Chapter 35: Return to the Caravan
In the hazy moonlight, Liuyun quietly hugged Xiaoli. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info bits and pieces of the past leap into view, slowly moistening his dry heart. He desperately needed this comfort to soothe the pain in his heart.
Before, although he was controlled by the killing qi, what he did was still clear. The idea of the bloody slaughter really came from his own body, and the cruelty and brutality really came from his own hands? He didn't dare to believe it, and he didn't want to believe it.
In front of his eyes, there were still those stumps and broken arms, and in his ears, those screams and wails still lingered. The weight of sin weighed heavily on his heart like a boulder.
Time passed quietly, but the condemnation in my heart would not be reduced by half a point.
At this time, the sound of reciting poetry came from not far away.
"Singing about wine, what is life?
For example, the morning dew is bitter in the past.
Be generous and unforgettable.
How can we solve our worries? ”
The drunken guest shook his head and groaned as he grabbed his wine bag and swayed to Liuyun's side.
Liuyun glanced at him silently, and continued to stand in place wordlessly.
Seeing that Liuyun ignored himself, and the drunk guest was not annoyed, he handed over the wine bag in his hand and said slightly drunkly: "Hiccup~~ Get drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows, why not try?"
Hearing this, Liuyun hesitated for a while, then snatched the wine bag in front of him and poured it with his head up.
Now he really hopes to forget all the troubles and boredoms, return to the ordinary and carefree past, and return to the time when he lived with his sister. But he also knew that it would never happen. Therefore, he chose to use alcohol to kill his sorrows, escape the reality in front of him, and escape from the inner torment.
The spicy liquor rolled down his throat, choking him and making him want to cough, but he still couldn't get used to it after the second contact. However, he did not stop, just raised his head and drank.
"Huh~~~", after taking a sip, Liuyun exhaled and relaxed.
Feeling the warmth in his belly and the dizziness of his head, he now somewhat understood why some people liked this thing. This kind of groggy and illusory feeling can really make people flutter, as if they are far away from all mundane things.
And Xiao Li, who was around his neck, saw that Liuyun was drinking so freely, and immediately became curious. She stuck out her little tongue and licked the wine that overflowed from Liuyun's lips.
All of a sudden, her whole fox was not good. The stimulating taste was so spicy that she bared her teeth, jumped up and down, tears rolled in her cute eyes, and her mouth made aggrieved whimperes from time to time. She vowed never to touch this "poison" again, and turned around when she smelled it.
Liuyun smiled when he saw it, and the "two-pronged combination" of Xiaoli and alcohol made him feel a lot happier.
Liuyun is comfortable, but Youhu is unhappy. Xiaoli was very dissatisfied with Liuyun's onlookers, and she didn't know how to help Ben Fox and make fun of others. She was not beautiful in her heart, and she immediately made a fuss.
Just as they were playing, a hand suddenly stretched out from the side and quickly snatched the wine bag from Liuyun's hand.
Liuyun stopped teasing Xiaoli and turned his head to look. I saw the drunken guest shaking the cowhide wine bag with a painful look, muttering: "Ah, my wine, my wine..."
In this regard, Liuyun did not take any other action except to express his disdain, after all, this was not his thing in the first place. Moreover, he was grateful to the drunkard for stopping his atrocities.
I thought that the drunkard would mumble like that for a long time, but he didn't expect him to hang the wine bag back on his waist, and then pulled out his soft sword, as if he was talking drunk, and said to himself:
"The sword is a murder weapon, and swordsmanship is a murder technique. Whether it is revenge and hatred, or punishing evil and promoting good, killing is killing, no amount of rhetoric can hide this fact. Similarly, whether it is cutting the throat and cutting out the heart, or cutting off the head, death is death, and no matter how beautiful the sword move is, it will exist for this purpose after all. ”
After a pause, the drunkard gently stroked the sword as if he were a lover, and then said, "However, the result is the same, but the meaning is different." Whether it is the intention to control the killing thought, or the other way around, this is the biggest difference here. The former is a man, while the latter is a beast. ”
"If you are a human being, you must bear the weight of life, and you should know what the sword in your hand is swinging. If it is a beast, it does not need a cause, but acts on instinct. ”
"And, whether it is a man or a beast, it is all in one thought. ”
As he spoke, the drunken guest raised his head and looked directly at Liuyun. The stray hair covered his eyes, but it couldn't hide the burn. Although it was just a glance, Liuyun understood the meaning.
