I sat on the eaves of the roof of my house, staring at the phone, not leaving an inch, I watched the clouds in the sky as if they were brushing overhead, but I couldn't touch them, I could feel the wind flying quickly against my cheeks, but I didn't know where they were going, and at some point in the future, I should be one of them. www.biquge.info Sometimes I ask myself, if you had to choose between the wind and the clouds, which would you do? I think I would do the wind, and the clouds are high, but without the wind, they can't go anywhere.

The phone rang, I just want to say that I was really unlucky, because I didn't receive the call, but the text message notifying me that the phone was down, I was dead, I really wanted to jump from here, but it seems that someone knew my thoughts in advance than me, just a few seconds when I looked at the text message, I didn't even notice that there were two police officers hiding behind me, I felt that I was suddenly put around my neck and fell to the ground, they pressed me firmly, I couldn't even speak. Then they took me downstairs and took me to a police car.

A police officer gave me a cigarette, and I told him I wouldn't, so he lit one himself. I told him that smoking would affect his health, and he laughed and laughed that he didn't jump off the building as fast as he could.

I really wanted to explain to him, in fact, whether I jumped off the building or not was a matter of dying early and dying late, he didn't seem to listen to what I said, and asked me if I was young What I couldn't think about, I could only tell the truth, I didn't want to jump off the building at all, I just waited for the call.

Waiting for the call, the police officer smiled, who has nothing to sit on such a high phone on a windy day, thanks to the neighbor's aunt who called the police, go back and thank the people.

In fact, the police officer didn't say which aunt called the police, maybe he didn't know that our building was a relocation, except for my family, almost every family has an aunt.

After some persuasion, I was released, and I had to admit that the police had spent the whole afternoon on me, especially when they learned that my mobile phone was down, and they took the initiative to help me pay 50 yuan for the phone bill.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, I received a phone call, it was a middle-aged man, he said that his name is Li Nianhua, it is my interview examiner today, I thought he should be sitting in the middle of the examiner, who knew that he was the man on the left side of the exam.

I guessed right, they were partners, but tonight he didn't come to me to tell me that I had passed the interview, but to ask me to change jobs, and I felt that my good fortune had returned. Li Nianhua was very straightforward, he told me a lot of business and life truths, but I still politely rejected him, I asked him why he was so attentive to me, a nobody, he told me very frankly that he was also poured into a soup chicken by the heavy rain when he was interviewing in person, and the boss of the interview did not give him a chance. His words made me feel relieved, because it meant that I had passed the interview.

I called Xiao Qi that night to share the good news with him as soon as possible, but Xiao Qi couldn't cry when he answered the phone.

I ran to her house in one go, and as soon as she saw me, she hugged me and cried, crying very sadly, and I asked her what happened, and she wouldn't tell me. She drank a lot of wine this night, the floor was full of wine bottles, I had never seen her drink, because she was allergic to alcohol, and today I couldn't stop her at all, I took her wine bottle in a fit of anger and blew it all in one breath, this stupid girl didn't know to stop me, I drank and heard a plop, Xiao Qi fell to the ground.

I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, only to realize that what I snatched from Xiao Qi's hand was the bottle of Erguotou, good guy, I said why did you rush it so much.

I carried Xiao Qi to the bed, but she grabbed me alive and didn't let go, this grasp is a night, or it may be longer, because when I woke up, it was the next evening, and it was in the hospital.

I asked the nurse how I got to the hospital, and the nurse told me that a little girl had brought me here, and that she had just gone out and that she should have bought me food.

For Xiao Qi, I can't hide my condition anymore, when she returned to the ward, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and the doctor should have told her about my condition.

I didn't know how to tell her, and she didn't seem to know, but when I asked her why she only had white porridge instead of preserved eggs and lean porridge, she was very unhappy and told me that the doctor said that your stomach is only suitable for this right now.

I didn't ask her why she drank so much last night, who hasn't had any secrets these days, just be there for her when she needs me.

Xiao Qi didn't let me work in the company, I was very dissatisfied with her decision, how could I let my buddies support me for the rest of my life, if so, it would be better to jump off the building.

