Beneath that layer of sorrow, behind the mist, I saw the familiar eyes of the past. It's like the innocent girl at the beginning. I don't think I've seen such a look in a long time. It's just that now that I've seen it, I can't find the feeling of palpitations I had at the beginning.

Love will change, scenery will change, and teenagers will change. But the moment of intertwining will never change.

The moment will be forever left in the eternal time behind it, indelible, still shining brightly. In the glowing brilliance, I can still see Shen Dandan and I running hand in hand on a hot afternoon, running through the traces of youth, her hair is clear and her face is smiling. She was the most beautiful view at the time......

After a long silence, I whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

"It's right to be in love, it's right if you don't love me, it's also true that I love you, it's just that it's just that you make people. Shen Dandan was smiling bitterly, she raised her head as if hiding the mist in her eyes: "It's enough that you loved me at the beginning." At least I've gotten it, if the thing I regret most in my life is not holding your hand tightly, if I had held you at that time, maybe everything would have been different. ”

Who can change anything about the time that has been missed? Everything that has happened is irretrievable. But I couldn't help but think about it, if Shen Dandan and I really didn't break up at that time, would it really be a different ending?

After a long time, I smiled bitterly, "Dandan, I ......" My voice paused, and then I said in a low voice: "Why are you so suffering? I'm really sorry, I don't deserve you like this at all, let alone so much for you." My voice was full of helpless bitterness. Shen Dandan has paid me the most, even now she is still silently helping me behind my back, even when I escaped death from the cellar and came back again, and wanted to use her, she still did not hesitate at all, and was willing to give everything for me. Even though I knew that I might fail at that time, and it was more likely that I would fall into a place of no return, she still helped me without hesitation.

Shen Dandan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and she chuckled, "It's worth it, there will always be someone who makes us fade away from all pride and humble to the dust." Everything is flying around him, and we can give everything we have, and we may even worry that we are not doing enough. After a pause, she glanced at Yanyan, and then said, "If I am for you, if you are Gao Yan." ”

Yeon-yeon held my hand tightly, my eyes lowered, I looked at the shadows beside the bed that were intertwined in the dark, and said with a wry smile, "I'm sorry. "I don't seem to know what to say other than those words. The bitterness of my heart gradually spread, depositing my whole heart in the sea of bitterness, floating and sinking, flowing to the deepest part of bitterness. also flowed to the end of this love.

After the end, maybe it's so cruel.

Since then, each other's figures seem to have never alternated, and the figures that once leaned on each other have finally condensed into an eternal picture in the time behind them, snuggling and drifting into the deepest part of time, that is the former me, the original her. We weren't going to change back then.

"I said I didn't need to be sorry. Shen Dandan said in a low voice: "I have been mentally prepared from the beginning. Maybe you didn't feel your feelings for Gao Yan at that time, but we understood. This is the authorities, the obsessed bystanders, and the bystanders. Whether it's me or Wang Mengmeng, we all know it clearly, but Wang Mengmeng is very smart. She can pretend that she doesn't know anything without asking anything, just cherish the time with you, even if you leave one day, she can close the door and count the joys that have been with you. ”

"But I can't. I want you to be completely mine. She smiled self-deprecatingly, "Maybe I'm too possessive." In my opinion, since the person who loves me must be the only one in his heart who loves me. She lowered her head and looked at my face, the black hair that had been scattered haphazardly over her shoulders was at this moment like a shining river.

I smelled the familiar scent of hair, which spread out in silence, as if it was scattered down at the same time with countless past events, leisurely appearing in the colorless. The heart is bitter and difficult to understand, and it is complicated.

Shen Dandan at this moment is not the person who despises everything, nor is he the person who stands on a high place and looks down on everything alone. She is still vaguely the same as before, the same little girl who has not changed. Maybe it's only with me that she's like that.

After being silent for a long time, Yanyan said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, he promised to take care of me for the rest of my life, and I also promised to accompany him for the rest of my life." ”

Shen Dandan sighed lowly: "It's nothing." She smiled self-deprecatingly, "Now I'm not the little woman who lives for love." So many people below me are still relying on me. From her smile, I could clearly see the exhaustion and loneliness hidden behind her smile.

From then on, her heart will freeze again, and perhaps another person will appear to melt the cold ice and redeem her from the cold darkness. Maybe there will be no one to warm her anymore, and she will be forever silent in cold loneliness, until the door of her heart is locked and the dust is sealed forever.

"Dandan, I'm sorry. I took a deep breath, "If there is a next life, I will definitely pay you back." "Who would have thought that I would unknowingly owe so many people. Shen Dandan, Wang Mengmeng, Shen Nan...... I can't give anything, maybe all I can give is an ethereal afterlife.

But even if there is an afterlife, who will remember each other? This is just a helpless excuse.

Shen Dandan shook his head: "It's nothing." She stood up, her figure walking out a little lonely and difficult, her shoulders twitching as if crying. Slowly walking, every step she took, she had to pause, but she was still taking difficult steps after all, and she didn't even dare to look back at me: "When do you want to do something to Da Fei, tell me." Her voice choked, "Maybe that's the only thing I can do for you." As she spoke, she walked out without stopping, her figure lonely and sad and resolute, like a tree about to be blown down by the wind, standing proudly again.

No matter how strong the wind is, it won't be able to bend the tree down in the future.

The bright sunshine seemed to be a gentle hand, trembling lightly behind her back, as if trying to hold her figure, and as if it was a nostalgia for the farewell to the past.

Shen Dandan gave up on me and gave up this love, but I knew that those beautiful pictures would always remain in my heart and never forget. Whether it's me or her, we've loved each other and blended with each other......