I'm always thinking about what I'll be like when I leave this world, someone will grieve for me, someone will feel sorry for me, or cry. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I listened to the doctor's instructions to take my medicine on time, but it still hurt several times a day, and gradually, I found that I liked this kind of pain, like a rope pulled by the god of fate, stuck in your chest.

I try not to think about the sad things, and the happy ones, and try to forget, because those laughter will become unforgettable pain when I leave.

Xiao Qi always treats me as if I am seriously ill, does not let me do housework, does not let me do anything, I often joke, it is not bad to have such a wife, once Xiao Qi said that he blushed, and ignored me for a few hours, I knew that I was in trouble, and walked a few streets to buy her favorite orange cake, she said that she liked the taste of this orange, sweet with fragrance, as if falling into a bottomless love, I would rather sink forever than wake up from a dream.

Xiao Qi hugged me, and tears of emotion rolled in her eyes, and at this moment I found that my heart and hers were slowly getting closer.

In the following days, I didn't know what to do, I counted the rising sun and the setting in the west, looking at Xiao Qi's busy back every day, and the sourness gradually came to my heart.

October 8th, the eleventh long holiday has just ended, I have to go back to the company to clean up my mess, some things always have to be faced, fortunately, the customer did not negate our creativity because of my default, Mr. Liu finally signed the contract smoothly, he knew that I was absent from the company's meeting for Xiao Qicai, and I did not blame me too much, which made me feel more apologetic.

On the afternoon of the 9th, Mr. Liu sent me to discuss the details of the plan, which is a multinational company that goes hand in hand with Wanshi Group, Jiushan International. I once fantasized that I could work in such a multinational company, be a department manager, work hard every day, and live a happy petty bourgeois life, but I never thought that one day I would become his Party B, although it was also counted as a part-time job for him, but the meaning was completely different, more accurately to serve him.

I was in the elevator, thinking about 33 floors, in one of the conference rooms, my party A was waiting for me, I fantasized about the situation in the conference room, a few executives, or two or three groups, a dozen elites, engaged in a verbal war about every step of my plan, every detail, frantically discussing what was best, and when I pushed open the door of the conference room, it was empty, there was no one, I thought there was a wrong room, took a step back and looked at the door number, etc., it was not that there was no one, there was still a girl standing in the corner, she just turned her back to me and didn't notice that I had opened the door and walked into the conference room, there were documents about the project on the tableThere are also two cups of coffee, and it is the first time that I have participated in a meeting between two people, which feels a little strange, so it is better to go to a café and talk for an afternoon, and everything will be solved.

The girl turned around, and I immediately felt that she was so familiar, I just couldn't remember where I had seen it, and she looked at me and paused slightly, but quickly resumed her role. We started the discussion of the details of the plan from here, she is a very careful person, very serious about every detail, there are a few places I even think she is too serious, but I must respect every opinion of Party A, unconsciously an afternoon has passed, the afterglow of the sunset through the glass window reluctantly caress every corner of the conference room, Xiao Qi is waiting for me, I suddenly have a feeling of homesickness, I deliberately coughed twice, reminded her that the time is not early, she looked at the watch, ah, ah, I was also taken aback by her, she only left a sentence to continue tomorrow, and left in a hurry, not even telling me what time it is tomorrow。

I was tortured by her for an afternoon, walked out of the building, inhaled a breath of fresh air, felt the whole person relaxed, looking at the traffic passing on the street, the lights of thousands of homes in the distance, I felt what a beautiful thing life is, I tried to breathe in the air on the street, I was afraid that one day I would lose this feeling, the roadside vendors were selling roasted sweet potatoes, and all kinds of fruits, there was a mixed smell in the air, there was a childhood smell, every time I smelled this smell, I would think, if I could go back to the past and not have to face everything now, how nice it would be。

It's just that if everything can go as you wish, where will there be so many joys, sorrows, joys and sorrows in life. If I turn into a puff of smoke, can I really forget the fireworks in the world?

I tried to suppress my other pessimistic self and move on.

Unconsciously, I felt a wave of dizziness, I don't know if I was inhaling too much air, I felt that my head was very heavy, my vision was a little glazed, and my body lost its center of gravity a little......

When I woke up, there was a girl at my bedside, holding a copy in her hand, I felt a little congestion in my brain, she actually brought her work to see the doctor's number, and without saying a word, she threw me a bunch of copywriting, which circled more places that needed to be modified, and I needed to give her an answer before I was discharged from the hospital, and the doctors in the hospital thought I was a workaholic, but in fact I was a workaholic.

Xiao Qi is not kind to her, and the woman's intuition tells her that the appearance of this girl will change our peaceful life.

