He said such arrogant things again, saying that you should feel honored and arrogant, but this time Lu Xiaoxin didn't refute it, she was sad and wanted to cry again. She understood the weight of this sentence, very heavy and heavy.

In the face of feelings, his expression is always so pale and weak, but she really understands.

He was telling her, I'm sorry, I really don't know love, I can't lie to you that I love you, but I really want to give you the whole world.

The meaning of this sentence she heard was so sad that she was almost dying, and she even wanted to back down at this time.

It's okay if I don't love you, as long as we're together, everything is fine. But she endured.

Lu Xiaoxiao finally endured nothing and didn't say anything, turned around and left the villa, and outside the villa didn't know when the driver was already waiting. In fact, even if there was no such quarrel today, Mu Shaotian guessed that Lu Xiaoxiao was probably going to run out angry with him about Lu Yu's affairs, so he arranged the car early.

He expected that Lu Yu's incident made her angry, but the subsequent development was all beyond his expectations. Watching her small voice run out, the driver opened the door, she didn't hesitate to sit down, Mu Shaotian's eyes were still full of sadness.

Until Lu Xiaoxiao went away, Mu Shaotian didn't move. At this moment he was thinking deeply.

About Lu Xiaoxiao's grievances, about love, about marriage.

Heart disease is difficult to get rid of, and you can't get it in a lifetime, but where is it so easy to get rid of heart disease?

After Lu Xiaoxiao walked for a while, Mu Shaotian sat on the sofa dejectedly, and when Hua Xiangrong came, he found that the villa was lifeless, and there was no one except Mu Shaotian.

Hua Xiangrong felt bad, originally planned to see Lu Yu's situation, but he didn't go to Lu Yu's room to check anything, and walked directly to Mu Shaotian and sat down.

Mu Shao sat on the sofa dejectedly, stretched out his arms, and looked up at the top of the European-style pattern above his head, Hua Xiangrong never believed that he was like this just because he thought the pattern was so good-looking.

took out the cigarette case from his pocket, opened it and pulled out a cigarette, Hua Xiangrong handed it to Mu Shaotian: "Smoke one, decompress." ”

Mu Shaotian maintained that posture and did not move, Hua Xiangrong stretched out his hand for a while but he didn't take it, a little bored and wanted to take it back, Mu Shaotian stretched out his hand to take the cigarette at this time, and Hua Xiangrong naturally handed him the lighter.

Mu Shaotian also nodded politely.

Taking a puff, Mu Shaotian slowly spit out the smoke ring. He doesn't smoke, he never smokes, but at the moment he thinks it's good to smoke one. Although he didn't think it really had any decompression effect on him.

He just, he just needed to express his inner depression.

Hua Xiangrong saw him smoking, and became more sure of what was happening, and guessed tentatively: "It's all ...... Let's go? ”

Mu Shaotian nodded, and said expressionlessly: "It's not a time to go, but it's all gone." ”

Hua Xiangrong was helpless, the underworld boy was expected, and it was actually no big problem to go together, after all, they were all sisters and brothers who had lived together for so many years, and the feelings were really there, he just opened his mouth to comfort Mu Shaotian something, but Mu Shaotian opened his mouth again, and this time directly interrupted his comfort.

"She didn't leave for the kid, she left because we had to separate a little bit at this time. Ah Hua-" He asked him to raise his head, and that look made Hua Xiangrong deeply shocked for a while, but it was difficult to describe what kind of look it was in words, only his voice came in a clear manner: "Is it possible to cure my disease?" If it's a heart disease, there's a chance to cure it. ”

Hua Xiangrong was stunned, Mu Shaotian had completely given up the idea of treatment since the last treatment failed, he thought that it was a punishment given to him by God, in the face of punishment, Mu Shaotian had always chosen to accept it, so Hua Xiangrong repeatedly persuaded him to treat him and ignore it, this was the first time since then, he asked himself such a thing.

Hua Xiangrong frowned, and instinctively asked, "Mu Shao, what's wrong with you?" Is it Lu Xiao's novel? ”

Mu Shao pulled the corners of her lips and smiled lightly: "She didn't say anything unreasonable, she was forced into a desperate situation, so she was willing to say those words." It was the first time she had spoken her heart to me so calmly, but I couldn't resist it at all. What every woman deserves, I can't give her. ”

He had learned deeply that the ring finger of his right hand was the place where he wore a wedding ring, and that every woman had a reason to get such a ring from her man, which was a promise.

He won't say anything that a marriage certificate can't prove, because he knows that it's proof.

Mu Shaotian deeply felt his powerlessness, because she wanted this, but he couldn't give it.

