Chapter 23 (II) Walking with you in this life
Yan Luoxi put her hand under her, her hand clenched tightly into a fist, clenched tightly, and her tone was calm, "Brother Guangtao, you don't have to blame yourself too much, in fact, people's feelings are divided into several stages, and the initial liking does not carry any utilitarianism, but is simply because they are attracted to each other.
Later, when I really entered the society, the shijie around me changed, and there were more people in contact, and people's feelings would also change, and at this time, the requirements for feelings and lovers were also different.
It's not that people are easy to change, but feelings have to bear all kinds of pressure and temptation brought by Huahua shijie, so Brother Guangtao, you don't have to blame yourself, let's talk about it today, and then we will completely separate, in the future, you will go your way, I will cross my bridge, we will break up, cherish each other! ”
Yan Luoxi said these words very slowly, saying them to Zhou Guangtao, and as if they were saying them to themselves.
A trace of moisture gradually appeared in Zhou Guangtao's eyes, and his voice trembled, "Sunset, we ...... Why do we have to divide it so much...... So ......"
Yan Luoxi swallowed the choked sobs rolling in her throat with difficulty, interrupting Zhou Guangtao's indecision, "I, I don't need this friendship anymore." ”
Zhou Guangtao's face immediately turned pale.
"It's good to get together and disperse, if you can't be a husband and wife, you can still be friends, zaijian is also a friend, that's what is sung in the song, not real life." Yan Luoxi turned her head to look out the window, it was sunny outside, and people were coming and going on the street.
"There are so many people on Shijie, who can't be friends with, why bother to pull a person who was once like glue and betrayed the opposite purpose, break up, just disperse separately, break the thread, it's better to forget about each other, don't you say!"
Zhou Guangtao has seen Yan Luoxi many times, the fragile side, the cowardly side, and the lonely side, but he has never seen her so ruthless and calm.
When I was a child, I chased after him and called him "brother", and when I got older, I shyly leaned into his arms and called him "Brother Guangtao", hugged his neck when I was intimate, and shouted "dear" sweetly!
This little girl he loves the most has really left him.
This time, he will never be able to touch it again in this life and this life.
Zhou Guangtao was distressed.
Zhou Guangtao looked at Yan Luoxi with floating eyes, Yan Luoxi had already made up his mind to stand up, and said zaijian with a light smile to him, he staggered and hurriedly stood up, without waiting for him to speak, Yan Luoxi stepped forward, hugged him gently, and then let go quickly, "Zaijian, Brother Guangtao!" He turned and walked away.
His head banged, he was stunned for a moment, and when he looked up again, Yan Luoxi had already pushed the door and walked out of the café, he ran to the door frantically, opened the door, and rushed out, on the bustling street, Yan Luoxi was gone.
Zhou Guangtao's hands and feet were instantly cold, and he touched the wall around him and walked forward, looking depressed, attracting sideways glances from passers-by.
Yan Luoxi is gone, this time, it is really gone.
From now on, Yan Luoxi is someone else's Luoxi, he is someone else's Guangtao, and they will never have any intersection again.
Yan Luoxi bit her lip, took a deep breath, and ran far away, far away, until the café was left behind infinity and could no longer be seen, she gasped and slowed down, and then her legs were like being filled with lead, which was particularly heavy, and she had to grasp the railing on the side of the road in order to move forward step by step.
She staggered forward, tears pouring down her face.
More than ten years of companionship, so far, it has become a swan song.
Yan Luoxi cried bitterly and walked wildly on the street, thinking about what happened to her and Zhou Guangtao recently, everything is really providential, and her and Zhou Guangtao's aiqing fate is destined to be short-lived.
She walked for a long time, and before she knew it, night fell, and she came to the door of a bar, the bar was full of singing, and there were many people, and she didn't think about it, so she walked in, chose a place in the corner, and breathed a long sigh of relief, she was really tired of walking.
Yan Luoxi asked for wine, used her stomach as a container, drank wine, and shed tears.
When Ran Xu saw Yan Luoxi, it was almost midnight, and she was sitting in the corner of the bar, her face flushed, and she poured herself a drink.
He walked over to Yan Luoxi in a hurry and pressed her wine glass, "Luoxi, you can't drink anymore!" ”
Yan Luoxi raised her head, looked at Ran Xu blankly, as if she had recognized him for a long time, and muttered, "Why are you here?" ”
"You called me yourself." Ran Xu stood in front of Yan Luoxi, his face turned blue.
This girl ran away from home without making a sound, and he was in a hurry, jumping up and down, and he almost went to the police.
Finally waited for her call, listened to her voice was a little weird, and then listened carefully, she seemed to be in a noisy bar, laboriously asked for the address, all the way to the car over, now see that she is okay, relieved, but still angry.
In such a mixed place, she is a young woman, drunk again, and extremely terrible things can happen at any time!
Yan Luoxi said "oh", she vaguely remembered that she seemed to be afraid that she would get drunk and couldn't go home alone, so she called Ran Xu, and then she drank again and forgot about it.
Ran Xu saw that Yan Luoxi had drunk too much, and stretched out his hand to pay the bill.
The little brother on the side just walked over, and Yan Luoxi shouted restlessly, "I'm not leaving, I'm going to sing." ”
"We'll sing it another day!" Ran Xu looked around, someone had already looked at him, he didn't want to make any more scandals, making Yan Luoxi unhappy, and discussed her softly.
"No, I'm going to sing it today!" After drinking too much, Yan Luoxi was very willful, and her delicate little face showed a hint of grievance, she had long forgotten what an eye-catching public figure Ran Xu was.
"Okay, let's sing it today!" Ran Xu pampered, helplessly rubbing Yan Luoxi's hair.
Yan Luoxi stood up by herself, walked forward, and tripped over the protruding part of the sofa in front of her, Ran Xu quickly helped her with her hand, and she half fell into Ran Xu's arms.
With the help of the waiter, Ran Xu finally took Yan Luoxi upstairs to the KTV private room with half support and half hugging, listening to the faint music, a wet mist spread in Yan Luoxi's eyes, she sniffed and spit out the truth after drinking, and wanted to sing the song in her heart after drinking.
Ran Xu thanked the waiter, gave a tip, and before he could turn around, a poignant song was already sounding in the room.
…… In this life, I will walk with you, walk through every intersection of life, shoulder to shoulder with you in this life, love each other, warm in my heart, just walk with you, for you I will not stay for anyone, I don't care about the hardships of life, spring, summer, autumn and winter accompany you, that is also happiness...... Just walk with you, I am willing to follow you around to drift, through thick and thin to the zuihou of life......