I lay on the couch with a book in my arms, not turning on the lights or any electrical appliances, and exposing myself to the darkness. Darkness can speed up people's thoughts, and it can make people calm down completely, perhaps...... Darkness can also hide tears from your face.

My mother told me that you can't cry when you go out. No matter how hard and tired a man is, he should bear it, so I didn't cry when I was slashed twenty times, I didn't cry when I was calculated by Xia Wanyu and Wang Yingli, I didn't cry when Ma Xiaodan left, and when I cried with all kinds of sadness, I told myself that I was a man.

But when a woman said to me I love you, I cried.

Some people say that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place. In fact, it's all nonsense, what can really make men cry is not sadness, but selfless love.

If Sun Xiaoqing left because of pregnancy, for the sake of the child, because of maternal love. Then Zhang Ling left, I think maybe it was completely because of her love for me, for me, because of her love.

The mind was full of Zhang Ling's shadow, almost at this time. Qingyu pushed the door and walked in, she turned on the light, looked at me in surprise, the whole person was stunned, after reacting, Qingyu didn't say anything, just helped me, helped me up to the bathroom, and then washed my face like a mother taking care of a child.

I smiled awkwardly and said, "I'll do it myself." ”

Qingyu was also polite, let me wash my face, she said to me: "During the day, a courier sent a few photos, I forgot to tell you when you came back just now, and I remembered it when I was about to sleep." ”

I asked, "What kind of picture?" ”

Qingyu shook his head and said, "I don't know either, it's just a few very strange photos." ”

I wiped my face and said, "Could it be the latest type of deception?" ”

When I saw the photo in Qingyu's mouth, I couldn't wait to pump myself in both mouths. The photo is very strange as Tongqing said, because this is a group of children's 100-day photos. There was no word or description on the photo, only this set of photos, but I immediately recognized that this child was my child.

My child with Sun Xiaoqing.

I went crazy and hugged Qingyu's shoulder and said, "Which courier is it?" Where is the shipment coming from? ”

Qingyu's shoulders were pinched by me, and she quickly broke free of my palm, and then said, "It's SF, the mailing address is blank, what's wrong?" Are these photos important? ”

I looked at the frightened Qingyu, and obviously knew that she was scared by me. So I sat on the couch in despair, and my head was in a mess. Today is too big a blow to me, Zhang Ling is gone. Sun Xiaoqing sent me the photo of the child again, and now I can already be sure that Sun Xiaoqing gave birth to the child, and the child is still very healthy, but what does she mean?

What is she trying to say?

I opened my mouth, but found that if Sun Xiaoqing stood in front of me now, I didn't know what to say to her, and I put the photo on the table in annoyance, and the whole person was lying on the sofa, all irritable. Qingyu squatted next to me, looked at me with a smile, and said, "Look at my troubles, you are so happy?" ”

Qingyu smiled and said, "No, I just didn't expect Brother Hao Ren to be troubled too." ”

I didn't speak, but Qingyu drew my fingers on my cheek and said to me, "Brother Hao Ren, this child is your child." ”

I still didn't speak, but Qingyu said, "You shouldn't worry now, but work hard, don't you want to hug him?" Just looking at the photos, he is so cute. If it is Qingyu, Qingyu must work hard to grow up and give him a good future. ”

Saying that, Qingyu picked up a photo on the table, smiled and said, "Hmph, he should still call me sister." ”

"Huh?" I was taken aback and said, "Qingyu, this is my son." ”

"What should I be called?" Qingyu looked at me with wide eyes.

I thought about it for a while and said, "If you call yourself a sister, you will be the same generation as him and you can be his daughter-in-law." ”

Qingyu's face turned red, and she slapped me and said, "Bah, I don't want to be your daughter-in-law." ”

I was amused by Qingyu, and my depressed mood disappeared, and I said, "Then you should call yourself Auntie, or you can call Auntie." ”

Qingyu pinched me and said, "I'm only eighteen years old this year. ”

I don't tease Qingyu anymore, take the photos on the table, and look at them one by one, the child is really cute, just like Qingyu said, just look at the photos and want to hug him. I put all the photos in the closet and pressed the bottom of the box, and then said to myself, work hard, work hard to make money, and I can hug him one day and say to him, you are my son.

But it occurred to me whether I should call my parents or send the photos home.

As soon as this idea came to mind, my father's phone called my mobile phone, and the voice on the phone was my mother, and my mother asked me: "Hao Ren, did Xiaoqing give birth to a son for you?" ”

I was taken aback and asked clearly. I realized that at the same time I received the photo, my mother and father also received the photo. I suddenly felt a little ashamed, it turned out that Sun Xiaoqing had been thinking about me, and even more about my parents. I didn't tell my mother the truth, but she knew the same thing, and her words were a little happy and a little worried. My mother said to me: "Hao Ren, this child belongs to the two of you, and it stands to reason that Xiaoqing should not be raised alone, but Xiaoqing is not willing to be with you, but this child is still our grandson, bring the child back to our grandparents, can't you?" ”

I didn't know what Lu Dao was saying, and my mother seemed to guess my embarrassment, so she just said, "That's my grandson after all." ”

Yes, that's my mother's grandson, but it's also my son.

I smiled and said to my mother, "Mom, don't worry, I will definitely bring your grandson and Xiaoqing back together." ”

My mother smiled, and then my mother said to me again: "By the way, Ma Xiaodan's father Ma Changsheng was released from prison, if you know where Ma Xiaodan went, tell her, Ma Changdan came to our house two days before his death." ”

I was stunned for a moment and asked, "Is her father out of prison?" Didn't her father say he was shot? ”

Mother said: "Where, he was sentenced to more than ten years, and his sentence was reduced for a few years, and as soon as he was released two days ago, he looked for his daughter everywhere, and found our family." ”

"Oh." I was very puzzled, Ma Xiaodan told me that her father was executed, she was an orphan, but now it seems that Ma Xiaodan lied to me, why did she say that, did she hate her father very much? I don't know, but I do know that her father ruined her life.