Hua Xiangrong spat out the smoke ring, already understanding his thoughts, but: "Do you have a way to tell her everything?" There is a cure for your disease, but the beginning of the cure is when everything is spoken. ”

The most important thing for heart disease is to have heart medicine to heal, Mu Shaotian has a very strong heart, but can he really survive the incident that told Lu Xiaoxiao the truth?

Mu Shaotian took a deep breath, wrung out the cigarette in his hand, raised his head and looked at Hua Xiangrong seriously: "I will tell her everything, I will tell her everything, but I can also be sure that I may not be able to continue to face her after this." ”

Hua Xiangrong frowned, trying to comfort him: "I always feel that Miss Lu is different from those people you have met in the past, she is special, you should have confidence in her, she may give an answer that is not necessarily." ”

Mu Shaotian smiled bitterly, his smile was really bitter and bitter, and he was a little uncomfortable looking at Hua Xiangrong.

"What do you think...... Am I really worried that I won't be trusted by her? I've always been more worried that I can't accept myself to stay by her side like this, it's ridiculous, Mu Shaotian, who is not afraid of anyone, would be afraid to face a person who trusts him the most after removing the mask. But that's the truth, I'm afraid I won't be able to face her at all. Ah Hua, you must cure my illness, because this time, I am even ready to lose her. ”

Mu Shaotian has had a complete epiphany. Because of his shortcomings, Lu Xiaoxiao doesn't completely belong to him, she is so free that she can go to anyone. And what's even more helpless is that even if he doesn't have any competitors around him, he can't get Lu Xiaoxiao.

There is no love, no marriage, why should he ask her to accompany him, it is so unfair.

He...... can also be strong and domineering, or cruel and ruthless, but for her, he can't be so ruthless after all. There is nothing wrong with his poor little woman, she just wants a simple love, a man who can marry her home, but here in him, she can only be an underground lover, hiding from the media, being talked about, and not seeing the light.

If you can't cure your illness, you are not qualified to be with her. So in order to have this qualification, he had to say everything. After saying it, can I continue to face her? It will still take a long, long time to calm down, and he can't say for sure.

As a result, he was really ready to lose her.

In order to hold you tighter, I probably really want to lose you.

Hua Xiangrong's hand holding the cigarette trembled, he knew very well what it meant to Mu Shaotian to lose Lu Xiaoxiao. It is the process by which a man in darkness has seen the light and then falls back into darkness.

From hopeless to hopeful to hopeless, how many people can't bear such a change, but now Mu Shaotian is so sure.

Bowing his head, Hua Xiangrong said in a dull voice: "Don't worry, I will definitely cure your illness, definitely." ”

Lu Xiaoxiao, you should take a look, you should look at this man's desperate appearance for what to give you. It's not pretty, but you should take a look.

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Coming out of Mu Shaotian's villa, Lu Xiaoxiao was not comfortable, I don't know when she went back to her deserted home, and stayed in the bedroom for a long time, before the tears gradually stopped, she lay on the bed and thought about it for a long, long time.

Looking back at the words he said with Mu Shaoting, I felt that every sentence was cruel.

She couldn't imagine how Mu Heng had come over after saying those cruel words to Mu Shaotian for so many years. She believed that Mu Heng loved Mu Shaotian very much, so when he said cruel words, he should have the same heartache as her. How did he survive all these years.

Biting his lip, for a long time, Lu Xiaoxiao muttered: "Maybe it's because we love you, and because we know that this is good for you, so even if being cruel to you makes us very painful, we have to do it." ”

Yes, she had to be cruel, she bit her lip and kept cheering herself up in her heart, telling herself that the future might not be as dark as she thought.

As long as Mu Shaotian says everything, she will redeem him, and then it will be a happy ending, they can love each other well, and things will go smoothly in the future. And Lu Yu, Lu Yu must just deal with the things in the organization, and after a while, he will appear, he will smile at himself and call himself 'sister'.

Holding such a sweet dream that he didn't even believe in, Lu Xiaoxiao slept with his eyes on his lips and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept for a long time, the mobile phone suddenly rang, Lu Xiaoxiao woke up suddenly, and hurriedly grabbed it nervously to take a look, it was not Mu Shaotian or Lu Yu, but Situ Lu.

He had already called yesterday, and today the phone rang again, Lu Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment but couldn't find a reason not to answer.

Taking a breath, Lu Xiaoxiao made her voice as normal as possible and answered the phone.

As soon as the phone called, Situ Lu's hanging heart finally fell, and he said gently and humbly: "Xiaoxiao, did I disturb you?" ”

"It's okay, it's okay, Si, Li, what's wrong?" Lu Xiaoxiao asked instinctively, in the face of such a humble Situ Lu, Lu Xiaoxiao only felt a little apologetic. After all, the call he made yesterday was ignored by her, and she hasn't replied yet.