17. Silence is better than sound at this time

The evening bell is heavy.

The night on the mountain is silent, but it can't be silenced.

It's really strange, why is he drunk every time he sees Geely, Lin Yifan shook his head secretly, and couldn't tell whether he was drunk in wine or Geely's little freshness. She is so fresh and natural, and she doesn't eat the fireworks of the world. Standing with her, Lin Yifan had a spontaneous feeling of self-shame, and all the pride and complacency in the past became more and more small and ridiculous in front of Geely.

It can be seen that Geely is in love with him, but how can he accept her love as a matter of course, it is really a blasphemy of her truth and beauty, Lin Yifan always thinks that he is not worthy of mentioning the word love anymore, so let everything return to the original point of the beginning, this is the most rational choice he should make, although he is also a romantic and amorous person, but since he carried Chu Qiao's heavy cross, he thought that he had no relationship with this love word, and his heart had long been dead.

With the intention of drinking, Geely boldly took Lin Yifan's hand and said softly: "Let's go out for a walk, I'm a little dizzy!" ”

"Okay, let's go out and blow the wind." Lin Yifan opened his misty eyes and said, looking back and seeing Xiao Li and Zhang Juchi eagerly arguing for wine glasses, he let Geely lead him and quietly slipped out.

Stepping out of the arch of the tea room, a gust of river breeze hit, and the coolness doubled. Geely couldn't help but hug Lin Yifan's arm. Lin Yifan was a lot more sober, and broke free slightly, wanting to keep a certain distance from Geely, but he didn't seem to be able to bear it.

The two walked along the steps by moonlight, and Lin Yifan suddenly remembered the situation of traveling to the mountains with Huang Ying that day, and remembered her mother's hospitalization, so he worried about her.

"Let's sit there for a while!" Geely let go of him, ran to a stone chair in front of him, sat down and called out to him.

Lin Yifan put away his thoughts, secretly wondering what was wrong with him, from his heart, Huang Ying is a good girl, as pure as the auspicious in front of her, if there is a difference, it is more intimate to Huang Ying, and more heartbeat to Geely. But no, no. Lin Yifan felt that one Xuewen by his side was enough, and he didn't want to sink anymore, he admitted that he was selfish, just for his own peace of mind and pushed the two of them out of his heart, which may be a little unfair to them, but so as not to regret it in the future, it is worth saying sorry now.

The silver-like moonlight poured down through the canopy of the trees, and the speckled light and shadow were sprinkled all over Jili's body, and she was seen comfortably leaning on the stone chair and stretching out her arms, taking a deep breath and saying, "Wow, it's so comfortable!" ”

Lin Yifan sat down beside her and whispered, "Miss Ji......"

Ji Ji turned his face and pretended to be displeased: "Why do you still call me Miss Ji?" ”

"Miss Ji, ah, no...... Lucky! Lin Yifan said, "I have something to say to you!" ”

"yes, that's good, you can say it!" Geely mischievously took off his shoes, supported Lin Yifan's shoulders and stood on the stone chair with one leg, turning around with one leg and the other leg crossing a graceful arc.

"Be careful, don't fall!" Lin Yifan said nervously.

Geely continued the ballet moves and smiled, "You're still worried about me!" ”

"Come down, I have something to say to you!" Lin Yifan grabbed Geely's calf tightly.

"Say, I'll listen!"

"Geely, you don't really like me, do you?" Lin Yifan asked uneasily.

"I really like it, I liked you when I first saw you in the development zone that day, especially the faint melancholy in your eyes!" Geely sat down and looked at Lin Yifan seriously.

"No, we're not suitable!" Lin Yifan tried his best to use a tactful tone, "You still don't know me, you will be disappointed when you really understand me." ”

"Then let me know you, then you try not to disappoint me!"

"It's not like that, I'm an experienced person, and you're so pure, so innocent, we're really not suitable." Lin Yifan said sincerely.

"I can imagine that you must be a man with a story, your eyes tell me that."

"It's a painful and sentimental past, don't mention it!" Lin Yifan sighed and said.

"Then don't say it, catch me, trust me, I'll give you happiness!" Geely gently snuggled into Lin Yifan's arms.

"I believe it, but I can't give you anything, maybe I won't wait a few days, and you will find out that I was originally a lonely person, a person who has no responsibility, and a person who is incorruptible and shameless." Lin Yifan seems to belittle himself more and more, the more he can be relieved in his heart.

"Shhhh Don't say that about yourself. The auspicious jade finger pressed Lin Yifan's lips and said, "If you were really a person who has no responsibility, you wouldn't say such things to me today!" Gilly cautiously continued, "You must be bitter in your heart, right?" Let's talk about it, it's easier to say it! ”

Speaking of bitterness, it really touched the most sincere feeling in Lin Yifan's heart. Although he has been suppressing himself for so long, but his withered appearance and sad eyes can't hide the pain in his heart, he doesn't want to find a channel to release, but how to dissect the ugly soul, and who can be the container for all his emotions, even in the face of Huang Ying, who is familiar at first sight, Lin Yifan has never really opened his heart, although Huang Ying is also so empathetic. But today, in the face of Geely's tenderness, Lin Yifan finally had the urge to spit out the block, what's wrong, what's wrong, Lin Yifan couldn't stop resisting the order in his heart.

Geely felt Lin Yifan's pain and silently held his clenched hand.

Silence is better than sound at this point.

Lin Yifan couldn't hold back any longer, hugged Geely, but when he looked up, he was already in tears.