Three days later, I was discharged from the hospital again, and reported to the company, but the salary could not be received immediately, and my previous hospitalization fee was paid by Xiaoqi, so I sublet my existing housing and returned the money to Xiaoqi, and the rest of the money was found in an express hotel near the company, no accident should be able to last until next month's expenses, and if the performance is good, it may be better to rent a room, so that the rest of my life is more comfortable.

As a result, this matter was discovered by Xiao Qi, she knocked on my door in the middle of the night, forcibly quit the room, the boss said that I had paid Fangshan for a month and did not give it back, she actually told the boss that I had cancer, and deliberately found a place to die, the boss was going to die of bad luck, and quickly threw the money out, so she was stunned and escorted me back to her house.

I said that this lonely man and widow is not convenient at all, you have to marry in the future, she said that lonely men and widows can't live in the same room that was her grandmother's time, and besides, help buddies don't have to be informal, anyway, the house is big and she herself is not interesting, let me be a companion for her before I die, in case I get sick one day and it won't rot anywhere.

As you can imagine, I obeyed, but on the condition that I pay the rent.

In the next two weeks, I was busy getting familiar with the company's environment, business, colleagues, customers, getting off work at 5 o'clock every day, going to the No. 6 station, colleagues asked me, the No. 3 station seems to be closer to the unit, and the place of getting off is also close to my home, why bother with the No. 6 road, I laughed and passed, maybe only Xiaoqi knows why.

Every day when I go back to the apartment, I hear the sound of Xiao Qi ping in the kitchen, this tomboy usually doesn't eat his own food, and now I have become her free guinea pig, she prescribed me a plan recipe according to the doctor's requirements, everything is written in detail, I sometimes joke, you take care of me so well, I must come back to see you for the first seven, she doesn't like me to say this, she said it's better for me to be alive.

She would pick me up at the company when she was not busy, and then we took the No. 6 bus home together, and most of the month passed, and many colleagues thought we were a couple.

It didn't take long for me to negotiate a big customer for the company, at the celebration dinner, Mr. Liu and I chatted for a while, he is the boss of the company, a good person, has a vision, and is also the chief examiner who interviewed me that day, I did not mention to him that Li Nianhua looked for me, after all, our two companies are partners, and Mr. Li also wants to give me a chance, in public and private, in sentiment and reason.

Mr. Liu told me that half of the reason he hired me was because Xiao Qi introduced me, and I really didn't disappoint him. He thinks we are a good match, and he is a wonderful woman in his Xiao Qi, and I even feel that he cares about Xiao Qi more than just a friend.

I went back late that night, and I thought Xiao Qi was asleep, so I didn't bother her. My bed is facing the window, and when the sky is clear, you can see the stars, Xiao Qi said that looking at the starry sky from this angle is very beautiful, it is like hugging the stars and falling asleep. To be honest, I just feel that the street lights on the side of the street are flickering, and I can't sleep a little.

I pulled the curtains tightly, but I couldn't completely cover the street lights. In a trance, I gradually fell asleep, I don't know how long later, there was a sudden crackling outside, the sound of clanging, I picked up a bottle and planned to go to see what it was, but I found that Xiao Qi was drunk and fell into the living room, I was so careless, I didn't find that Xiao Qi didn't go home at all, she was a drunken mess, I carried her to the bed, she vomited me very unceremoniously, and she was herself, I was embarrassed, I didn't know how to help her change clothes, her face was slightly red, to be honest, I was really cute, but I couldn't take advantage of people's danger, not to mention that I was still a dying person。

Xiao Qi dragged my wrist and slept for another night, making me unable to lie down, unable to sit steadily, and my back hurt.

The early morning sun just slipped in, I was frightened by Xiao Qi's screams, her pillow attack was very violent, without giving me a chance to explain, I think she must have a lot of things in her heart that she wanted to vent, so she carried it motionlessly, to be honest, the pillow hurt a lot, until she had no strength to fight, and she cried in my arms for I don't know how long, before it stopped.

