Chapter 190: The Vatican's Pain
Two days later, the French police gave me all the actions of Sun Xiaoqing, who was aliased as 'Lan', in France. Despite the help of the media, I was able to get the formation of Sun Xiaoqing in France. Her itinerary in France was like a trip, the Eiffel Tower, Notre Dame Cathedral, the Louvre, the Arc de Triomphe, the Seine, Provence......
These places have her consumption records and walking footprints, and she is like a leisurely traveler, taking her children and traveling all over this Lang manga capital. He looked up under the Eiffel Tower, at Notre-Dame Cathedral, at the Louvre, at the Arc de Triomphe, on the Seine, in Provence!
I can imagine the beauty of her strolling through the gardens of Provence with Ben Ben, when Sun Xiaoqing came in June, and the lavender was in full bloom. She was wearing a bohemian dress, Ben Ben was wearing a denim suit, the two stood in the lavender, Ben Ben took Sun Xiaoqing's hand, and Lang Man, who was full of French men, said to his mother: "Beautiful young lady, I want to marry you when I grow up." ”
Sun Xiaoqing smiled and slapped Ben Ben's head: "Little rascal, I am your mother, you can't marry me, I am my father." ”
"Don't we want Daddy?" Ben Ben said to Sun Xiaoqing in a milky voice.
This scene appeared in my mind, my eyes were closed, and my heart was cramping. Sun Xiaoqing wants to leave for something, and she wants to leave me for something. Am I doing something wrong? I am not a fragile man, but in the face of Sun Xiaoqing, I am a person made of glass. I really couldn't understand how she could come to Europe with Ben Ben without telling me anything.
There's a difference of tens of thousands of miles in between, is she really so ruthless?
After a few days of continuous work, I had some complaints.
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More than a month ago, Sun Xiaoqing took Ben Ben to Provence. She didn't wear a bohemian dress, and Ben Ben didn't wear a denim suit. Sun Xiaoqing wore a black coat, wrapped herself tightly, and also wore a huge mask. She has an allergy to pollen, especially lavender pollen. However, her allergies are not serious, they are only mild, and Ben Ben wants to come here to see them, so she comes over.
The two of them played in Provence for a day, Ben Ben was tired, stayed in a small hotel at night, sat on the bed, got into Sun Xiaoqing's arms, hugged Sun Xiaoqing's chest and said: "Mom, after the baby is born, is she going to eat her mother's milk." ”
Sun Xiaoqing nodded on Ben Ben's nose and said, "Yes." ”
Ben Bentian pursed his lips: "Then can you let me eat some too." ”
Sun Xiaoqing slapped him lightly on the head and said, "Sleep." ”
Before going to sleep, Ben Ben didn't say that he wanted to marry Sun Xiaoqing, but said to Sun Xiaoqing beyond my imagination: "Mom, Ben Ben will protect you." ”
The gap between reality and ideals is always so big. Sun Xiaoqing is not sunny and beautiful, and Ben Ben is not handsome. In fact, the little guy has nothing to do with Xiang Yingjun, and Sun Xiaoqing is no longer beautiful after being tortured by illness. In fact, who would feel pretty about a woman without hair? In the middle of the night, Sun Xiaoqing's colics in his veins made me complain about the eighteen layers of hell.
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The world realm is very large, and if a person disappears in the world realm, if he goes to look for it like a headless fly, the result is undoubtedly like looking for a needle in the bottom of the sea. But the world is also very small, you can catch up with the sunset by plane, and the dream of traveling thousands of miles a day is no longer a dream. Moreover, governments around the world have all kinds of social information records, as well as immigration bureaus.
It's not very difficult to find Sun Xiaoqing, I just need to find her entry and exit records in Europe to find out where she is. Then followed, after Sun Xiaoqing went from England to France, he stayed in France for nearly half a month, and then went to Italy. There are many interesting places in Italy, such as the city of Rome, Venice on the water, and Florence. After I arrived in Italy, I searched for Sun Xiaoqing's itinerary in Italy through the local police.
After a day of investigation, the police told me that Sun Xiaoqing did not go to Rome, nor to Venice, nor to Florence, but to another country. Italy's country, China, the world's religious center, the Vatican. There are three major denominations of Christianity, one of which is Catholicism, and the Vatican is the Holy See of Catholicism. His Majesty Benedict XVI lived in St. Peter's Basilica in the Vatican. To know that this pope was once included in the Forbes list of the world's most powerful, you can imagine the religious status of the Vatican.
I didn't understand why Sun Xiaoqing went to the Vatican, but I didn't hesitate and immediately followed.
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When I entered the Vatican, I looked at this 'China', the smallest country in the world, and I didn't feel that it was a miracle. On the contrary, I felt the power of faith, not the feeling of piety, but a feeling of terror. When I looked at a religious head who had been made a state by the Holy See, I felt for the first time the commonality between the four of them: church organization, political parties, and so on. It's a strange feeling, I can't say how it is, but it's a kind of faith that does take a long time.
We all read the Bible, but when disaster strikes, the Bible never redeems our souls. Such as the Wenchuan earthquake, such as the Indonesian tsunami. Isn't the so-called faith a kind of fear? But this time, when I entered the Vatican, I abandoned all these thoughts in my heart, and I reverently came to St. Peter's Square, prostrate in the square, begging God to let Sun Xiaoqing appear in front of me, begging my favorite wife to come back to me.
When I had finished praying, I stood up, the sun was harsh and I felt uncomfortable.
I looked around, and no one paid any attention to me to the constant stream of tourists and believers around me.
Everything was still so peaceful, and the fear in my heart, the longing in my heart, did not appear before the true God.
In the distance, Sun Xiaoqing pulled Ben Ben and looked at me looking up at St. Peter's Church, with tears overflowing in her eyes.
It seemed that the Pope was about to travel, the Papal Guards came over to evacuate the crowd, the guards in ancient iron armor pushed Sun Xiaoqing back, a road appeared on the square, the Pope rode through the ancient luxury carriage, the surrounding believers saluted, I looked at everything blankly, and did not move. I believe in the church, not the pope. They are all human beings, can he not die if he has the ability? Why believe him.
The papal carriage passed by, the crowd dispersed, and the people turned their heads to look at the tall carriage.
I looked around, but I didn't see anything.
In the distance, Sun Xiaoqing pulled Benben to hide in the corner, silently choked, tears all over her cheeks, Benben pulled her, and said in a milky voice: "Mom, what are you crying for?" Isn't Daddy here? I saw it, let's go find him. ”
Sun Xiaoqing's crying that he didn't dare to speak out was even more intense.
Pain, sickness, crying, faith. These four things came together, causing Sun Xiaoqing to slump on the ground, his face was pale, his breath was short, his hands were twisted together, and his face was as white as snow. Her pupils were dilating, her hands and feet were twitching, Ben Ben was very anxious, but she stopped her hand and didn't allow Ben Ben to call her father.
PS: The next chapter is estimated at twelve o'clock.