Chapter 22 (II) If Life Is Only as First Seen
Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao's name on the phone screen, and felt a pain in her heart, ten years of affection, once dissipated, this is really not a pain that ordinary people can bear.
When the word 'breakup' appears in the human dictionary, it means that they are allowed to happen, and there is no right or wrong thing about feelings, only forced to endure.
She sighed and decided to call her mom first so she wouldn't worry about her.
"Sunset!" Xue Liping's voice was a little distant and noisy, and then she seemed to move a place, and the surroundings were quiet.
"Mom, where are you, you called me before?" Yan Luoxi was a little nervous, she was afraid that her mother would not find her, so she would call Zhou Guangtao again, her mother was difficult enough now, she didn't want her mother to know what was going on between her and Zhou Guangtao.
"Yes, you didn't answer my call, I just want to tell you, I came out for a trip, and now in Thailand, don't worry about me." Xue Liping's voice was no longer manic, nor joyful, but a little heavier.
"Tour! Thailand! Did you go alone? Yan Luoxi couldn't help but be surprised.
"Well, I came alone, I originally wanted to call you, but then I thought about it, I dragged you out, it will delay your work, no matter what happens in life, it is in vain to ask others to accompany you, everything can only be done by yourself slowly."
Xue Liping's words were serious, which made Yan Luoxi's nose sour, "Mom! ”
"Luoxi, don't worry Mom, I'm completely calm down now, when I first learned that your Uncle Sun was cheating, I pretended to be stupid, tolerated and reluctantly compromised, thinking that life is not long, half a life has passed, and then make do with it!
Obviously, people don't have such thoughts, this time I made a lot of trouble, fortunately I didn't make a big fuss, otherwise it would be really too late, I know that he didn't get divorced because of his daughter, he didn't care about me for a long time, even if I knelt down and begged him, crying to death, even if I was going to jump off the building, he wouldn't look back, so I decided to go out for a walk, think about it, and try to let go of those who couldn't let go. ”
Yan Luoxi didn't expect her mother's change to be so fast, listening to her words, although she said freely, but the unwillingness was revealed by the helpless tone, more than ten years of husband and wife, she still loves Sun Zhijun after all!
Thinking about his own situation and comparing it with his mother, although the content is not all the same, the ending is the same bleak.
As soon as Yan Luoxi put down her mother's phone, the mobile phone rang again, and she picked it up and saw that the phone was from Zhou Guangtao.
Her hands trembled, her lips trembled, and she hesitated for a long time before answering the phone.
"Luoxi, where are you?" Zhou Guangtao's voice was hoarse, revealing infinite exhaustion and anxiety, "Yesterday's things were my bad, and the previous things were all my bad, don't torture yourself because you are angry with me, where are you now?" How's it going? ”
Things before!
Every time Yan Luoxi thought of those things, there was a pang of pain in her heart, aiqing, what a sacred and beautiful thing, how could they blaspheme so easily!
"Fall, are you listening? Don't hang up the phone, okay, tell me where you are first? Zhou Guangtao's voice brought out some panic.
Yan Luoxi took a deep breath, held back the tears that were about to fall, and said in a hard voice: "I'm fine." ”
Zhou Guangtao was slightly relieved when he heard that Yan Luoxi was finally willing to speak, and said in a voice: "Luo, can you come out for a while, I want to see you!" ”
Her brother Guangtao has always been upright and standing straight, when has there ever been such a weak voice, Yan Luoxi bit her lip, and tears fell silently, "Guangtao...... Brother Guangtao! Despite her repeated commands to be strong, she wept at the affectionate name.
Zhou Guangtao heard Yan Luoxi's voice choked up on the phone, his heart was sore and painful, and he didn't realize that he was also in tears.
Yan Luoxi carefully considered the sentence in her heart, and said in a trembling voice: "Brother Guangtao, I will meet you, it is not a matter of avoiding between us, but give me two more days, okay!"
Things have happened, you don't have to blame yourself anymore, how to continue the relationship between you and Yufan, how to continue, how to continue, don't delay the company's affairs, you have to take care of your body, I will contact you in two days. ”
Yan Luoxi finished saying this in one breath, then hung up the phone directly, and then breathed heavily, as if he had been suffocated for a long time.
This entanglement between the three of them is going to be broken after all, but now she doesn't have the courage yet.
Zhou Guangtao called again, but she directly cut it off.
After coming over for a long time, the phone finally stopped ringing, Yan Luoxi sat on the sofa for a while, Ran Xu hurried back from outside, looking at him wearing an old Shanghai suit, presumably he had just filmed, and he didn't even have time to change his clothes, so he ran back.
"Sunset, are you hungry, do you want to go out and eat something?" Ran Xu took off his clothes and looked at Yan Luoxi's face carefully.
Yan Luoxi cheered up her emotions and smiled at Ran Xu's face, "I'm not hungry, I want to go to the beach outside." ”
"I'll go with you!"
"No need, you're an actor, it's inconvenient to go out with me." Yan Luoxi waved her hand again and again, she didn't want to have any more scandals with Ran Xu now, "Don't worry, I can really do it alone." ”
"It's okay, I'm secluded here, no one will notice our ......" Ran Xu lobbied Yan Luoxi hard.
"Shall I walk quietly by myself?" Yan Luoxi looked at Ran Xu with some sadness, "If you are so enthusiastic again, I really can't stay here with you." ”
"That'...... Then don't think about it! ”
Yan Luoxi smiled miserably at Ran Xu, who was worried, "I won't, I think you also know, I left my parents since I was a child, and I knew it when I was very young, the reason why people can survive in this shijie is because of their incomparable perseverance and tenacity, no one should worry about anyone, everyone is the master who forgets the pain of the scar, and whoever has no one will live well." ”
Ran Xu looked at Yan Luoxi, who was weak in front of him and had to be helpless and strong, and his heart moved, such a haode girl, can he really bear to hurt her!
Yan Luoxi took advantage of Ran Xu's stunnedness, walked out of the door, and walked aimlessly on the beach alone.
On the beach in front, a few young students are having dinner, a boy is playing a guitar, and a few young people are singing softly to the melody.
In that singing, Yan Luoxi suddenly felt that her anxious and sad heart was much clearer.
It's good to be young, it's good to be in love! How good it would be if life was really just as it first appeared!