I told her the unfortunate news very heavily, yesterday you vomited and didn't wash, she screamed and ran to the bathroom, and complained about why I didn't help her change clothes, and the girl took the initiative to let the man change her clothes, this good thing sounds fresh, maybe it's because she drank too much wine and was confused.

I replied to Xiaoqi and said, you are a tomboy, not a real man, do you think we are of the same sex.

Oh, you don't have to say it, you're disgusting.

I put breakfast on the table and left, today the company has a regular meeting, and I heard Mr. Liu say that he wants to study a big customer.

[Although the moonlight is beautiful, it is less round and more missing, and it is the rarest total lunar eclipse, and the same is true for people, if the mutilation is a kind of beauty, the loss is the most precious. - Quiet Sky】

This regular meeting didn't stop at all, Xiao Qi didn't answer the phone or reply to my messages, I remember I wasn't so worried about her before, I was even thinking that she ate the breakfast I made, although it was just omelette, milk, but that's all I have.

Mr. Liu asked me to meet this customer with her in the afternoon, I saw that there was still some time in the morning, so I went to Xiaoqi's company to see, but she didn't go to work at all, and she didn't answer the phone, I was a little panicked, and hurried home, but there was no one at home. This afternoon, I went to every place she frequented, and it wasn't until I saw the 13 missed calls of General Secretary Liu that I remembered that I had an important client to meet in the afternoon.

The sky is dark unconsciously, Xiao Qi's phone is turned off, I can't find Xiao Qi, my heart is breathless, my brain keeps going through the sieve, where else have I not been, Xiao Qi, where are you.

I felt that the road ahead was confused, my brain was messy like a mess, but I vaguely heard Xiao Qi's voice, not far away for a disturbance, and there were many people around in an instant, Xiao Qi's voice seemed to come from the crowd, I rushed away from the crowd and ran over, it was really Xiao Qi, she was scuffling with a middle-aged woman, and there were two middle-aged women next to her who were desperately pulling Xiao Qi to press her down, I didn't have time to ask, three or two pushed the two women away, pulled Xiao Qi up, and then made up for the middle-aged woman who was scuffling with Xiao Qi, and pulled Xiao Qi out of the crowd。

We kept running, we kept running, I don't know how many streets we ran, until we didn't have the strength to run anymore, Xiao Qi hugged me and cried, I knew she was really wronged. Later, Xiao Qi told me that her mother died, and in the week when I met the goddess and was drunk and admitted to the hospital, Xiao Qi's father refused to see her mother for the last time for this woman, Xiao Qi's mother died with hatred, but Xiao Qi couldn't untie the knot in her happiness, she went to her father to attend her mother's funeral, but the woman didn't let her father go at all, and it was delayed again and again, and the aunt's body is still parked in the morgue and has not been cremated. Seeing that several of the first seven have passed, Xiao Qi's father is indifferent, today Xiao Qiqiang endured anger and pain to beg the woman, the woman not only did not sympathize, but made things difficult for Xiao Qi, ridiculed in vain, Xiao Qi begged bitterly, the woman was even more unreasonable, and even added fists and feet to Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi's face was swollen, and his wrists were blue, I seemed to have eaten 100,000 tons of equivalent TNT, and the blood vessels in my whole body were about to explode.

must seek justice for Xiao Qi.

I came to Wanshi Building according to the plan I had made with Xiao Qi, this is the office building of Wanshi Group, there are thousands of employees in it, and the lobby is resplendent like a palace, it is hard to imagine what kind of people will work here, they may be young talents in the industry, or they may be all kinds of elites. It's morning work time, the eight elevators are in order, I don't have a work card, I can't get in without an appointment, but Xiao Qi told me that there is a secret passage to find her father directly, but this thing sounds a bit hanging, I have to avoid security monitoring, in fact, it's not that difficult, this is not the United Nations headquarters. But the security guard at the door is very thief-eyed, I guess he must have recognized me as a new face, kept staring at me, I gave him a blank look, thinking what is there to see, the eldest brother didn't plan to go from the main entrance, the little master just came to see how big the front door of this big company is.

