Chapter 46: Disappointment and Hope
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After breakfast, the students had already started to read early, Qiao Xiaojing walked out of the room and came to Principal Yan's office, she wanted to say goodbye to Principal Yan, no matter what, people helped her in her most difficult time, and she must not do anything else.
The door of Principal Yan's office was open, and he was writing something on his desk, looking very serious.
Qiao Xiaojing knocked lightly on the door, but Principal Yan didn't raise his head, and said casually: "Come in!"
"Headmaster," Qiao Xiaojing stood at the door, bowing her head and said, "It's me, I'm here to bid you farewell." Thank you for taking care of me during this time, no matter where I go, I will never forget your great kindness. ”
"Resign?" Principal Yan Huo Di sat up straight, looked at Qiao Xiaojing, frowned and asked, "Are you leaving?" Where are you going, have you found a suitable place, are you going home or somewhere else?"
Qiao Xiaojing didn't make a sound, of course, she didn't know how to answer the principal's question, because she didn't have a clear direction at all, just to prevent the principal from embarrassing her anymore, there was no way, so she chose to leave. She bit her lip and rubbed her hands against each other, in an extremely embarrassing situation.
"So," Principal Yan asked, "you don't have a place to go?"
"Yes," Qiao Xiaojing said without thinking, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, so she quickly changed her words, "No, no, it's not that I have nowhere to go, I think there is a distant relative, I can go to their house first." ”
"Really?" Principal Yan stared at Qiao Xiaojing and asked puzzledly, "I've never heard that you have a distant relative, what kind of relative is yours, is it from your father's side, or from your mother's side?"
"This," Qiao Xiaojing didn't expect the lie to wrap herself in, she originally thought that she would simply prevaricate in the past, anyway, it was the person who was leaving, it was impossible to say too much, she didn't expect this Principal Yan to ask so many questions, she stammered, "I don't know which side it is, anyway, it's a distant relative of my family, I was very confused before, and I didn't think of it for a while." ”
"Really, is that so?" Principal Yan stood up.
"Yes, yes......" Qiao Xiaojing said more and more quietly, and the words behind her could hardly be heard.
"Okay!" Principal Yan patted Qiao Xiaojing's shoulder lightly and said with a smile, "Although I don't know why you're lying, I think Bacheng said it so as not to embarrass me." Don't worry, I've solved all the problems, you teach you here as usual, no one will drive you away, as long as I'm here, I will never let you get hurt again. ”
Xiao Jing heard Principal Yan's words, looked at the elegant middle-aged man in front of her, tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably, grievances, sadness, uneasiness, helplessness and gratitude were mixed, her facial expression twitched several times, and her face was so stiff that it was lumpy.
Principal Yan patted Qiao Xiaojing's shoulder a few more times, and she felt even more aggrieved at this time, just like a child throwing herself into the arms of her parents, she threw herself into Principal Yan's arms and cried.
Principal Yan comforted: "Okay, okay, don't cry, let the students and teachers see that they will laugh at you for being vulnerable." ”
Qiao Xiaojing burst into tears and smiled, wiping the tears and snot on her face with the back of her hand, but a smile appeared on her face.
"Hurry back and get ready for class," Principal Yan said with a smile, "Those children are still waiting for you, you can't cry anymore, the last thing I can see is a woman's tears, whether it is a tear of pain or a tear of joy." ”
"For my business," Qiao Xiaojing pursed her lips and said with a smile, "You must have paid a lot, I ......"
"It's right to pay for you," Principal Yan smiled, "I can't watch you really leave here and end up on the streets." But it's all over, so don't think about it anymore, just remember that I'm good to you!"
Qiao Xiaojing didn't know what to say for a while, so she nodded and walked out of the principal's office.
After a while, I saw Qiao Xiaojing holding a stack of homework books and walking into the first-grade classroom with a spring on her face......
It was another busy day, the sky was dark, Qiao Xiaojing finished the children's homework, had to sit in the office to rest for a while, picked up a glass of water, drank two sips, and heard that the students were still playing in the campus, and the sound of chasing and fighting came to her ears, but she couldn't help sighing, and thought in her heart:
"Originally, I could have lived like them, but unfortunately my father died too early, and my stepfather turned out to be a brute, not only did he not fulfill his stepfather's responsibilities, but he also ...... me"
Qiao Xiaojing sighed: "Otherwise, how could I be here with a shy face and live such a precarious life?"
The more Qiao Xiaojing thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, she blew out the light, went to bed without washing, she wanted to fall asleep early, and when she fell asleep, she would no longer have to be tormented by those unbearable past events, which would make her forget her troubles for a while.
Unfortunately, Qiao Xiaojing lay on the bed and locked herself in a dark room, and those past events that she didn't want to remember came to her mind, and the more she tried to drive them away, the more unscrupulous they disturbed her thoughts.
