Fan Chen's gaze moved away from the crying Xi Yao, he turned his head sideways, looking at the slightly lit sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window, gray, and the same mood he was in at the moment.

After retrieving that memory, Xi Yao cried for a long time, she got up, looked at the calm and indifferent side face, and asked, "You...... In the end, is there a ...... Have you loved me, even for a moment...... Even if it's a delusion......"

Fan Chen turned his head and looked at the moist little face, looking aggrieved.

"Have you ever loved me?" asked Xi Yao stubbornly, she never expected him to give her the same love, even a little, she was satisfied, enough to support her for a long time, and give her the strength to follow him bravely.

The plain thin lips spit out two words coldly, "Loved." ”

His voice, his answer, was like a cold wind, which blew without leaving a trace, and without any emotion at all, as if he was stating something that he did not think it would take.

"Then why did you kill the child?!" Xi Yao asked crying, unacceptable.

Although she didn't have the pain of life worse than death that she experienced at the beginning, she didn't drive her crazy, but she just looked back on an unbearable past, and just knowing it had already made her heart like a knife. In particular, the doctors told her that she would not be able to have children in the future, and that she had no relationship with the status of "mother".

It turned out that she was really pregnant, because of Fan Chen, she had a miscarriage, because of Fan Chen, and the reason why she couldn't have children was also because of the person she loved deeply, Fan Chen.

Compared with Xi Yao's excited mood, Fan Chen seemed to be indifferent, what else could he do in the past? He turned his head sideways, not looking at Xi Yao's questioning dark eyes, and said indifferently, "When I love you, I am incomplete, and I am missing the thirteenth rib, so I condone and forgive you again and again." ”

"What do you mean, I don't understand......" Although Xi Yao didn't understand, she already sensed an ominous omen.

"It means, the whole me, love only yourself, you know, and stop expecting from me. Fan Chen said indifferently, extinguishing Xi Yao's only hope, she still thought that he loved her to some extent.

"You devil, but I didn't betray you, it's your own child!"

"I know, so what?"

"You know you killed the child?!Why!" Xi Yao couldn't believe that he could be so selfish, he only loved himself, so in order to satisfy himself, he could even do it with his own child.

"To punish you. Fan Chen looked at Xi Yao and said frankly that he did it before, and it was indeed for this purpose to punish her for betraying him.

"Will you be happy if you torture me?" don't hesitate to torture me with your child......" Xi Yao couldn't accept it, he was really too cruel.

She looked at those calm and ruthless blue eyes, without any waves, without any regret, not even the slightest regret.

"As long as I'm happy, what can't I do?"

"Do you still have a conscience?!"

"What is conscience?" Fan Chen straightened up, approached Xi Yao, and said, "You, what is it, why do you accuse me?"

Xi Yao was so asked by Fan Chen that she couldn't answer, yes, what is she talking about? What right does she have to accuse him? It is clear that she is the one who is reasonable, but he is not reasonable at all, he only talks about his own feelings, everyone has to listen to him, otherwise he will be killed.

"I used to take you seriously, but I was incomplete, to the real me, you are just a body that can meet my physical needs, if it weren't for that damn curse on my heart, I wouldn't have just touched you!" said Fan Chen, grabbing Xi Yao and bullying her red lips stained with tears.

He who plundered roughly in her mouth, she already knew that he was not a gentle person, yes, he only cared about himself, and he was the same thousands of years ago, selfish, cruel, ruthless, cold-blooded, plundering, encroaching......

Once, she loved him while she was in pain. At this moment, she was afraid of him, she was afraid to know about him, but she was forced to know more, which was beyond the scope of what she could accept.

Her vision was blurred by tears, and even at such a close distance, she couldn't see him in front of her, the one she loved, let alone his heart. Her body kept moving backwards, dodging the rough kiss, and now, she was afraid of his touch.

She is a woman, a woman who needs love, and a woman who works hard to love, not a tool to satisfy his physiology.

She hid on the other side of the couch and cried, "A child is not a tool, it is a life...... You don't know how much I was looking forward to his birth...... I haven't seen him before...... I've had a lot of dreams, imagining what he looks like, imagining what he looks like you, imagining our lives in the future...... As a result, you took me back and accompanied me at that time, but it was all fake, all for the last time to torture me......"

Fan Chen lowered her head, didn't speak, looked at the wires on her wrists, her arms were hanging all the time, and her wrists were red with a circle.

