Chapter 37: I Was Wrong
Long Tianba felt that he had come to a place of chaos, as hazy as the mist on a desert island, and he couldn't see through it, he didn't know what place it was. There was fog in all directions, and it seemed that he couldn't step on it all the time, so he drifted on top of it, walked forward, and walked for a long distance without seeing a person, let alone anything, as if this was a cloud in the sky that could be moved.
It seems that this place is shrouded in fog, and he is alone, he is so tired from walking, he doesn't know when it will end! If you wander here forever, you will never have friends; There is no kind, and there is no other thing, and the first thing he feels is loneliness, not worrying about how to survive.
He is not afraid of the sky, not afraid of the earth, not afraid of difficulties, but afraid of unknown things beyond human power.
Now that he is alone, the past is coming back in a stream, and he is not thinking about the father who cares about him on the surface, but in fact only cares about himself and his power position.
He thought of the two brothers and his son on the desert island, and when he thought of the child, he suddenly thought of her again, and through the fog in front of him, he seemed to feel that his wife accepted his aggrieved face for the first time, and her face fell like a cherry blossom without a smile since. A trace of arrogance rose from the bottom of my heart, thinking that I was a character who stood out from the crowd and was detached from the ordinary, and I still wronged you, as for you crying and crying, and your face was full of sorrow, and great contempt rose in my heart, and since then I have not even looked at her with a straight eye, and I have even forgotten her appearance.
If you wander here in this life, she will be the most sorry person! followed him for a few years, his identity was not clear, and he gave birth to a son, a healthy little guy, and that child was so cute. If you are here forever in the future and never see them again, I miss them!
He felt her presence more clearly in his mind, and many clear shadows were her clear eyes after giving birth; Strong personality; The vivid actions of teasing the third child and winning over the second child were displayed in front of him one by one.
His mind suddenly opened up, he knew what was confused in his mind lately, and he let her grow up because he cared about her; care about her every move; I care about her smile. will be annoyed and angry after the other party divorces him, and will repeatedly lose his temper during the hunting process after separation.
The so-called authorities were obsessed with bystanders, and at that time they just felt a resentment in their hearts, but now that things have passed, they have examined their hearts again, and they find that they don't know when a young shoot has grown in the depths of their hearts, and this young shoot is love -- love for sons, love for brothers, and love for wives even more.
Despite the fog before his eyes, his heart was clear.
When he saw his mother pass away when he was a child, he devoted himself to grief, and at that moment he was ruthless and unrighteous, and he closed his inner world forever, thinking that there would be no more feelings in this life; There will be no more love, but more than 20 years later, in this strange place of confinement, I suddenly found that there is a field of love in my heart, and a bud of love is growing.
If you can never leave here, will the child remember that he has such a father when he grows up? Will she hold a grudge against him? Maybe she wouldn't tell the child that there was such a father as him.
Father! Only now did he think of his father!
He compared his father to his actions, and suddenly realized how similar the two were, no wonder they were father and son.
My father is obsessed with power, but he has also followed in his footsteps, and a few people on the island are fighting for power? Even if you are high above, when the wheel of fate passes, it is still a wilderness of bones.
The fog still lingered, like his chaotic thoughts, could he be wrong? He blamed his father for twenty years, and if his son knows the truth in the future, will he blame him for the rest of his life!
What do people live for? He hated his father for not even caring about his mother's life and death for the sake of power! In time, when the son grows up, will the son also accuse him, and even her mother will abandon her mother for the sake of being high.
Thinking of this, he asked himself why he thought of them and felt guilty about them when he had nothing now.
Knowing that the second child's force is not worth it, he let the third child bully, he watched jokes on the side; The third child observed his words and feelings, constantly figuring out his thoughts, and he knew that he was pretending to ignore him; The weak woman let him bully but did not dare to resist at all, but he was complacent, thinking that men should be like this; Did his father also have this mentality back then, which made him miserable in his thirties for half his life.
The original tragedy was caused by his father's paranoia, so the continuation of the tragedy was caused by him. In order to make people feel that he is unfathomable, when did he learn everything from his father, but abandoned his mother's teachings?
Long Tianba sighed lightly: If you want to do so much, maybe you can't leave here in this life and this life, even if you leave regrets, you won't have a chance to make up for it.
Suddenly, in the haze of fog, his steps stepped into the air, and his whole body fell upside down in the clouds. Like bungee jumping, he fell upside down from space, and there was a rope on his feet in the bungee jump, but now he didn't even have a trace of ties, he suddenly fell from a high altitude, gravity made his body slide at a very fast speed, and there was a feeling of horror all over his body, as if the end of the world was coming!
He kept falling, faster and faster, his whole body felt as if it was about to be broken into pieces, the pain spread from the top of his head to his feet, everywhere, he wanted to scream loudly, but his throat was stuffed with something, and he couldn't make any sound.
He woke up suddenly, opened his eyes, and saw his wife and two brothers around him under the dim torches, they all looked at him with concerned eyes, at this moment he felt so warm in his heart, he wanted to say something, his lips trembled for a long time, and he couldn't say anything.
Mo Rongji said to him in surprise: "Big brother, you woke up, it's great!" You can rest assured that the python is dead, and you have been in a coma for three days and three nights ....... ”
"Anaconda? Three days and three nights! Long Tianba's mind remembered the encounter with the big python, and the messy memories gathered back together, forming a complete process, and understanding the cause and effect.
My mind was clear, and I felt the pain all over my body, as if my body no longer belonged to me, and I couldn't move my hands and feet. I was shocked in my heart, what a powerful python, my life was almost over, I must learn a lesson in the future, and I must not be careless.
He felt that the place where he was lying was wrong, he was lying on the original big bed in the hut, how did the third child put him on the big bed, he tried to struggle up, and returned to his small bed, but he felt that his whole body couldn't move.
Seeing that the woman would take medicine for a while, give him porridge for a while, and feed him patiently a little bit, without the slightest complaint, his heart was in a mess, and he compared his heart to his heart, he never seemed to have seen a woman with a straight eye, that is, after the child was born, the woman attracted his attention, he felt the difference, and now he looked at her intently, and the fresh face was like a holy flower, taking root in his heart.
On the day of the child's full moon, he seemed to see the woman's appearance clearly, and the beauty brought out the strength, as if it was a plum blossom blooming on a desert island.
After looking at the woman and then at the others, the two brothers looked at him with caring eyes, no disgust, no cynicism, and just a strong love for him!
Lying in bed, he realized that he had been ignoring a lot of things, when he had no rights, that is, when he had no strong status, the two brothers and women cared about him as before, they didn't care about him because he was the boss, not because he cared about him because of his high force value, but because he was their eldest brother and husband, and they were a family!
He was deeply moved, and two lines of tears flowed down his eyes, he had always appeared as a master, never thinking about the feelings of others, thinking that everyone should be under his control, and everyone needed to be under his protection in order to survive.
Now that he has fallen, he has reflected on such a thing: although everyone's ability is different from each other on this desert island, everyone has contributed a force and made an indispensable contribution to this family, so there is no distinction between high and low, no one has to accept the control of others, everyone is an equal companion, why bother to divide people into ranks in their hearts, very simple things are often complicated by his selfishness.
It turned out that I was wrong!
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