323. No one is worth my madness anymore
Zheng Nan came out of the office and took the resignation letter to the personnel department to report, and all Zheng Nan thought about was Mu Shaotian's decision along the way.
Mu Shaotian always teased him for being too cruel to himself because of Mu Yu, but this time Zheng Nan saw Mu Shaotian's ruthlessness, and for Lu Xiaoxiao, Mu Shaotian was ruthless enough to himself, and he didn't leave any room for maneuver.
He always said that he didn't know love, didn't understand love, but at this moment, Zheng Nan knew that Mu Shaotian was already in love with Lu Xiaoxiao.
Isn't it love that a person would rather sacrifice himself for the happiness of another person?
Zheng Nan went to the personnel department, and Lu Xiaoxiao didn't stop her steps, she made an appointment with Situ Lu to meet, it happened that her clothes were still in Situ Lu's place, Situ Lu took the opportunity to say that he wanted to bring her over, Lu Xiaoxiao felt that it was not very good, his clothes in Situ Lu's hands always felt that it would be misunderstood, so Lu Xiaoxiao offered to meet, and simply went to the Imperial Hotel where Situ Lu lived, which also saved trouble.
Situ Lu had no opinion, so Lu Xiaoxiao went out and got off at the Imperial Hotel, and when Lu Xiaoxiao was about to walk inside, he suddenly found that the woman walking in front of him was very familiar.
Stunned, Lu Xiaoxiao called her name out loud: "Xiao Shan? ”
Xiao Shan didn't see her at first, but now she saw it, and she was stunned before she greeted: "What's the matter, come here to do something?" ”
Since Xiao Shan brought the news of Ye Shuo's death on that rainy night, Xiao Shan has never appeared again. However, now the two are not awkward to meet. Lu Xiaoxiao knew that Xiao Shan was definitely not vindictive at that time, so he went to tell her about Ye Shuo's death. She also knew that Lu Xiaoxiao should know the news, so she said it.
And Xiao Shan really didn't have any hatred for Lu Xiaoxiao, so she didn't show any disgust, and the two of them talked like friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time.
If I have to say it, the two of them are really friends who haven't seen each other for a long time.
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at the café on the side and proposed, "Have a little drink?" ”
Xiao Shan nodded, time would not be delayed, Lu Xiaoxiao also made sure that Situ Lu had enough time, and readily agreed to wait for her after she said that she wanted to see a friend.
Sitting down, the two people who hadn't seen each other for a long time were still a little embarrassed. Lu Xiaoxiao looked at her, raised a smile and said, "How are you doing?" ”
Xiao Ji held the coffee and blinked before saying, "It's not bad, I'm getting married." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, and then she saw that she was wearing an engagement ring on her hand, a very beautiful ring, but at this moment, it stinged her eyes.
This is a woman who once liked Ye Shuo with her, they liked Ye Shuo in their own way, and many, many things happened, even her meeting with Mu Shaotian was planned by this woman, but now she didn't hate Xiao Shan at all, but felt bad for the news that she was going to get married.
She has Ye Shuo's love for her, and Xiao Shan, she didn't get anything, so she quit and got married, how uncomfortable is this kind of change. But she can't sympathize with Xiao Shan, Xiao Shan doesn't need sympathy.
Seeing that Lu Xiaoxiao didn't speak, Xiao Shan said lightly: "The other party is the president of a group who has been chasing me for a long time, he is very capable, he is not a good person, he is also very good to me, and he will not lose at all if he marries." ”
Xiao Shan's words made Lu Xiaoxiao bite her lower lip, Lu Xiaoxiao sighed, and laughed at herself: "Although I am not qualified to comment on your affairs in my current situation, but Xiao Shan, are you happy now?" ”
Xiao Shan leaned on the sofa, wrapped her arms around her chest and said lightly: "Happiness or unhappiness doesn't matter to me anymore, life still has to go on." I can't get what I can't get for a lifetime, and I have nothing to care about, so you might as well find someone who loves me wholeheartedly, and as for happiness, it will probably always come. ”
Of course, she doesn't love the current marriage partner, she still has that person in her heart. It's just that she's sober, and she knows that the person is no longer there. Except for him, everyone else in the world is all general, so it's better to simply pick a good one to come.
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't feel inappropriate when he got such an answer, shrugged his shoulders and smiled: "That's fine, as long as the goal is clear." ”
The person she wants to love is no longer in this world, so Xiao Shan's current choice cannot be said to be happy, but it is always the best choice for her. It's not about happiness, it's just about examining and seizing, and being sensible.
Lu Xiaoxiao thought that if she hadn't met Mu Shaotian at the beginning, she would have met someone else after Ye Shuo, and she would probably find someone who was good to her to marry properly, just like Xiao Shan. After all, she is an ordinary person who is even more ordinary than Xiao Shan, and she only wanted to live an ordinary life before.
Unexpectedly, this year has changed dramatically, and her mind has already changed.
"How have you been lately, thriving professionally and emotionally? Are you okay with him? Xiao Shan asked her rhetorically.