"You're really bad, you know how to use people's hearts, you give me hope, you lift me up to the sky, but you want me to fall to pieces...... The reason why I fell hard and painful was because I loved you! I never doubted you! I always believed it......" Xi Yao curled up in the corner of the sofa, hanging with one hand and holding her legs with the other, she was insecure.

Seeing her like this, Fan Chen regretted letting her remember these things, which was even more painful than he imagined her.

"You don't love me, I've said it countless times, it's okay, I don't blame you, but why do you always want to deprive me of my right to love you......"

"You can't understand how much I care about that child, I don't know if you won't die after half a year, the child is the continuation of your life for me at that time......"

"Whether it's a child or you, it's the whole of my life, the most unacceptable thing for me, you killed the child!" Xi Yao raised her head and looked at Fan Chen, she was exhausted, she covered her mouth with one hand, and couldn't cry.

Xi Yao couldn't understand Fan Chen, he was a dazzling scenery wherever he was, and his gestures, even if he didn't need any expression, didn't need to say a word, he deeply attracted people's attention.

A person who looks so beautiful is like carrying a ray of sunshine in himself, clean and refreshing, clear and transparent, spotless, but his heart is so dark and deep, cruel and unkind, cold-blooded and ruthless.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have gone to that world in the first place, I shouldn't have gone to you, I shouldn't have followed you. You and I are people from two different worlds. Xi Yao suddenly woke up, it seemed that it was too late, she blamed herself, why was she so slow to realize.

Fan Chen never said a word, he was afraid that he would regret it.

"What I regret the most is that I met you, it is the saddest thing in my life......" Xi Yao's voice was very soft, but full of vicissitudes.

Fan Chen turned her head sideways, her heart ached indescribably, she said that meeting him was the saddest thing in her life, and she vetoed all of him, including all the good and bad. However, for him, it has nothing to do with his evil nature, she is his everything.

Anyway, such a result was also what he expected. When he looked back at her, he was calm, and there was no flaw on his face during the whole process, and he couldn't see his struggling heart.

"Ahh

He looked down at her and said coldly, "If you regret meeting me so much, then you should have started mourning for yourself a long time ago." ”

"Don't! don't touch me! don't ......" she struggled and resisted his approach.

In her panic, her fangs gnawed at the wires on her wrists, gnawing at her skin from the panic, even as the blood dripped on her own face.

Fan Chen paused, and closed his eyes inadvertently in Xi Yao, because it was so heartbroken that he couldn't look directly.

She finally bit off the wire she had tied with her own hands, and she pulled away from under him and escaped. She was so resistant to his approach, as if she had bitten off her own hand, and was about to escape from him, how disgusted she was with him now?

The thread she tied was untied by herself. She had said not long ago that if he left, she would go back to him, and now, she took the initiative to run away from him, with despair and resentment towards him.

The fingers on the couch were tightly clenched, wasn't that what he wanted in the first place? why was he so unwilling? But he had to do it anyway, she had to leave him.

Xi Yao, who was hiding on the side, suddenly realized something, and she said to herself, "What day is it......?"

"It's already dead," Fan Chen interrupted Xi Yao, adding, "According to history, it's not time for her to die today, but I killed her in advance." ”

"You ......"

"Whether you hate me or not, for me, I have never forgiven you, and there is no room for any sand in my eyes. Fan Chen said and stood up. He wanted to tell her that he had killed the child because he could not forgive her for betraying him, that he had not died with him, that he had been unfaithful to his love, and that this time, he had not forgiven her for giving her blessing to another man.

Fan Chen walked up to Xi Yao, "Everyone around you has paid the price because of you. ”

"Are you still using their deaths to punish me?"

"Why do you think the corpse of the Mulllion is in the Minde Mansion?"

"You killed my father?"

"The child is just one of them, your father, your adoptive mother, your friends, even Qin Ling'er and Ji Po, and of course your lover Ya Chi, all the people you know will die because of you. ”

"Devil!"

Xi Yao raised her hand, but was grabbed by Fan Chen, "Hit me, hehe, do you think I'm that vampire?"

Xi Yao clenched her fingers, she had the heart to kill him now, not just to be disheartened by him.

"If you kill all the people around you, you can't continue to play, and you don't have anything I want in you, you keep this broken body, with grief and hatred, and spend the rest of your life alone. Fan Chen shook off Xi Yao's hand as he spoke, her body hitting the wall behind her, and he walked away.

"Devil, you will be punished! You will go to eighteen layers of hell!"

Fan Chen, who walked to the door, heard Xi Yao's curse, he felt stuffy in his chest, his heart was sore, but he couldn't justify it, all the indescribable emotions could only follow his body, and disappear from her sight in an instant.