After saying that, I regretted it, because this question is very impolite, if Cao Ye is really mentally defective, it is like asking a blind man why he can't see, and asking a lame man why he walks with his legs bent, so I quickly added: "If it's inconvenient, don't say it." Cao Ye didn't get angry, but only asked me, "Do you think I'm a madman?" I shook my head.

Cao Ye said: "Jin Lin is indeed mentally ill, and he has an appraisal certificate issued by the hospital. But I didn't, I pretended. ”

After saying this, Cao Ye looked at the ceiling of my house for a long time, and seemed to fall into an ancient and long-lasting memory: "My mother's family is a gangster family, and since my grandfather has been a bandit who occupies the mountain, and later was criticized and killed during the Cultural Revolution. Then my cousin, that is, the Buddha, is the biggest **** in our local area, and no one is not afraid of him. And my mother, a woman, but very strong, in my childhood impression, I often saw her roll up her sleeves to fight with others. But my dad was a man of culture, the only college student in our town in the seventies, and he seemed to be well-mannered at all times, and he never got angry with others. It's hard to imagine, right? When I was a child, I couldn't understand that someone like my mother would marry someone like my father, and I always felt that they belonged to two worlds, just like the difference between a flying fish and a seabird, and it was absolutely impossible to be together. Later, from the chat of the neighbors, I slowly learned what happened. ”

"It's really my dad that my mom fell in love with first. At that time, they were classmates, my mother was the female bully in the class, and my father was a good man in the eyes of the teacher, and the two did not say a word during school, but when my father came back from college, my mother confessed to him unbelievably, and was naturally rejected by my father. At that time, my father, like everyone else, thought that my mother was greedy for his education and future, but my mother's performance surprised everyone. After coming out of my father's house, my mother cried all the way back home, according to the old people in the town, this is the first time my mother has cried since she was a child, she is a descendant of bandits, and when she was a child, my grandfather whipped her with a leather whip without humming! When my grandfather died, as the saying goes, the eldest brother is like a father, which can make my cousin anxious, he asked my mother what she wanted, and my mother said she didn't want anything, just wanted to marry my father in this life. My cousin didn't say a word, but went to my dad's house with a kitchen knife...... Don't laugh, it's true, my mother cried once in her life, my cousin's kitchen knife frightened my grandfather, and he said on the spot to marry, marry, marry, marry tomorrow! Of course, it was unrealistic to marry the next day, after all, there were still a lot of things to prepare, but it was in the second month that my mother entered my father's house......"

"Hey, what are you asking me? Having said so much seems to be off topic, do you mind? Okay, if you don't mind, I'll continue to talk about it, in fact, to answer your question, you must start with my parents and my parents. After my mother married my father, the people in the town said that my father was finished, but now the lamb has entered the wolf's den, and I am afraid that there are no bones left after being eaten! The result was beyond everyone's expectations, my dad and my mom were very affectionate, and my mom was fierce outside, but she became virtuous when she came home. At that time, every Sunday, my dad took my mom to the commune to watch a movie, and rode his bicycle through the street like a gust of wind, and the laughter of the two people was as crisp and loud as a silver bell. How, it sounds like my mom is a normal woman, right? Are they the same as the shrews who 'cursed the street at the door of the detention center and poured feces on the door'? ”

"When I was a child, I didn't understand why my mother was very gentle at home, why did she feel like a different person when she went outside? Before the age of twelve, I followed my dad, who was polite and polite, and treated my classmates and friends very politely, because I read a lot of books with my dad, so I was much more precocious than my peers. At that time, my cousin was working on the project, and he beat and scolded the workers, and often dragged their wages. I can't get used to it, so I said that you should convince people with virtue, anyway, just tell him the set in the book. When my cousin heard this, he said that you are also old, and you should do something for the family, or you should come to supervise the work. I couldn't ask for it, just let him see what it means to convince people with virtue. I was in the sixth grade at the time, but I was proficient in smoking and drinking. On the first night, I paid out of my own pocket for the workers to drink. I said brothers, from today I will supervise the work, everyone will work hard, the salary must be indispensable to you, and whoever wants to have a headache and brain fever can also rest. Anyway, I said all the good things that night, and everyone was very cooperative, and the atmosphere was quite lively. ”

