Chapter 36 Willing to Guard
Time has passed in the blink of an eye, and it has been three days in the blink of an eye. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Liuyun rested his hands behind his head and lay casually on a small dirt slope. Nearby, the caravan was resting.
The cool breeze of twilight blows up, rolls up the dead branches and leaves, stirs the cloth robes, and the reckless earth plays how much withering and flourishing.
Liuyun overlooked the clear blue sky, and his heart was like the white clouds and dogs, and his thoughts fluctuated and changed rapidly.
How could I have lost my mind? Could it be that my heart longs for blood?
No, it can't be! How can bloodthirsty be my nature?! How could a peace-loving boy like me be such a pervert.
Recalling the bloody wind and rain that night, Liuyun's brows couldn't help but twist. Even if the people of Black Eagle Village had a way to die, he still couldn't completely let go. Some things can be passed in theory, but it doesn't mean that you can easily accept them in your heart. He felt that he would probably not be able to adapt to that kind of life-and-death killing for the rest of his life.
But, time can change a lot of things, doesn't it?
However, the young Liuyun obviously didn't understand this truth. Suppressing the blood-colored memory in his head, he continued to ponder:
At that time, it was a strange feeling, as if there was an infinite amount of anger welling up in my body, drowning my reason and controlling my actions. If it is stated in the scriptures: the upper and lower turbidity, the clear qi gives birth to the spirit, the turbidity qi nourishes the body, the spirit is void and the body is solid, and the void is the reality. It was supposed to be the mind that controlled the body, but I was controlled by the body.
It seems that he is still not strong-willed, and he is too easily swayed by emotions. However, in order to be firm in your will and control yourself at all times, in addition to keeping your spiritual platform clear, you must also understand your own true heart.
But what is my heart?
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Liuyun's thoughts drifted in the wind, wandering with the clouds on the horizon, and the clear sky that greeted him had already become the background.
I don't know how long it took, with a "rustling" sound from far and near, Liuyun felt that the edge of his vision slowly darkened. Then, a crisp children's voice came from his ears: "Brother Liuyun!"
Liuyun heard the shout and turned his head, but it was Zhang Yun who came with Xiaoli in his arms, and Zhang Hansheng also followed behind them.
However, the current Liuyun was obviously absent-minded, and his eyes just looked at Zhang Yun in front of him blankly, and there was no response other than that.
The little girl was so directly "stared" at by her big brother, she was suddenly a little shy, and her white little hands involuntarily wanted to grasp the corners of her clothes, but the little glass in her arms made her only keep the holding posture. In an embarrassing situation, she immediately felt at a loss.
Fortunately, after Xiaoli saw Liuyun, she shifted her position after a while. This liberated the little girl. She hurriedly "put her hands in place", and only then did she feel a little more at ease.
At this time, Liuyun finally regained his strength. He held Xiaoli in his left hand, quickly stood up and straightened his clothes, and then said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just got distracted." Xiao Yun'er, what's the matter?"
As he spoke, Liuyun stretched out his other hand and rubbed Zhang Yun's little head. The already shy little girl lowered her head now, rubbing the corners of her clothes desperately with her two little hands, and she couldn't get back to half a sentence.
Seeing Liuyun "bullying" her little friend like this, Xiaoli ran to Liuyun's shoulder angrily, "squeaking" and protesting.
Liuyun was both amused and helpless, so he had to withdraw his hand, and while appeasing Xiaoli, he nodded and greeted Zhang Hansheng who was a few steps away: "Old Zhang, okay." ā
Zhang Hansheng stroked his beard and teased happily: "Little Brother Liu is really good, he steals half a day here." ā
Liuyun smiled awkwardly when he heard this. Although it is the time for lunch break, for the caravan guards, they should be more vigilant when everyone is lax, at least the professional Zheng Yue and they do it. And Liuyun, who became a monk halfway, was lazy and came here in a daze.
However, there is a reason for this. Since the two of them wiped out the Black Eagle Village, those rescued gradually recovered from the initial numbness, and thanked the two of them three times a day, and almost offered them as bodhisattvas.
Drunk customers are experienced, and they don't know where to drink at this time, and the remaining Liuyun naturally becomes a "fire target". It's really annoying, and it's not easy for him to drive people away, so he can only find a clean place to avoid it while meditating on his own problems.
Unexpectedly, this time not only was he found, but he also poked his "sabotage" on the spot. Even though it was a joke, he was slightly embarrassed.
As soon as he thought of this, Liuyun moved his gaze down and glanced at the small glass around his neck, it must have been brought by this little guy.
Xiaoli tilted her head, blinked her big amber eyes innocently, and sold it cutely.
Liuyun rolled his eyes when he saw this, but he didn't say anything. He was reluctant to blame Xiaoli for anything.
"Brother Liuyun..."
A weak shout came from below, and Liuyun looked for prestige, it was Zhang Yun who raised his head. With watery eyes and a red face, the ability to sell cuteness is not inferior to Xiaoli.
Seeing that the little girl was so cute, Liuyun couldn't help but want to pinch that tender face, but she changed her mind in an instant, after all, this little girl was too shy, and if she pinched her face, she was afraid that she wouldn't dare to talk to herself all day long.
