Chapter 23 (I) Wisdom Sword Cuts Love Silk
Yan Luoxi looked at those carefree students, in fact, she was not much older than them, but her heart was a lot of vicissitudes, she sighed, how can she keep the original beautiful time, how can she make the happiness last forever!
In life, happiness is the shortest, and only pain is eternal.
In order to make this pain end quickly, two days later, Yan Luoxi made an appointment to meet Zhou Guangtao.
Yan Luoxi came to the café in advance to wait for Zhou Guangtao, she wanted to give herself a time to prepare, so as not to lose too embarrassed after a while.
After Zhou Guangtao received her call, he quickly came, and in a few days, he lost a lot of weight, as if he had a serious illness, and the whole person was taken off.
With bloodshot eyes, a lush beard on his chin, and slightly messy hair, he no longer looks like a big boss who makes a lot of money, but like a migrant worker running around for a living.
Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao's gaze mixed with gloomy sadness, she really couldn't see her incomparably excellent brother Guangtao, so lost, so gloomy.
She will always remember that when she was most vulnerable and helpless, he was young, facing the sun, the handsome figure running towards her, and the warm eyes when he smiled at her.
Zhou Guangtao has always been complacent, everything seems to be under his control, except for when he knows that he has a bad relationship with Li An, there is frustration and pain in his expression, and nothing else can control his emotions.
And now, he smiled weakly at himself, his face pale, like a child who had done something wrong.
Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao like this, smiled, but couldn't help but have tears in her eyes, "Brother Guangtao, you're here." ”
"Sunset!" Zhou Guangtao's voice was still hoarse, and as soon as he spoke, his eyes were already red.
Between him and He Yufan, there is impulsiveness and passion, and the little thing between adult men and women, with the first time, it is inevitable that they will think about the second time.
When a man cheats, he really loses his mind, he is carried away by a lot of blood, and he desperately wants to enjoy the pleasure brought by the stimulation of cheating, and he can't restrain himself, but when the east window incident happens, the tide recedes, and he has to face the mess.
In Zhou Guangtao's original concept of life, he always felt that whoever left him, the earth would rotate the same, but since he lost Yan Luoxi, he found that he was still turning, but it was no longer as free as before.
Even though he has He Yufan by his side, who is exquisite, with style and ability, even though he is interested in the pickled relationship between Yan Luoxi and Li An, he knows that his love for Yan Luoxi has never left a little.
His love for Yan Luoxi is like an organ in his body, no matter what method is used, he will always be with him.
However, now this organ is about to be stripped away, and a sharp pain covers his whole body, and he has no way to do it, no energy to do anything else, and he doesn't know if it is possible to heal one day from such pain.
"Brother Guangtao, what do you want to drink?" Yan Luoxi smiled hard at Zhou Guangtao, still caring and considerate.
After two days of physical and mental suffering, Zhou Guangtao's mouth had a few bubbles, he asked the waiter for a glass of mineral water, and he didn't even have the appetite to drink coffee now.
The two of them, who were once close to each other, sat in the café and for a while, relatively speechless.
So everything that is unbearable to look back on, like a reckless child, when caught off guard, suddenly came to their peaceful life, yesterday was a peaceful life, today it has become dark and gray, they really don't know how to deal with it.
Zhou Guangtao drooped his head, like a flower that had been beaten by autumn frost, and he was gloomy, "Luoxi, I know that now I say sorry a thousand times, ten thousand times, and I can't make up for the harm I have done to you, I ...... I really didn't want to betray you and hurt you...... But...... I'm such a bastard, so unhuman! ”
Zhou Guangtao was so embarrassed that he buried his head low.
"Brother Guangtao, let's stop talking about hurting others and hurting ourselves, things have happened, it's meaningless to say anything, emotional things can't be far-fetched, and we can't make do with grievances."
Yan Luoxi sighed, "Everything has cause and effect, the reason why you did something sorry for me is because I did something sorry for you before, so let's let go of the past and start living a new life for each other!" ”
She said freely, but her heart was like a knife, once when she was sad, the first person who remembered was Zhou Guangtao, she was willing to hear his voice, see his figure, hug his waist, listen to his heartbeat, and spread all the sadness, grievances, and helplessness in front of him without reservation, so that he could comfort her and warm her.
But today, so everything has to be cut down with a knife.
Zhou Guangtao bit his lip and forcibly suppressed the pain in his heart, Yan Luoxi said this, he was speechless with shame.
Yan Luoxi took a deep breath and continued according to the idea that he had been thinking about for two days: "Brother Guangtao, you gave up the thriving career in the capital because of my relationship, and came to this foreign land with me, and everything was difficult and dangerous to start again, so today we broke up, and the existing company was left to you." ”
Zhou Guangtao was shocked, he originally thought that Yan Luoxi would cry with him, even beat him and scold him, but he didn't expect Yan Luoxi to be so calm and rational, and he would separate his property from himself when he came up.
His chest rose and fell rapidly, holding a corner of the table, his fingertips turned white, and he glared at Yan Luoxi, "Luoxi, let's ...... There's really no way we're going back......"
Yan Luoxi smiled sadly, "Brother Guangtao, you are a smart person, why bother to say such stupid things." ”
In an instant, Zhou Guangtao's heart was broken, yes, he and He Yufan were like that, how could they be delusional to get Yan Luoxi's forgiveness.
He is a man, and his mind is only a matter of a short time, he sorted out his emotions, and said in a dumb voice: "The company was opened with the funds given by Uncle Li, and it should belong to you ......"
"No, the company will give it to you, although the original capital was given by Uncle Li, but the later operation depends on you, even if you give the company to me, I will go out of business." Yan Luoxi's tone was extremely resolute, "I don't want the company, I want that house, please clean up the things inside as soon as possible." ”
She knew that Zhou Guangtao would not let herself have nothing, so she simply said that she wanted a house, so that Zhou Guangtao had nothing to say.
Zhou Guangtao didn't expect Yan Luoxi to be calm and decisive like this, and he couldn't seem to accept it for a while, and looked at Yan Luoxi with dementia.
He actually understood in his heart that Yan Luoxi did this just to let himself accept the company with peace of mind, today, he hurt her so much, and she was so kind to herself!
Zhou Guangtao was ashamed and wanted to die headlong.