"The next morning, everyone went about their business as usual, and I was watching. Don't look at me as small, I know everything, I can't fool me, they do a really good job, fast speed and good quality, I don't understand why my cousin scolded them. After working for an hour, I said that the old brothers had worked hard, come down and rest, and then made them large-leaf tea. Ten minutes later, they went back to work, and at the end of the day, although the project was slower than usual, it was still no problem to finish before the deadline, and I was happy and happy about my method, how good was it? As a result, there was a problem the next day, and a worker said that he had a stomachache, so I asked him to go back to rest; After a while, another worker said that he had a stomachache, and I asked him to go back to rest. At the end of the morning, a total of six went back. I still wondered, thinking that the food on the construction site was wrong, and I still took care of the chef's heart. As a result, from that day on, they not only procrastinated at work, but also had a headache or brain fever when they arrived at the construction site, trying to avoid work, and after a week, they did not do much work as they did in the previous day. Once, when I went to the construction site to supervise the work, six people were not there, saying that they had a bad stomach and went back to rest. When I went to the shed, I saw that these six people were blowing electric fans watching TV and drinking beer! I was angry at the time, I said brothers, I treat you well, how can you do this? The six of them said, little brother, we really have a stomachache, your chef is not clean cooking. ”

"I had no choice but to go back to my cousin. My cousin didn't speak, but took me to the shed. At that time, I only knew what an aura was, and as soon as my cousin entered, all six people stood up. My cousin picked up the beer bottle on the table and opened it to their heads. After opening, I asked, 'Does my stomach still hurt?' They said, 'It doesn't hurt.' My cousin said, 'Then don't you get out of here.' And they all departed. My cousin said, 'See, you are good to others, and others will only trample you on the head.' Therefore if you want to be evil, you must be evil, and if you are not evil, you must be evil, so that they will be afraid of you. That's when I realized why my mom was so good at home, but when she went outside, she seemed to be a different person, and it turned out that this was our family's education. ”

"I remember my cousin's words, if you want to be evil, you must be evil, and if you are not evil, you must be evil, so I have to be very evil all the time. After waiting for a long time in the restaurant, I would lift a chair and smash it on the boss's head; If the taxi driver dared to charge more than the taxi fare, I put his head on the steering wheel; When I first started secondary school, a student saw that I was so thin that he instructed me to buy a bag of pots for him, and finally I stuffed a box of chalk into his mouth...... Over the years, I have continued to do evil things, and the notoriety about me has spread farther and farther, and more and more people are afraid of me...... Of course, apart from you, I find you more evil than I am, someone pulls out a hair of you, and you dare to remove an arm from him. ”

I laughed: "It's not as exaggerated as you say, but I'm really similar to you, and I'm all forced to be helpless." Some of the words may be hypocritical, but I must say them. Cao Ye, thank you for opening up to me, I only learned today that you still have such a past. Since you've said it all, I have to say it too. Cao Ye, my experience is similar to yours, at the beginning, I tried to be kind to others, but I kept hitting nails, 'horses are good at being ridden, and people are good at being bullied.' It wasn't until later that I slowly understood this. So I also began to be very evil, but I was a targeted evil, and I did evil to whoever provoked me. ”

"Hehe, according to what you say, I really shouldn't have provoked you in the first place."

"That's right, I just have a knack for making the person who provoked me regret it completely."

That night, we talked until late and went to bed, but we got up early the next morning because I said I was going to take him to the best breakfast stall in Tianqu Town. There is a breakfast stall next to the Tianqiao Market, his steamed buns and wontons are simply a must, the skin of the buns is thin and the meat is thick, the wontons are delicious and the soup is fresh, I used to like to eat here when I was in school. Cao Ye was full of praise for eating, and ate eight steamed buns and two bowls of wontons in one go, saying that he really wanted to live here for a long time. I said stay, just go to my house and sleep at night, but I have to go back first, Ye Yun will transfer schools tomorrow, and I have to have a big drink with him tonight.

Cao Ye didn't stay in the end, and returned to Wenshui County with me, and then went back to their respective schools. Back at No. 1 Middle School, Ye Yun pulled me to ask me about Cao Ye and me, and I told him 1510, Ye Yun also said with emotion: "I really didn't expect that the two of you would also have a day when you will turn hostility into jade silk." "This matter is over for the time being, and then I have to be busy seeing Ye Yun off, I mean make a big deal and call the brothers over to drink. But Ye Yun refused, he said that he didn't want to be so public, so he had better go quietly. Of course, the opinions of the parties must be respected in this kind of thing, so Ye Yun only called me and Dongzi in the end, and even Huang Xiaowen did not call him.

I felt as if he had something to say to me.