For Lu Xiaoxiao's success, she saw it, and she didn't have much feeling, because with Lu Xiaoxiao's talent, this was what she deserved. It's just that she still remembers Mu Shaotian clearly.
This man who made Lu Xiaoxiao want to give up Ye Shuo and love, has her love with him come to fruition?
Lu Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly, shook his head and said: "We, it's probably a very bad situation now, I'm about to leave, Mu Shaotian and I are too complicated, it's really hard to say whether we can still be together in the future." ”
He'll find it, she'll wait, but that's all for later, it's a variable.
Xiao Shan looked at her deeply, in fact, she couldn't foresee her difficulties, the emperor of the money kingdom was of course difficult to control, but Lu Xiaoxiao was not for money, it was because of love that he was by Mu Shaotian's side, Xiao Shan also understood this, because he understood, so he felt how unworthy everything was.
Raising her eyebrows, Xiao Shan sneered: "Why bother, I have done so much for him, but it turned out to be an unknown variable, it is not worth it at all, you can find someone who is good to you." ”
Xiao Shan's sarcasm was not wrong, Lu Xiaoxiao could only smile bitterly.
"If Ah Shuo is still here, even if there is no chance, are you willing to love you? Will you get married so soon? ”
Xiao Shan looked at her deeply, her sneer had already been restrained, Xiao Shan was an arrogant person, she would not easily show her pain, but that didn't mean she wasn't in pain. By Ye Shuo's side, she struggled like a clown most of the time, but she knew in her heart that those days of struggling to get him were definitely happier than now, although there was also pain.
If he was still there, even if he didn't have the slightest chance, Xiao Shan knew that he would struggle.
If you are there, anyone else in this world is going to be compromised, and if you are there I am absolutely not willing to compromise, because you are my best answer.
Looking out the window, Xiao Shan smiled: "In this way, I am really a person who is not qualified to talk about you, it's good, at least you can not compromise, but I only have to compromise." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao thought, love is probably an immortal dream for Xiao Shan, she met A Shuo and he struggled, she didn't want to settle, but God didn't even give her a chance to struggle, they took her away.
So Xiao Shan didn't ridicule her, Xiao Shan really envied her.
What a pathetic one...... Envy.
Lu Xiaoxiao felt that it was not a taste, and twisted her lips and said, "No matter what, I hope that you can be happy one day in the future." ”
Xiao Shan may be unhappy now, but she will be happy one day, Lu Xiaoxiao thought.
Xiao Shan nodded and said very sincerely: "I also believe that the bad relationship between you and Mu Shaotian will not end here, this bad relationship that sacrificed Ye Shuo's feelings, it seems very unpleasant to end here." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao smiled and stood up, their topic is enough here, they will never become very good friends, but they are not friends of friends, no matter when, they can drink a cup of coffee together and say two or three words.
Lu Xiaoxiao was just about to leave, Xiao Shan seemed to remember something, and suddenly asked Lu Xiaoxiao: "Has anyone found you recently, well, it's just someone who came to see you once and left, is there?" ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was very puzzled and dazed, and asked incomprehensibly: "Huh? What kind of person is this? ”
Someone who got up to see her and left once inexplicably, how could there be such a person?
Xiao Shan frowned slightly, isn't it? Shouldn't it be, didn't you come?
Looking at Lu Xiaoxiao's dazed appearance, Xiao Shan further said: "There is nothing familiar that you will never forget, but aren't you someone you know?" ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was very dazed, thought about it and shook her head: "No, what's wrong?" ”
Xiao Shan's question made her a little dazed, but Xiao Shan just asked, and did not continue to explain, but smiled and said: "When you meet someone like that, just sit down and have a good chat with him." ”
Xiao Shan also got up and left after speaking, Lu Xiaoxiao looked at her back, still very dazed and confused.
Meet someone like that? What do you mean?
Of course Lu Xiaoxiao wouldn't know, she wouldn't know that the person Xiao Shan said was Situ Lu, and it should indeed be Situ Lu. If he had just come to complete Ye Shuo's agreement with him, he should indeed show up and then leave.
But this person appeared and didn't leave again, Xiao Shan, the person who carried Ye Shuo's last wish, hadn't come yet, but in fact, he had already come, just beside Lu Xiaoxiao, but Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know.
Xiao Shan walked out, walked on the busy street, raised her hand to look at the dazzling diamond ring on her hand, the phone rang at this time, and Xiao Shan picked it up.
The caller's voice was gentle: "Is there a traffic jam on the road?" ”
Xiao Shan replied: "No, I'm on the way here, I met an old friend just now, you wait for me, I'll ...... right away It's time to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau. ”
The man was a little nervous, as if he heard the hesitation in Xiao Shan's tone, and he said, "Xiao Shan, I will be good to you." ”
Xiao Shan laughed, and a tear fell from her eyes: "I know, don't worry, I don't plan to run away from marriage." ”
There's no one in the world who deserves to be as crazy as I am.