Qiao Xiaojing thought of her father who licked calves deeply, and thought of her mother, who was beaten at every turn, and cried on the pillow, the more she thought about it, the more she cried, and the tears flowed wantonly, which once again reminded her of all kinds of pain.
When she thought of her stepfather Liu Ma secretly crawling on top of her while she was asleep, she didn't care about her pleading...... She gritted her teeth with hatred, and grabbed the mattress with both hands, trying to smash it, and her whole body seemed to burst. This is the biggest injury she has ever suffered since she grew up, and this injury is like a label of life, which will always accompany her until the end of her life.
Qiao Xiaojing cried for half a night, and then fell asleep, and when she woke up again, it happened to ring the bell for the first class. It was already daylight, and the sunlight was shining into the house, and the light was very dazzling.
She sat up, rubbed her eyes, but half-squinted and got dressed, hurriedly got out of bed, and after a brief wash, sat down at her desk, and began to prepare for the upcoming math class--- fortunately her class was the second period today, otherwise she would be late for the first class as a teacher, and such a thing would be criticized by the whole school.
The bell rang for the end of the first class, Qiao Xiaojing got up, put the students' homework books and her own textbooks and handouts in order, stacked them together, brushed her hair and came to the mirror, she glanced at herself in the mirror, and almost jumped up--- it turned out that her face was pale in the mirror, and her eyelids were puffy, like two fish floating on her eyebrow bone.
This is the result of Qiao Xiaojing crying for half the night yesterday and not resting well, she asked herself anxiously: "What should I do, what should I do now?" When I go out like this, let alone teach the children, I just met the teacher, and I didn't scare the teacher away, they thought they had met a ghost in broad daylight. Alas, really, how did you become like this?"
Qiao Xiaojing kept slapping her face, stamping her feet anxiously, there was no way, she put her head into the basin again, and quickly washed her face, when she looked again, the situation was much better than before, sighed deeply, and said to herself: "It can only be like this, there is no other good way, I hope the teachers and children don't look too carefully." ”
Soon the bell rang for the second period, Qiao Xiaojing picked up the children's homework books and her own textbooks and handouts and hurried out of the office door, lowered her head, quickly passed through the teachers' offices, and walked towards the first-grade classroom.
When Qiao Xiaojing came to the door of the classroom, she heard a familiar voice talking in the classroom, she slowed down, and when she approached the classroom, the person who heard the person talking was none other than the director of academic affairs.
"Your math teacher, Qiao Xiaojing, may not teach you anymore for personal reasons," said the dean, "but don't worry, the school has hired a better math teacher for you, and a new teacher will come in the next few days." During this period, you must listen to the class leader, study carefully, and don't make trouble in the self-study class, you know?"
There was silence in the classroom, and not a single child responded to the dean's words.
"I don't think you understood me," the dean said embarrassedly, "Teacher Qiao has left you, she will no longer teach you mathematics, let alone be your homeroom teacher, you will have a new teacher in two or three days, he will teach you mathematics." Until the new teacher arrives, you have to be obedient and don't make trouble, understand?"
The classroom was still silent, and not a single child responded to the dean's words.
"Really," the dean of academic affairs was a little unhappy, and said indignantly, "I can't understand anyone's words, how many times do I have to repeat it for you to understand, I really don't know if you are like this, you can still understand the teacher's words in class?"
"We can understand you," one child retorted, "it's just that we can't figure it out, Teacher Qiao taught us well, why should she leave us, she never mentioned that she was leaving us, what the hell is going on?"
"Yes. ”
"Why did she leave?"
"Where is she now?"
"Did she give us a lesson yesterday?"
"How ......"
"Alright," yelled the dean, "shut up for me, all the chatter, it's going to kill you." You also sat down for me, instead of maintaining discipline in the class, but took the lead in making trouble, do you want to take a punishment?"
When the dean said this, the children did not dare to say anything more, and the classroom was quiet again.
"How can this be reasonable?" the director of academic affairs said sharply, "There is no organization and no discipline, is this how Teacher Qiao usually manages you, is this how you treat the school leaders? Where have you learned etiquette, righteousness and shame, have you learned in the pig's brain? They are still students, how can they look like students, they are simply a bunch of children herding sheep in the field......
Qiao Xiaojing couldn't listen anymore, so she walked to the door of the classroom, knocked on the door twice, and slowly walked in.
"Teacher Qiao is here, Teacher Qiao is here......" Seeing Qiao Xiaojing, the children immediately cheered.
"You ......" The dean of academic affairs thought that Qiao Xiaojing had already left, but he didn't expect her to suddenly appear, stumbling, and unable to say a complete sentence.
"I'm here to teach the children," Qiao Xiaojing said in a gentle voice, "Principal Yan has officially informed me that I will continue to teach them, and I may not have time to tell you about it." ”
The dean of academic affairs walked out of the classroom with a grim smile on his face, a stiff smile.
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