She would come to me every day with a plan, and there were some things that I didn't think I needed my opinion, we just had to do it, and she always said that Party A must fully respect Party B for this kind of cooperation to be perfect.

She didn't know about my situation, including my condition, until the day I was discharged from the hospital, she said that she was going to take me to a place, which was her secret base, I was a little confused, I didn't know whether to go or not, I wanted our relationship to stay only between the employer and the employee, but she said that because I am now her employee, I should listen to her.

So that evening I went with her to this so-called secret base, and she said that it was her dream, and she also asked me, do you have a dream? My dream, my dream has drifted farther and farther away in the void world, and my dream is to live well.

I really didn't expect her to study Western food so much, she said that this is her dream, no wonder her secret base is a big kitchen with everything, I finally remembered the place where we first met, that is, in the back kitchen of Wanshi Building, she is the tricky chef, so many days she has hidden quite deeply, I didn't expect it, but she recognized me a long time ago, but she didn't debunk it, I didn't expect that the tricky chef became a strong business woman, and became my employer, it's a legendary flip.

She will cook a lot of Western food, delicious, delicate and moving.

I asked her why she didn't go to open a western restaurant, delve into food, and realize her dreams, and she said that sometimes even if the dream is only one step away for you, it can't be overcome, otherwise it won't be a dream.

I was honored to taste such a loving delicacy, with the smell of dreams, and I felt the hope of tomorrow from the charm in my mouth, but I found that the more you yearn for tomorrow, the more you will sprout a kind of fear, which will take root in your heart, as if to say to you, although you are not ready to leave, but you have to go.

I seemed to see myself lying on the cold hospital bed, Xiao Qi crying beside me, I have to admit that I have always been optimistic and I was so impressed by death that I even accidentally dropped my fork on the ground.

Speaking of which, I would like to introduce you to the girl sitting across from me, an outstanding business elite and a food expert who feels the food with her heart - Duan Dan

My name is Duan Dan, I am a princess in the eyes of my parents, from childhood to adulthood, they will meet all my requirements, I am like a flower in a greenhouse, I have never experienced wind and rain, but my father will not accept me as a chef, because I shoulder the responsibility of family inheritance, I am very unwilling, so I secretly went to Germany to learn cooking, after two years of hard work, I did it, but my father will never forgive me.

On the day I returned home, it was raining lightly in the sky, and I felt the breath of my hometown and let the rain wet my long shirt.

My father didn't come to pick me up at the airport, I saw that my mother's temples were pale, and I was inexplicably lost, and my mother said, your father's temper is a little stubborn, you go back and coax him.

Although I achieved my dream, I was not happy because I seemed to have lost many, many things that could not be measured by money.

For a long time, the relationship between our father and daughter was very rusty, and I never used the kitchen at home, so I had a secret base later.

I love to cook, they are delicate, delicious, moving, they can make your taste buds drift to the clouds, they can give you endless aftertastes, like lovers, bring you memories and bring thoughts.

I like to indulge in delicious food, they can make you feel happy and warm, bitter and long, romantic and sweet.

I will never forget those days in Germany, it was a part of my life that I could not lose, not only the food, but also Wang Xiaokai and Hehe.

I like to call it hehe, every time it looks at the food on the table, its eyes are irresistible appetite, and Wang Xiaokai and I also formed a fate in the pet store because of hehe.

He loves dogs, and like me, he remembers the sunny day and the breeze caressing, I love this kind of weather, it makes me feel very warm, especially in summer, next to the stout big trees, under the shade, it reminds me of my hometown.

The pet store I often pass by, there is a new dog in the window, with dark fur, big black eyes, fluffy ears drooping, and a tongue sticking out haha, so cute. It kept staring at me, as if to say to me, good master, take me out of here. So I walked into the pet store, that is, at that moment, a young and handsome boy walked into my world, he is Wang Xiaokai, this dog is his booking, but in the end I became its owner, during that time he found all kinds of reasons to ask me to take care of him, unconsciously, in that late autumn, the fallen leaves are all over the city, the autumn wind and drizzle moisten our lives, and love.

We were going to take Hehey back to China together, but the night before boarding, Xiao Kai had an accident on the way to take Hehe to the doctor, at that moment, I felt that my world was frozen, even the blood was coagulated, my heart was cold, with a tingling pain, and I spent a long time in a trance, no direction, no future, I even thought about dying like this, going to another world to find Xiao Kai, and hehe, I think no matter where they go, they will miss me the same.

Time will never smooth out those happy memories, no matter how long, I will feel that Xiao Kai and Hehe are still by my side, although after returning to China, my mother arranged many blind dates, but my heart can no longer fit others, until I met Xiao Bei, heard the story of him and the dog, I saw Xiao Kai's shadow in him, sometimes I even regarded him as Xiao Kai, but you, not him.