That's a question. Ask whether you are willing to be a beast and be controlled by the flesh, or are you willing to be a human being and dominate your body.
That's the inquiry. Ask, why does the blade in your hand exist, and why is it wielded?
Recalling the words of the drunken guest, Liuyun fell silent.
Do you want to be a man, or do you want to be a beast? I don't need to think about this, I must be a man. In that state where I don't distinguish between enemies and I only know how to kill, I don't want to do it again. However, the most important thing to control your behavior is to rely on your own willpower. There is also a saying in the nameless scriptures that "the difference between the turbidity comes from the heart". What is your own heart?
For my sister's sake, it doesn't seem to be all. If this is the case, he will not be so angry that he will lose his mind when he sees what Black Eagle Village has done, after all, it has nothing to do with his sister.
In order to protect world peace?
That's why...
After thinking for a while, Liuyun didn't come up with an answer, so he asked rhetorically: "Uncle Drunk, then why are you swinging the sword for?"
"Evil, good, that's all. The drunken guest answered his question with great seriousness.
"Curse the hell... Smooth heart..."Liuyun muttered softly in his mouth, and then raised another question: "Then, must the wicked be punished?" but he remembered the confessions and thoughts of those people before they died, and felt that they deserved to die and felt a little unbearable.
The drunkard pondered for a while before he spoke slowly: "Everyone has parents, wives and children, and they are heinous people in front of people, and they are filial sons and loving fathers in the future. However, no matter what the reason is, it cannot be used as an excuse for its tyranny. Just like the man in this village, no matter how much he provides for his family, or if he suffers unspeakably, he still cannot get rid of the accumulated crimes. ”
"This kind of person, I see one kill one, see ten kill ten! For this reason, my hands are stained with blood, and I will not hesitate to bear my sins!"
With that, a hint of gloom flashed in the drunken guest's eyes.
If she had such an awareness when she was young, then she would not have died of incense, leaving only a sword that sees things and thinks about people. And you don't need to borrow wine to meet him every time you dream. Therefore, when I saw the flowing clouds that were very similar to my own back then, it was rare to speak out. He didn't want Liuyun to fall into the devil's path, and he didn't want him to follow in his footsteps because of his momentary benevolence to the wicked.
Beside him, Liuyun was a little surprised by the chill in the drunken guest's last sentence.
He didn't expect this middle-aged drunk man who seemed to be a prodigal skeleton to have such momentum. Perhaps, from the time he said that before, Liuyun had a great improvement in his opinion, from a martial arts master with a strange personality to a respectable predecessor in life.
In addition to being surprised, the drunken guest's reply also gave Liuyun a lot of inspiration. At the very least, the guilt in his heart had diminished a lot.
At the same time, he also felt very lucky, fortunately nothing happened to Xiaoli, and the people he slaughtered were some of the most heinous people. If the opposite is true, he will probably run or sink forever.
He shuddered at the thought of the consequences. For this reason, on the one hand, we must be clear about our own intentions, and on the other hand, we should carefully examine the anonymous scriptures in our minds about this aspect.
Liuyun was thinking, and the drunken guest had returned to normal. He abruptly said to Liuyun: "Hmm~~ little brother, what should I do with those people kidnapped in the village?"
"They'll leave it to you, the old-timers of the rivers and lakes, to solve it. I went around and sobered up. ”
Liuyun hurriedly said a word, and ran away with Xiao Litou without looking back. He said that he couldn't handle this kind of tricky matter, and he didn't know how to deal with the defenseless women alone. Therefore, it is better for drunk customers to work harder.
Looking at the fleeting back, the drunken man shook his head helplessly, and secretly said to the little white-eyed wolf with no conscience. He didn't expect this kid to slip away so fast, and the idea of pulling Zhuang Ding was in vain, and it seemed that he still had to rely on himself.
And the result of Liuyun handing everything over to the drunken guest is that the two of them went out at night, and when they came back the next day, they brought a large number of people.
In this regard, Zheng Yue and they think that people are fine. Wei Ping was a little dizzy. These people are either thin and thin, or they are powerless women, and they are simply burdensome. But they were all brought back by two "great gods", how dare he say the word "no". I can only cry without tears and calculate how much money I have to lose.