363, then, hate me (1)

Although Fan Chen was successfully seduced by Xi Yao, he was willing to touch her body, not because of what she did, but because of who she was.

Therefore, Fan Chen didn't like Xi Yao, who suddenly became active, and he asked unhappily, "You stupid woman, how can you have such an awareness, which man taught you, huh?"

"I, I just don't want to be disgusted by you, I can't help you have a baby anymore, I don't know what else I should do......" Xi Yao lowered her head and said in a low voice.

Child? Again, child.

Wait a minute, Fan Chen suddenly realized how he had forgotten about the child.

"If you don't like it, I'll never be like that again. Xi Yao pursed her lips after speaking, with an inexplicable sense of loss, she tried to try, but in the end she was vetoed by him.

Whether he likes it or not, he feels that this "future" will be a long time later, and may be ignored.

In this small space, a blue flame suddenly surged, and suddenly the mist was shrouded and his eyes were hazy, but he calmly took the clothes on the crook of his arm and put them back on the clothes that had been dried.

The white mist was too heavy, and Xi Yao couldn't really see it, but she felt that the drape on her arm suddenly lightened a lot, and she reached out to touch it, and the wet clothes were dry.

Now that you're dry, put it on.

Xi Yao put on her clothes, and when she saw that Fan Chen didn't speak, she reached out to touch the person in front of her, "Fan Chen?"

He still hasn't finished speaking, is he gone again?

Xi Yao pulled the thread on her wrist in a panic before she pulled him, "Scared me, I thought you were gone again......"

Fan Chen listened to Xi Yao's chattering voice, when did he even fall in love with her such an annoying voice?But not long after, was she still willing to talk so casually in front of him?

Since she has tied this thread, let her untie it herself, so that she will not have worries, and she can untie it cleanly and completely.

"Hmm, where are you going?" Xi Yao followed Fan Chen out of the bathroom and into the living room.

Fan Chen Gu sat on the sofa, as if whether Xi Yao was tied to his wrist or not, it didn't matter, for him, her restraint on him was never on the outside, but on his heart.

He was silent, his face had no emotion, he couldn't see that he was preoccupied, and he always wouldn't show it easily.

Let her be happy with him for a few days, or let her break down and leave him? The latter would be more painful, but at least she would be safe.

Xi Yao also sat on the sofa, she retracted her legs, and looked at the cold and handsome side face seriously.

She wondered what he was thinking at the moment, she had never been to his inner world, and she longed to know everything about him, just as she had always longed for his mood.

But he always refuses people thousands of miles away, closes the door in his heart, she doesn't dare to ask more who knows very little, if she asks, he must coldly say that she cares too much, and she is annoying.

"Sleep. Fan Chen said and grabbed Xi Yao, and when she could see her mind, her body fell unguardedly with that arm, and her head rested on his lap.

"Will you leave while I'm asleep?" asked Xi Yao uneasily.

He didn't answer, but put his hand on her face, and by the way, he blocked the two round eyes, and he didn't even look down at her.

Xi Yao, who couldn't get an answer, took away the hand that was blocking her vision, and said stubbornly, "In this case, I won't close my eyes." ”

"Then what else do you want?" asked Fan Chen.

His wife is becoming more and more unmeek, she used to be obedient, but now she is not very obedient, and she always gives him problems.

"I don't want you to go. Xi Yao said stubbornly.

"You don't sleep, and you don't let me go, isn't it because I didn't satisfy you just now?"

"I ......," Xi Yao turned her head sideways, "you know I didn't mean that." ”

She didn't want Fan Chen to leave, she didn't want him to go to that world, she was afraid that he would be the same as the Lingon. She doesn't have that kind of consciousness yet, thinking that the lattice is her father, so the death of the lattice, for Xi Yao, there is no pain of losing her father.

Fan Chen knew that no matter what kind of promise he gave, she would not be relieved now, and she would still run to him when he left. There's no way he's going to lock her up, lock her up, or tie her anywhere.

"I'm not going unless you let me go. Fan Chen said calmly.

He looked at the dark night outside the floor-to-ceiling window, it was not even dawn, and he kind of hoped that the day would never end, maybe it would be good to continue quietly like this.

"Really, really, really?" Xi Yao propped herself up, asked again and again, asked for a confirmed answer, and seemed to never get tired of listening.

Fan Chen withdrew his gaze from the floor-to-ceiling window and landed on Xi Yao's face, "Don't let me say the same thing a second time." ”

"Devil, I'm really impatient, and it won't be good if I say it a second time......" Xi Yao muttered.