I found a restaurant opposite, went to the bathroom to change the clothes prepared in advance, this little seven for the first time inaccurate, I have such a standard good figure, how did I get a 170 white suit, the buttons can only be buttoned half and it is quite tight.

After sneaking into the back alley of Wanshi Building, there is a back door, leading directly to the back stove of the building's restaurant, my purpose is to pretend to be a cook, through the staff canteen, sweep through various work areas, and find Xiao Qi's father, (⊙o⊙)...

Don't worry, this is just the first step, and then I have to use my incorruptible tongue to convince Xiao Qi's father to see her mother for the last time.

The back door of the building links a long corridor, the corridor is on both sides of the warehouse, a few are open doors, the storage of ingredients and raw materials, through the corridor straight to the kitchen, I was surprised, this company's kitchen can be comparable to a large hotel, there are dozens of busy employees, I picked up a pot of green onions and walked around, I have to find the door to enter the building, but the kitchen structure does not know who designed it, the peach blossom array is the same, I was confused, at this moment there was a person behind me patted me on the shoulder, I turned around and looked, it was a girl, in her twenties, with a delicate face, with a chef's hat, I saw the height of the hat She should be a chef, not cutting piers and miscellaneous work, Her eyes are very big, as if she can perceive everything, I thought she was not an employee here, but she just told me that I took the wrong type of green onion, she asked for chives, not green onions, and then told me that she wanted green onions in the cabinet, the first few grids, of course I climbed along the pole, saw a good receiving, quickly apologized, turned around and flashed, not a few steps, I heard someone behind me say, Sister Dan, you want chives, I quietly turned back and peeked, the girl was looking at me inexplicably, as if to stop me, I hurriedly ran to the back of the cabinet, bypassing her to find another way。

I wandered around for a while, and finally found the exit, the world is unpredictable, I actually encountered a roadblock, and officially asked me to take the green onion, I muttered that it was really ghostly, she actually heard, and then asked me at lightning speed, where is the green onion?

Didn't someone get it for you?

So what did you just run so fast?

I'll help you get the green onions.

New here, don't be lazy at every turn, and I'll fire you if I catch you again.

I thank you so much, you can fire me quickly, but this can only be said in my heart, at this moment, I have a bold idea, she doesn't know me, thinking I'm new, then she can't even recognize the employee, shouldn't be an old employee, so I tried her and said, aren't you also a new here, and I pretend to be an old man.

was actually blinded by me, she obviously felt that she had no face after being exposed, and defended herself, what's wrong with the new arrival, the new arrival is also your chef.

Oh, it turned out to be a chef, no wonder it was so serious, but if you taste it carefully, there is still such a willfulness in the seriousness, no matter what, I don't have time to delay the effort on this girl.

So I launched a series of general attacks on her, first admitting my mistakes, Miss Chef, I know that it is wrong to slip the number during working hours, it is because I have no sense of time and responsibility for work, I will seriously review it and ensure that it is not an example. Secondly, I praise her, I believe that a charismatic chef with an angelic face like you will be enthusiastic to help a weak person like me who has no talent, give me a chance to pursue my dreams, and be the best chef like you who is moving, beautiful, kind, and has a sense of social responsibility. Third, Bo sympathy, in fact, I was forced to skip work out of desperation, my dog Bobby was sick, this city is my only relative who depends on each other, I have to go home on time to feed him medicine, and it only believes me, only eats the medicine I feed, believe me, Sister Dan, what I said is true.

Her eyes were a little evasive when I called her name, and it was obvious that she was moved by the story of the dog, and she must be a dog lover, and I was just talking, I would walk around the street even when I heard a dog bark, let alone a dog.

Her expression was noticeably softened, and she was a little lost, her eyes glistened with tears, she didn't know what she was thinking, and then left.

