qiao Xiaojing smiled faintly, then came to the window, handed the bowl to the rice master, and soon the food was handed out.
Qiao Xiaojing glanced at the empty cafeteria, and remembered the words of the dean of academic affairs--- "People will close the door in a while", so she took the food out of the cafeteria, and was about to go towards the office, but ran into the dean of academic affairs again, to be precise, the dean of academic affairs did not go far, and seemed to deliberately wait for Qiao Xiaojing again.
"Have you cooked well?" The director of academic affairs saw Qiao Xiaojing coming out of the cafeteria with the food, and took the initiative to come forward to talk.
"Alright. Qiao Xiaojing smiled faintly.
"I heard from the principal that you might leave," the dean of academic affairs said as they walked with Qiao Xiaojing, "Is it true?"
"Yes, but it's unclear what will happen in the end. Qiao Xiaojing was not interested in this, and of course, she didn't want to talk about it with others.
"In my personal opinion," the dean of academic affairs didn't seem to want to stop there, and he continued, "I really want you to stay in the school, know the roots, and there will be no mess, but after all, we all said that it doesn't count, I listen to the principal, he doesn't count, it's mainly the above...... You also know that the official level crushes people to death. ”
"I understand your difficulties. Although Qiao Xiaojing was impatient, after all, she was the director of academic affairs, so she had to barely cope.
"I see that President Yan has been quite worried about your affairs recently," the dean of academic affairs kept chattering, "I feel very uncomfortable in my heart, but I can't help much, alas, I am really a failure as the dean of academic affairs!"
"Do you have something you want to say?" Qiao Xiaojing stopped and said to the dean of academic affairs, "If there is anything, please speak directly, or take the word for Principal Yan, please just say it!"
"What do you say," the dean of academic affairs glanced left and right, and said in a low voice, "It's not a new thing, it's nothing more than about your going or staying, I think Principal Yan is really embarrassed, he is the principal when you were a student, some things may be embarrassed to say directly, but we have to be self-aware, we can't embarrass the principal too much, what do you say?"
"What you said is," Qiao Xiaojing nodded, and said coldly, "I understand what you mean, please rest assured, I will pack up my things and leave soon, and I won't trouble you and the principal again." ”
"Good, good!" the dean of academic affairs smiled, turning and heading towards the student dormitory.
Qiao Xiaojing returned to the office with the food and locked the door directly. It was already dark, and she didn't turn on the lights. Standing in the room for a long time with the food in his hand, he lost his appetite and emptied the food into the garbage bin. put down the dishes and chopsticks, plunged into the quilt, and cried "woo".
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