I don't know what this kind of calm represents, but when I came home, opened the door of Qingyu's room, and looked at Qingyu who was sleeping in bed because of the exhaustion of studying, I knew that some things had happened, so there was no need to worry about morality and discipline, everything just let it be.

Calm, calm to the point where I thought nothing had happened.

The only difference is that Xia Wanyu didn't go to work for the next two days, and Zhang Ling and Xia Wanyu's phones chose to be turned off. I didn't know what was going on, but three days later, at noon, a payphone called my phone, and it was Zhang Ling, who said to me, "Come to the airport, let's meet, I still have three hours to spare." ”

I didn't ask anything, just said one: "Okay." ”

Then I put down the phone and rushed to the airport at the speed of light, I met Zhang Ling in the airport waiting room, and I went to buy a cup of milk tea for her. The two of us sat side by side on the chairs, watching the orderly take-off and landing of planes in front of the wide closing glass, and at the same time there was silence.

Zhang Ling sucked the milk tea whirring, and I reacted, I turned my head to look at her and said, "Are you leaving?" ”

Zhang Ling nodded: "Well, listen to you, go to Denmark." ”

"Hate me?" I asked a very brain-dead question.

"I don't hate."

Zhang Ling gave an answer.

Zhang Ling said again: "I talked to Aunt Xia, she has promised to give you a part of the property no matter what, and she will not use you anymore, I went to Denmark just to study in the plan, so you don't have to worry about anything for me, and I won't tell my father about you and Aunt Xia, in fact, I know that Aunt Xia has been really sad for so many years." ”

I looked into Zhang Ling's eyes, Zhang Ling didn't look me in the eyes, I said, "Are you okay?" ”

Zhang Ling put the milk tea aside, raised her head and looked at me and said, "I have your suffering?" ”

I stopped talking.

Zhang Ling said to me as if telling a story: "Actually, the reason why I paid attention to you at the beginning was because of Zhang Chao, if he hadn't beaten you, I guess we would never have known each other, since then, we have also known each other, and then you showed the spirit and perseverance that convinced me, no matter what kind of life you face, you can always work hard, always be able to deal with it freely, sometimes I think, if this is replaced by me to bear, will I have to give up?" ”

"But then I went to your house, I knew that all the spirit in you is the spirit of rural children in this era, because the road to the upper class has been forced into a single-plank bridge, you can only work hard and work hard, you can't let yourself have the slightest slack, you can't let yourself relax in the slightest, you can only try to climb up, because only in this way can you pass this single-plank bridge, reach the other side of victory, and welcome the flowers that belong to the victor."

I didn't speak, and listened carefully to Zhang Ling's explanation.

After hearing the most ridiculous, Zhang Ling said to me: "I always thought that this world was as perfect as a fairy tale, and Cinderella could marry a prince, but later, I suddenly found out that Cinderella has been forced by reality not to be a Cinderella, because they have lost their innocence in order to continue to live in the city." I once asked a girl from the countryside why she wanted to stay in the city, you know, there are also respects and inferiorities in the countryside, her father is the head of the village, and she also belongs to a prestigious family in the village, as long as she returns home, she can definitely get everything she wants. ”

"But ......" Speaking of this, Zhang Ling paused and said: "But she told me that she did not want to go back, she said that her hometown is just a small place in the countryside, and life there is boring and boring. Even if you marry a person who has dozens of acres of land in his family and has a face in the village, he is just walking from one village to another larger village. Then I have to face the dark land every day, deal with the vulgar men in the village who don't know the big characters, and give birth to two children in two years, this is all life in the countryside. Perhaps the biggest person I've ever seen in my life is probably the mayor of the town. Unlike cities, everything here is full of dreams, and it is possible to meet celebrities who drive fans crazy and people who have a big name in the country at any time. Here, her fate can be changed. ”

So, within a year, she had four births. Finally, Zhang Ling said this sentence solemnly.

I don't know what Lu Dao said, Zhang Ling is telling the truth, if a girl returns to the countryside, everything she says is the whole of life.

Zhang Ling turned her head to look at me, with tears in her eyes, she reached out and stroked my cheek, her hands were cold.

She said to me, "I know that you are suffering, but I can't be with you. ”

As she spoke, she took out a very old Hans Christian Andersen fairy tale from her suitcase and gave it to me: "This is my favorite fairy tale book when I was a child, let it accompany you, remember, this place can change fate, not dreams." The city is big, don't lose it. ”

At some point, my eyes moistened.

Zhang Ling wiped it for me.

Time flies too fast.

When these words were finished, the plane to Denmark was about to take off. Jacky Cheung's song "Blessing" sounded inside the airport!

Don't ask, don't say, everything is silent, at this moment, let us spend it quietly by candlelight, don't wave your hand, don't look back, when I sing this song, I'm afraid that I'm afraid that tears will slide down gently, I hope that my smile will always be in my heart, and I will accompany you through every spring, summer, autumn and winter......

……

Parting is supposed to be a blessing, but parting is painful.

As the lyrics below the song are:

If there is fate, you can look forward to the reunion between you and me tomorrow, in the splendid season, parting, although in front of you to say goodbye, goodbye will not be too far away......

Zhang Ling just left, as if nothing had happened. I sat in front of the curtain glass of the airport, watching the planes go up and down, and there was nothing in my head, and I felt a little confused, as if my head had been formatted.

Time does not stand still because of the sadness of some people, and when the moon rose, I stood up with my chair, silently said a blessing to the sky, and left the airport.

Zhang Ling is a kind girl and a smart girl.

I went home and opened the Hans Christian Andersen fairy tale she had given me, and the title page read: I must be a dreamer when I grow up.

Judging from the handwriting, it is very sloppy, and the grip of the pen is very weak. I think this should be what she wrote down when she was a child, but when I turned the page in the back, I saw three words that made me unable to hold back my feelings, three very vulgar, very bad streets, and almost everyone now opens and closes their mouths: "I love you." ”