However, just because you can't tease physically doesn't mean you can't do it verbally. So, Liuyun raised his face and said solemnly: "Xiao Yun'er, it's very rude to call someone else and not know what to say. If you do this again, the big brother will ignore you. ā
The innocent Zhang Yun didn't know that she was teasing her. As soon as she heard Liuyun's "reprimand", she was anxious and afraid, her big eyes were shining with crystal tears, and her two white and tender little hands were sometimes twisted together, sometimes holding the corners of her clothes, and she didn't know how to place them.
She sobbed and said intermittently: "Woo~~ I'm sorry, I'm sorry, woo~~~ Liuyun... Brother, don't... Ignore Xiao Yun'er. Woo~~"
This scared Liuyun. He didn't expect the little girl to be so bluffing, he just accentuated her tone, and she was ready to cry. This kind of thing, he has the most headache. In the past, it was my sister Liuli who used this set to find herself happy, but now it has been replaced by Zhang Yun in front of her.
Are women made of water?
Although he was complaining in his heart, Liuyun was still quite unhappy about what he did. Just as he was about to say comfort, Xiaoli began to scratch on him incessantly. It turned out that she saw that Liuyun was bullying Zhang Yun again, and she was angry and launched a retaliatory action.
At this time, Zhang Hansheng also rushed up angrily, blew his beard and glared, "Do you tease children like this?" With that, he turned around to comfort his granddaughter.
But no matter how Zhang Hansheng coaxed and persuaded her, the little girl's tears were like pearls with broken threads, falling vigorously one by one, and even had a tendency to intensify. Seeing this, Zhang Hansheng, who had nothing to do, turned his head and glared at Liuyun again, and signaled with his eyes that he, the culprit, should come and deal with the aftermath quickly.
Liuyun understood, came to Zhang Yun in a hurry, patted the little girl's weak shoulder, and said loudly: "Yo, why did our well-behaved, sensible and beautiful little Yun'er cry? ā
Xiaoli also stopped making noise at this moment and jumped on Zhang Yun.
Zhang Yun subconsciously picked up Xiaoli, who was about to fall off her body, and at the same time raised her little face that was crying with pear blossoms and rain, and said suspiciously: "Woo~~ Liuyun... Brother?"
Looking at the tears that I saw pitiful, Liuyun really felt like he had done something heinous, and his heart was full of guilt. And this also strengthened his idea of making up for his mistakes and letting the little girl smile again.
He continued Zhang Yun's words and said, "Okay, it turned out to be a little rabbit cub named Liuyun who made our little Yun'er cry. Big brother, this is avenging you. ā
After Liuyun finished speaking, he played two roles and performed hard.
"Stay! Liuyun, it's you who bullied my sister. ā
"Yes, who are you?
"Hmph, I'm your uncle. ā
"Wow, I'm angry. Look at the move!"
"Come on, I'll let you know why the flowers are so red!
"Bang Bang ......"
"Big brother, I don't dare anymore, I don't dare anymore!"
"Apologize to my sister!"
At this point, Liuyun returned to normalcy from the split-personality self-fighting. He squatted down and looked at Zhang Yun levelly, and said sincerely: "Xiao Yun'er, it's not good to be a big brother just now, can you forgive the big brother?"
Zhang Yun on the side is still a seven or eight-year-old child, and her emotions come and go quickly. She was amused halfway through Liuyun's play, and she couldn't stop laughing. Xiaoli in her arms looked ridiculous from beginning to end, despising Liuyun.
And the little girl was a little puzzled when she heard Liuyun's apology. She tilted her head and asked ignorantly: "Then, will Brother Liuyun still ignore Xiao Yun'er?"
"Of course not, how could the big brother ignore the cute little Yun'er?" Liuyun replied quickly.
"Yes, that's good. The little girl nodded, smiling like a pure lily.
Looking at that innocent smiling face, a bright light crossed Liuyun's heart.
I see, although I still can't express my heart well, but I want to protect it, protect this smile, protect this innocence, protect these important people and things...
Thinking like this, familiar faces appeared in front of Liuyun's eyes: the friends of Qiancheng's hometown, the people in Niushiao Village, Guan Ling's family, everyone in the caravan, and the most profound heart-warming face in his soul - sister Liuli.
Is it just such a simple wish...
Liuyun, who had been meditating for a few days for this reason, suddenly felt like a fool, and the things he was looking for were not around him?
Got the answer, and suddenly opened up Liuyun showed a faint smile.
At this time, the blue sky and white clouds in autumn and the gentle young man together build a harmonious picture...
"Little Brother Liu, Uncle Zhang, the caravan is about to leave!" Zheng Yue's shout came, breaking the quiet atmosphere.
Zhang Hansheng patted his head when he heard this, didn't they come here just to remind Liuyun not to forget the time, and he left the business behind him.
Zhang Yun was a little nervous, and said timidly: "Brother Liuyun, I just want to... Tell you... of this matter. Saying that, the little girl lowered her head in shame as if she had done something wrong.
"It's okay, it's not too late. Let's go together. Liuyun touched Zhang Yun's little head and took the lead in the direction of the caravan.
Zhang Yun, who was touched and killed again, blushed with a little face. She looked up at the tall figure, and after a pause, she hugged Xiaoli and followed.
Seeing the appearance of his little granddaughter, Zhang Laohan shook his head, smiled helplessly, and then left together.
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