Lu Xiaoxiao's two questions were so soft, like the yellow maple leaves that fell with the wind in autumn, her tone was always like this, with a hint of softness and comforting gentleness, but now such soft words were like the sharpest weapons, piercing Mu Shaotian's heart at once.

The first sound, very heavy, made his heart ache.

The second sound, heavier, as if someone had stabbed his already wounded heart with a rusty blunt sword, and it hurt even more to stab a person who was not sharp, and the pain was unbearable just by imagination.

He opened his mouth to say something, but found that none of the words could come out of his mouth.

Then, the third questioning had arrived.

"Mu Shaotian, you ...... Love me? There was already a slight cry in her voice, although she tried to endure it, Mu Shaotian could still hear it. His heart hurt as if it had been torn open, but his lips were tightly twisted and he couldn't speak.

Love...... What is love?

From the moment I decided to live with my sin on my back, I lost the right and the ability to love.

If I had, I would have given it to you, better than seeing your weeping face now.

He looked at her trembling little body in such a daze, the world around her had all melted, and the whole world was only him and her.

Lu Xiaoxiao clasped her hands hard, she was waiting, waiting for an answer.

Mu Shaotian, say you love me, even if it's to lie to me, don't embarrass me so much.

After waiting for a long time, as if a century had been so long, Mu Shaotian was still standing upright, Lu Xiaoxiao finally did not bravely bear the hurt in this silence, raised his hand Lu Xiaoxiao covered his mouth, and did not make a sound, but the tears had already fallen.

Zhang Ailing said: Love someone, humble to the dust, bloom beautiful flowers.

At this moment, she deeply experienced the feeling of being humble to the dust, but she did not see the seeds of love blooming. Her love, budding, swaying in the storm without anyone to protect it, it can't bloom.

Seeing her crying, Mu Shao leaned his hand, and finally opened his mouth, so desolate: "What I want to give you is more important than those three words." Even if I don't have the promise of those three words, I can and can join hands with you for the rest of my life. ”

What does love feel like? Is it the sadness and pain when he sees her tears at this moment, and he is powerless to explain and hold on to it at this time.

Lu Xiaoxiao's tears fell big and big, she thought of Mu Heng, and thought of Mu Heng's letting go. She suddenly felt that at this moment, for Mu Shaotian, she could only give it a go.

She was always waiting in this uneasy relationship, waiting too long. Wait a minute, sooner or later, he will know how to love and love me, after all, he is so good to me. But how long does this wait last? Ten years, twenty years? Lifetime? There are a total of ten or twenty years in her life, she can be forbearing, she can be stubborn, and she can even waste her important youth, but where is the end of waiting, can you tell me.

Lu Xiaoxiao has always understood and knew. No matter how good and cherished he is to himself, how can a hopeless and unreciprocated love go?

His heart is hard to get rid of, and he can't take on the responsibilities of the family, but no matter how brave she is, she is just an ordinary woman. Ordinary people hope to find their beloved, get married, have children, and for the rest of their lives, and hope that when he introduces himself to others, he will say to those people: "This is my wife." ”

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm ordinary, too ordinary." Lu Xiaoxiao wiped her tears and suddenly began to apologize.

Mu Shaotian was at a loss all of a sudden, his face began to turn pale unconsciously, and he called her weakly: "Little ......"

Lu Xiaoxiao raised her moist eyes and looked at him sadly: "I am a very ordinary woman, I just want to find someone to love well, I hope I love him, and he loves me, and then we will talk about love, marriage and children." Mu Shaotian, I can't do it anymore. I know, I know you have a heart disease, and I also know your resistance to love, but I, but I really can't just be an underground lover for the rest of my life, it's too cruel, it's really cruel, it's cruel than turning into a bubble and making me disappear. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao lowered her head, tears fell big and big, and these suppressed grievances that had accumulated in her heart were finally placed in front of Mu Shaotian in such the most cruel way.

Mu Shaotian looked at her and thought of what Shen Xiaoxiao said to him at that time: "Even if a woman loves a man again, she can't bear to be a disgraceful woman for a lifetime." Identity is very important for any woman. ”

It's really cruel, he's so selfish, he obviously can't give her happiness, he has been worrying her, and he is domineering and refuses to let go. The little woman who was willing to hug him and give him warmth in the dark night had endured enough for him.

It's that he's not good enough, it's he, it's he, he's being too cruel to her.