I was a little uneasy, as if I touched her memory, but I also pinched a sweat for myself, almost put on a goof, and then I walked through the restaurant, found the staff elevator, and came to the top floor of the building, I couldn't go upstairs in the clothes of a chef, this was definitely a careful plan, as long as I took off the white clothes, I was a doctor's assistant, as for why I was pretending to be a doctor, this Xiaoqi didn't let me ask, she said I just did it.

The top floor is very large, the innermost is Xiao Qi's father's office, I am confused about some things, the top floor is the office of the bosses in addition to the conference room, is Xiao Qi's father the boss here? My mind instantly flashed the scene where I was carried out of the building by more than a dozen security guards and thrown on the street, or taken away by the Public Security Bureau? I really don't dare to think about it, but how can I have the face to see Xiao Qi when I go back, since I came, I went out, I thought about it, and ran to the company and walked over, the secretary at the door stopped me and asked me if I had an appointment, I suddenly remembered what Xiao Qi said to me when I left, if someone asked me if I had an appointment, I told her that Dr. Wang asked me to come, this method is very effective, the secretary not only did not stop me, but also helped me call through.

Under the guidance of the secretary, I came to Xiao Qi's father's office, which is very large, very luxurious, and very magnificent, through the tall floor-to-ceiling windows you can see almost the entire city, directly opposite a large platform, more than twice the size of our boss, a lot of documents on the desktop, and a crystal globe, the base of the globe is inserted with a year of national flag, I recognize, this is what I bought with Xiao Qi, I also asked him who to give it to, she said eleven eleven elders, it turned out that the elders she was talking about are Wan Changshan, the chairman of the Wan Group, I didn't expect Xiao Qi to have an inextricable relationship with the Wan Group, so who is the evil woman who did it with Xiao Qi that day？

Wan Changshan put down the documents in his hand, looked at me, and asked, Dr. Wang asked you to come?

Yes, sir.

He didn't say anything on the phone just now.

Forehead......

I think he did it on purpose, but he had already seen through me, and it seemed that I had nothing to hide, and besides, it was a straightforward thing.

So I said to him, "There is a girl who wants you to see her mother one last time, to fulfill her mother's wishes, do you understand me when I say that?"

I know who you are, Xiao Qi mentioned you, young man, I want you to help me persuade Xiao Qi, I have no choice but to do so.

I can hear from Wan Changshan's words that he likes Xiao Qi very much, but about Xiao Qi's mother, it seems that he has a lot of past with Wan Changshan, I asked Chairman Wan directly, are you talking to me so much today because I am a trustworthy confidant?

Wan Changshan didn't answer me, but lit a cigarette and continued to say what he wanted to say, I learned that his wife was receiving in-depth treatment in the hospital, and she was also suffering from stomach cancer. Xiao Qi found his wife everywhere after he knew, and it wasn't until that day that she and her patients were found by Xiao Qi that what happened later, and my last kick sent her directly to the emergency room, I'm sorry, but no matter whether Xiao Qi is his biological daughter or an illegitimate daughter, I have to help my buddy fulfill his mother's wish.

Wan Changshan didn't give me an answer in the end, he just said that it was cold, and asked me to help him bring Xiao Qi a dress, which he bought for Xiao Qi last time he went to England, he knew that Xiao Qi liked this style, I don't understand the iron heart and watery tenderness he came from, these two things should not intersect at all.

I handed over the clothes to Xiao Qi, announcing the failure of the plan, but Xiao Qi held the clothes with tears in his eyes, and later learned that Wan Changshan replaced all the buttons of her clothes with her mother's favorite peony flower buttons, a kind of button carved into peony petals, very chic, very elegant, I seem to see the true love of Xiao Qi's mother and Wan Changshan's bumpy life, but in the end, what is the use.

A few days later, Xiao Qi cremated her mother's body, saying that she already knew how much her father loved them, and that day, Wan Changshan's wife died of illness.

I seem to see the impermanence of life, feel the joys and sorrows, think about myself, at least I am still alive, do what I should do, do what I want to do, and continue to live.

[Do you know that every night when the moonlight flows, the sun can't let go of thoughts, and it falls in the world it can't shine on - the quiet sky]