After a long time, Yanyan said in a low voice, "She is the same, the same loneliness, strong and fragile, and strong and unyielding. She smiled bitterly: "In order to stand side by side with you, she worked hard to this day and lost you, but she also gained a lot of things." ”

"No, she's more pitiful than I am. I said bitterly, "At least, I still have you." I squeezed Yeon-yeon's hand and felt the slight sound of each other's blood blending together, as if it was a love thread, so that the two of us were connected: "Although she got a lot of things, I knew that those were not what she wanted at all. Looking at the door, that was the direction in which Shen Dandan left.

Yeon-yeon chuckled: "She's not pitiful. Looking at me, she said lightly: "People like you don't need to be pitied. ”

Inexplicably, I felt that the sunlight was a little dazzling, and I closed my eyes and did not speak. Until a tear slowly fell from the corner of his eye, seeping into the white pillow.

I'm sorry, Dandan. I whispered in my heart.

Yeon-yeon didn't speak, just took my hand, as if she wanted to convey silent power to me.

After a while, Zhuang Zhuang and Kaizi came, they had already been here in the morning, but they left when they saw that I was still sleeping: ", wake up." Kaizi said as soon as he walked into the room.

"How's it going?" Zhuang Zhuang asked.

"Fur. I smiled faintly, and then glared at Kaizi.

Zhuang Zhuang sighed lowly: "The iron pillar is dead." ”

Hearing him say this, my smile also froze on my face, originally I thought I hated Tiezhu, but at the moment of his death, I didn't feel hatred, some were just helpless sadness. In fact, Tiezhu is also a poor person.

Until now, I don't know why the iron pillar suddenly left his hand at the last moment. Otherwise, it is very likely that I will die with that knife. Maybe he came out to look for me, he just wanted to die, and give himself a break.

"Is he buried?" I said with some complications.

Kaizi shook her head, "Buried tomorrow." From their words, I can also sense that their hearts must be complex. After all, we have been with Tiezhu for so long, no matter what his purpose is for us, but in the years when he was around, he was very good to me, and he also benefited us a lot and learned a lot.

I looked out the window at the sunset, which was about to fall silent, and the pale red of blood shot straight through the window, and I seemed to smell a faint smell of blood echoing in the air: "It's all about to end." I muttered, as if to myself, and as if to them.

Went through so much and gave so much. Isn't that what I want? But why, my heart is bitter and lost? Maybe when we are desperately chasing something, when you get it, you don't have the joy you imagined.

Kaizi and Zhuang Zhuang glanced at each other, hesitated with each other for a moment, and Zhuang Zhuang said, "Just saw Shen Dandan hugging and crying below?"

My body shook and I could only smile bitterly.

This crying is also a farewell to the future, and it is also a complete break between us. I don't know why, but I felt a sense of loss in my heart. Yeon-yan seemed to feel something, and she could only silently hold my hand, as if she was transmitting a different power to me.

"She came to see you?" Kaizi asked cautiously after glancing at Yeon-yeon.

After a pause, I nodded: "Well, she came and left." "The last three words are particularly difficult for me to speak. With this departure, I knew that we were ending up with a different ending.

There is no going back to the beginning between us, and this love has been buried by my own hands.

Zhuang Zhuang and Kaizi glanced at each other, and neither of them spoke.

After moving, Yanyan hurriedly helped me and let me lean on the back of the bed: "Light me a cigarette." Zhuang Zhuang took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, lit it for me with a lighter.

took a deep puff of cigarette, and then looked at Zhuang Zhuang: "Zhao Qi is back." I said with some relief.

The strong body paused, and then smiled bitterly: "I already knew it." ”

I looked at him in amazement, and I couldn't figure out how Zhuang Zhuang knew. He took out a cigarette and hung it on his mouth, "I already knew about it when you asked Dazhi to check her whereabouts a few days ago, and at that time, I also arranged for someone to secretly investigate Zhao Qi's whereabouts." ”

I wanted to hide it from everyone, but I never thought that I was the only one who was stupid. But Zhuang Zhuang knew that Zhao Qi would be in danger if he fell into the hands of Jiang Xinli, so he still didn't tell me anything, and he didn't have the impulse I imagined. And pretending not to know, leaving everything to me to deal with.

I looked at Zhuang Zhuang with some gratitude, and I couldn't say anything.

"I believe in you. Zhuang Zhuang smiled slightly and patted me on the shoulder hard: "Needless to say, we are brothers." There was a tingling pain from the wound in the shoulder, but it couldn't resist the warmth in my heart.

I smiled: "Zhao Qi is back, what do you want to do?"

Hearing me say this, a strong smile also froze on his face, and he took two puffs of cigarette with a hint of maturity and helplessness on his face that I was not familiar with. Before he could speak, Kaizi pursed his lips, "What's so thoughtful, Sister Li has been with you for so long, you can still bear her." If you're going to lose her, I'm not done with you. "Lili has followed us from birth to death in the past few years, and her dedication to us and to Zhuang Zhuang is not comparable to Zhao Qi at all.

After a long time, I heard Zhuangzhuang's somewhat trembling and bitter voice: "I know. He took a puff of his cigarette and let out a long breath: "I will definitely not lose Lili." He seemed to be speaking to us, and as if he was speaking to himself.

But the pain and helplessness hidden in the voice may only be known to him.

After hesitating for a moment, I still asked, "What about Zhao Qi? Don't you love her anymore?"

Zhuang Zhuang smiled bitterly and shook his head, "If you say that you don't love Zhao Qi now, it's false, but I believe that I won't love her in the future." "Some people miss it just miss it and can't get it back.

Did Zhao Qi miss Zhuang Zhuang, or did Zhuang Zhuang give up Zhao Qi? Maybe it's both. Sometimes life is so helpless. Some people miss it unconsciously and give up unconsciously.

"Besides, I don't know if I love Zhao Qi now. Zhuang Zhuang said with some relief: "Maybe there are just regrets that I didn't get at the beginning." But now it doesn't matter whether you love it or not. ”

"Damn, I'm so touched. Kaizi pretended to wipe away her tears.