She was not unhappy because of Fan Chen's impatience, but she felt that this devil seemed to have become a lot easier to talk to, although she still disliked her, all kinds of ridicule, and she was going to kill her with indifferent eyes at every turn, and she was killed without leaving a piece of armor.

Xi Yao raised her head, smiled happily, and kissed on the seemingly merciless thin lips, like a dragonfly dotting water, she actually made a bold decision that if he didn't push her away, she would just stay still.

She liked him very much, liked him when he was good and sometimes bad, no matter how good and bad he used to be to her, she only recognized him.

Following him has long become a habit that she can't change, even if it's a terrible bad habit, she can't change it, because she can't extricate herself.

He looked down at her slightly closed eyes, long eyelashes, outlining a lovely arc, and a happy smile on her face, she was always easily satisfied.

At this moment, she seemed so innocent and happy, he couldn't bear to break such a serenity.

Yes, now he doesn't want to make her cry, he doesn't want to see her pain and sorrow, the pleasure he gives her is always very limited, is he too stingy, or is his essence too evil, always hurting her intentionally or unintentionally?

He said that he would not go unless she drove him away, and he said such a thing, but he knew in his heart that soon she would drive him away.

He wanted to leave her.

He closed his eyes, not seeing the hesitation and intolerance in his blue eyes, he wavered, he opened his mouth, and kissed the ignorant and innocent red lips.

The woman he loves, the body he loves, the smell he likes, will eventually be lost one by one, away from his dust, away from him full of dangers.

Without him, will she be happier? No more pain, no more hurt.

She should probably stay in the human world and live an ordinary human life, she is not suitable for that chaotic and bloody world.

In the past, he would rather see her die under his eyes than allow her to leave his side, she is his property, his things, when he doesn't want her, he has to destroy her with his own hands, and he doesn't allow others to pick up the residue.

Now he is so afraid of her death, afraid that the world will not have a trace of her. Even if he couldn't see her, at least he knew that she was somewhere in the world, and he felt a little relieved when he thought about it.

Just like he usually went out, no matter what he did, he always knew that there was a wife in Minde Mansion waiting for him to come home.

He kissed her with his heart, and the deep kiss could not be seared into his heart to become an eternal memorial, because he was unwilling, the devil was unwilling, he was unwilling to let go, and he didn't want to let go like this, and he refused to give her the freedom to leave.

What should he do? Do irrational things because of the momentary emotion?

He may be angry that she did something wrong, think that she betrayed him and is unforgivable, he resents her, hates her so much that he wants her to die, but he can't guarantee that when she really dies, he will not experience the pain of the soul river again, and he will regret it.

"Huh?" Xi Yao had an extra hand on her forehead, and before she could react, she ruthlessly pushed her away and leaned on his lap.

"You said you wouldn't leave, you can't lie to people!" Xi Yao said again, because she was not at ease, so she held the hand that was tied by her, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

He watched her quietly and waited patiently for her to fall asleep, and this time, he was really patient and patiently said goodbye to her.

The pattern on the tiger's mouth on the left hand began to be active, floating on the beautiful hand, wandering, as if sensing the reluctance of the master, and gradually slowed down.

But tears were already flowing from the corners of her eyes, the door of sad memories had been reopened, and he had finally returned it to her after a long dusty past.

He was silent, staring at her, his heart full of contradictions and sorrows, and the pain she was awakened at the moment also turned into bursts of stinging pain in his heart. His fingers wiped away the tears she kept shed, but he still gave her the unfortunate memories back with his own hands.

He lied, he said before that the shadow girl in Xi Yao's memory was killed by him, and her death caused Xi Yao's memory to also die out, and it was impossible to trace it.

In fact, he kept it all along, hidden in the bottom of his heart.

That memory, there are good and bad, there are light and dark, there are smiles and tears, but they all belong to their past, their past, he in her heart, he she loves deeply, and he she resents, he is unwilling to discard.

He just didn't want to remind her of the last tragedy, the devil she really knew for the first time, evil and cruel, cold-blooded and ruthless, and even killed the fetus in her womb with his own hands, forcing her step by step to the abyss of despair.

He thought she would never touch the memory again, when nothing had happened.

But she has the right to know, and after she knows, she has the right to choose to hate him and run away from the devil.

Is this really the right that Fan Chen gave to Xi Yao? Perhaps, it was just a reason to push her away.

"If you hate me, you are willing to leave, completely detached from the uncertain danger, then hate me. Fan Chen said in his heart.

The tears that kept flowing wet the silk that she was pillowing on.

After a long time, the pattern on his left hand stopped moving, but she cried, but she didn't dare to open her eyes, but she was clearly awake, she just didn't dare to face it.