324. The only way to survive is to try to survive
After Lu Xiaoxiao said goodbye to Xiao Shan in the café, he went to the room of the Imperial Hotel where Situ Lu was locked, and walked in the corridor of the presidential suite, Lu Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, as if he had suddenly returned to that summer night. She also walked here, and walked into the most high-end hotel in the whole city for the first time, and her mood was nervous and nervous.
She walked over step by step, walked to room 1001 and swiped her card to enter, opening the golden door of her life, and then she saw the man who was so domineering for the first time.
He sat on the couch with his back to him, his voice magnetic and cold, like ice in the scorching summer heat.
"I hate uninvited people."
Before she met him, when had she ever seen such a domineering person? No, never, no one is as proud as he is, cold, domineering, and condescending. At first, she didn't like these qualities of him, no matter how handsome he looked, how wise and capable he was, these specificities in him made Lu Xiaoxiao afraid to avoid.
But now, she thought she would never meet such a person again.
With his domineering, condescending, ruthless and proud to give her a different kind of favorite, there will never be a person like him who makes her like these characters she doesn't like.
Mu Shaotian, he is unique, the sun hanging high in her sky, irreplaceable.
With a wry smile, Lu Xiaoxiao felt that she was really sad these days, 1002, stopped in front of the door of this room Lu Xiaoxiao rang the doorbell, and the door was immediately opened, Situ Lu seemed to be waiting for her to come at any time, standing in front of the door with a gentleman's smile: "Xiaoxiao, you are here, how about getting together with friends?" If only you didn't make an appointment with me, it wouldn't delay your meeting. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao hurriedly waved his hand: "It's okay, it's okay, it's just a temporary meeting to say a few words, but I'm late." ”
Situ Lu is really a gentleman, obviously it is Lu Xiaoxiao's personal problem, but when he came to Situ Lu, he took the responsibility.
Situ Lu sideways let her in, welcomed her to the room, the two of them chatted a few words, Lu Xiaoxiao put down the folder in his hand, Lu Xiaoxiao expressed his intention: "This is all the sketches, a total of thirty pieces of clothing, the use of fabrics and the like I have already set, you can see if we have anything to improve, can we try to get it done today?" I can't follow the follow-up work, I hope this time I can make the preface perfect, and don't leave any big problems that can't be solved. ”
Situ Lu was stunned for a moment, and frowned slightly, he always had a gentle smile on his face, modest and polite, but now the expression on his face was slightly serious.
He looked at Lu Xiaoxiao, and then at those manuscripts, and always felt that this time she was really in a hurry. Something must have happened, or it would have taken at least a month to process, and she would have done it too quickly.
"Xiaoxiao, is something happening again? Why are you in such a hurry. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't intend to hide Situ Lu, and he didn't feel that he could hide it, so he said calmly: "I have already submitted my resignation, and I plan to leave Mushi after I finish the work in hand." ”
Situ Lu was taken aback: "Why did the progress suddenly become so fast, he ...... Let you go? ”
No wonder he was surprised, to be honest, even if he knew that she was leaving the Mu family, Situ Lu was worried that Mu Shaotian would not let her go. Mu Shaotian is a real person, he is too possessive, and he is too strong, he is too strong to be good, he has not let go of Lu Xiaoxiao at all since before, even if something happens to the two of them, Mu Shaotian should not let go of Lu Xiaoxiao.
However, the next Lu Xiaoxiao gave him an answer that was so accurate that it made him dumbfounded.
With a smiling face, Lu Xiaoxiao said: "Approved, but I can't go to Situ Group, I still feel that I don't have enough qualifications, so I'm sorry, my plan is still to go to the company that has been set in Paris." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't plan to stay in that company all the time when she went to Paris, a famous designer often doesn't work for one company, and she is also trying to move in the direction of an independent designer, setting up her own studio, making some clothes she likes, and collaborating with various brands.
She is a very changeable fashion designer, this style is more suitable for her, and Lu Xiaoxiao is very clear about her positioning.
Situ Lu looked at her determined appearance, and the regret in his heart was not great, because he had already guessed that Lu Xiaoxiao would probably not go to Situ Group, although he wanted to create a future for her, but it seemed that she was more inclined to control the future by herself.
Now, his mood is more distressed.
He could see that Lu Xiaoxiao liked Mu Shaotian very much, what was he leaving for like this, and he was really willing?
Wait after separation? What kind of painful feelings is that?
Situ Lu looked at Lu Xiaoxiao solemnly, and said solemnly: "It's too unfair to you for him to let go like this, no matter what reason he has." ”
Situ Lu hoped that Mu Shaotian and Lu Xiaoxiao would be separated, because in this way he would have a chance, and he would be possible. But this doesn't mean that he is despicable, and he is in a bad mood to see her being pushed away like this now.