Mu Shaotian took a step, walked towards Lu Xiaoxiao step by step, walked in front of her and stood still, Mu Shaotian lowered his head, and his slender fingers raised to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"It's me who is not good, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for letting you endure so much." Mu Shaotian's voice was very soft, but very, very sad.

Lu Xiaoxiao's heart felt a tearing pain, and he suddenly grabbed his hand to wipe his tears for himself, and cried pleadingly: "Can't you tell me?" Your secrets, your pain, can't you really tell me? I'll listen to whatever you say. ”

Mu Shaotian, can't we really find a way to be together? I hope you understand, understand that I don't want anyone's love, I just want Mu Shaotian's love.

Mu Shaotian stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly in his arms, his eyes looking into the distance, full of sadness. Kissing her lightly on her hair, Mu Shao murmured: "Do you really want to listen?" My business? Maybe after I told you, you'll have to turn into a bubble and disappear. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao's hand trembled slightly, she knew the significance of this matter to Mu Shaotian, and asked him to say to herself that it was really a desperate choice. With such a hardened character, it may not be impossible for her to disappear into his world from now on.

But even so, she had a reason to do it.

Even if I have to bear the risk of losing you, the person I love, I want to say to you personally, I don't blame you, I forgive you, I know what kind of person you are, I know you must not mean it, I know you are in pain, I hope you are happy.

I want you to know that you are not alone, and that there is still a world in which I am willing to walk with you in the dark and forgive you for everything.

Stretching out his hand to hug Mu Shaotian back, Lu Xiaoxiao hugged him tightly and absorbed the cold fragrance on his body, and said firmly: "Well, I want to listen, please tell me." ”

I will bear all the terrible price, and I know that this is the only way to happiness.

Mu Shaotian closed his eyes, and finally came to this point. Mu Heng's persecution did not make him compromise, and the pressure from the outside world was not enough for him to compromise, but Lu Xiaoxiao's request made him have to compromise.

In the face of her, he always had a hard time refusing. And seeing her crying like this, he didn't know what kind of lie he should weave.

Lovingly stroking her black hair, Mu Shao said: "Give me some time, Xiaoxiao, after all, you are the only one in this world, and I don't want you to know that secret." ”

"I'll wait." Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, she knew that it was very difficult to let Mu Shaotian say it, she would wait, and when he found a suitable time, she thought that this time would not be too far away.

Mu Shaotian listened to her words and let go of her slightly, raised his hand to hold her face, as if he wanted to engrave her face into his mind, Mu Shaotian's peach blossom eyes looked at her deeply, Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes were still rippling, but she didn't look away, and tried hard to see Mu Shaotian.

At this time, a kind of tacit understanding suddenly floated in the minds of the two people.

This may be the end, the future road of the two people is dark, and no one dares to guarantee the next road, and they will walk with each other. It's just that they still haven't seen enough of this face, and they all hope to see each other for a while.

Before the storm comes, let me look at you one more time, let me kiss again, the lips that make me swoon, fascinated.

Leaning down, Mu Shaotian kissed Lu Xiaoxiao, Lu Xiaoxiao naturally closed his eyes, this kiss was very long, lingering, and extremely warm, but only the two people in the kiss knew how bitter this kiss was.

For a long time, Mu Shaotian let go of her, stroked her face and smiled, the sunshine couldn't compare to the alluring smile, the complex feelings floated in the eyes, but more sadness.

He stroked her face and said to her in the most beautiful language in the world: "I hope you are not Lu Xiaoxiao, and I am not Mu Shaotian." Then you'll be like the other women who say you want a diamond, and I'm desperate to make money to buy you a diamond. It's a pity, but you are Lu Xiaoxiao, and I am Mu Shaotian, I can give you a lot of diamonds casually, but you don't want it. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip and couldn't say a word. The sadness in his eyes was a knife that cut through the autumn sun, burning her in pain.

We all know that there are no ifs and cans in this world.

Thinking so, Lu Xiaoxiao knew how powerless Mu Shaotian's heart was.

The most powerless thing in the world is nothing more than what I want, and you can't give it.

After a while, just when Lu Xiaoxiao thought that Mu Shaotian was going to pass by her and leave, Mu Shaotian suddenly spoke again, he said: "Xiaoxiao, just because you are Lu Xiaoxiao, I can also give you the whole world like other men." You should feel honored, the indifferent and arrogant Mu Shaotian is willing to give you the whole world. ”