This is really unfair to her, she is so good, why did Mu Shaotian treat her like this.
Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, Situ Lu was always a humble gentleman, but he rarely heard any harsh words from his mouth, and now he was upset for himself, which made Lu Xiaoxiao moved.
She was grateful to Situ Lu for thinking of her, but she knew that was not the case.
He's trying to change for me, even if I don't see it, but I know it in my heart.
Is it fair?
"Love is never fair or unfair, only willing or unwilling, I am willing to let go temporarily, willing to leave and willing to wait, so thank you for your li, thank you for thinking about me, but I am very good and strong." Lu Xiaoxiao said very strongly, her eyes were still bright and clear, and she did not become dull because of the pain that had hit her for a while.
Since I had a bad fate, I took it lightly.
Today's me is more determined than yesterday's, tomorrow's me is more courageous than today's, the day after tomorrow is more mature than tomorrow's, day by day, day by day, until that better me comes, all the bitter fruits will become sweet.
Situ Lu looked at her calm face, and he didn't feel relaxed at all because of this.
What is hidden behind this firmness and calmness, how could Situ Lu not know.
"Are you really okay?"
Are you really okay? In Situ Lu's view, Lu Xiaoxiao carried everything on her shoulders, and her calmness was her helplessness. If there is room for maneuver, why does she need to be like this, if it is not impossible, how can her bravery and decisiveness make her accept the parting calmly.
She's obviously the person who hates parting the most.
Lu Xiaoxiao's hand clenched slightly. Is it really good?
It's just that it seems, she has flesh and blood, she has feelings, she will hurt and be sad, and she will cry, she is not much special than others, and because of this, she has to continue to walk like all lovelorn people do.
The wind is blowing, and the only way to survive is to try to survive.
That's the way it is.
Shrugging his shoulders and smiling, Lu Xiaoxiao said: "It's not too good, but after all, I have accepted it, the sun will rise, the world will turn, I will continue to walk, the answer is simple, isn't it?" ”
Situ was silent, he knew that there was no need to say anything, in front of this strong little woman, she had a delicate face and a little woman's heart, but she also had a stubborn and brave character, so now he could omit the comfort of her, just smile with her.
Well, the only thing he can do is to smile with her like this.
So she smiled, and a warm smile rose on her elegant face: "Yes, life will go on." So, let's get started, and we'll spend the day finalizing the design. ”
After Situ Lu finished speaking, he opened the folder and began to look at it, Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes were full of gratitude.
At this time, sure enough, a friend's understanding was very comforting, and those eyes that looked like Ye Shuo gave her more courage at this moment.
She thought that if Ye Shuo was still there now, what Ye Shuo said would definitely be: No matter what you decide, I will support you.
Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't help but sigh that these eyes really played a double-edged role in the relationship between himself and Situ Lu. Sometimes she was inspired by the resemblance of these eyes to Ye Shuo, and her heart was warm. But sometimes I'm so scared that I can't do it.
She was so sensitive, trying hard to dig out her own nonsense, Lu Xiaoxiao cheered up and discussed with Situ Lu. The discussion lasted seven hours, and when it stopped, it was already dark, and the hands had already pointed to nine o'clock, and it was finally all over.
Seeing this, Situ Lu said to her, "I'll go order food, you wait for me." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao hurriedly waved his hand and said, "No, I'll go back now, you don't have to bother." ”
Situ Lu heard her say this, but put on a embarrassed expression: "It's already my sin to forget to starve the lady at dinner time, do you still want to let my gentleman's heart be blamed?" ”
"Uh......" said this, how did Lu Xiaoxiao refute it, laughed helplessly, Lu Xiaoxiao teased: "I really let you say nothing to refute every time, but I look like a bad person when I say this." ”
Situ Lu smiled gently: "How come, you are my important guest, I will order food." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao nodded, wanted to stand up and drink water, stood up and felt dizzy, Lu Xiaoxiao's body was unstable and suddenly knocked over a paint box, and the clothes on his body were suddenly dirty, Situ Lu didn't take a few steps and turned around to see that he came back in a hurry, and asked nervously: "Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?" You okay. ”
Lu Xiaoxiao shook her head, although she felt a little disgusting, but she could probably guess what was going on with herself, she must have stayed up late yesterday and now she is staying up again, and her blood pressure is a little low, but Lu Xiaoxiao never wanted to say anything about this, and said casually: "I'm a little anxious to stand, and I'm a little dizzy." ”
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The wind is blowing, and the only way to survive is to try to survive. From "Seaside Cemetery", quoted in Hayao Miyazaki's "The Wind Rises", this anime movie is very good, recommended.