"Mommy, Mommy, it hurts." Ben Ben was frightened by Sun Xiaoqing's appearance, his little hand was dragged by Sun Xiaoqing, and his wrist hurt, but Sun Xiaoqing didn't let go.

Ben Ben was frightened and cried loudly, but at this time, the crowd in the square was discussing what the Pope had passed, drowning Ben Ben's cry in the rumors. Sun Xiaoqing ignored Ben Ben's crying, gritted his teeth, and his whole body hurt into the bone marrow. The damn disease swept through her body at this time, and she was really helpless. She gritted her teeth and struggled to withstand the onslaught of the disease. But because of the gradual dissipation of the pain, she couldn't concentrate at all, Ben Ben was still crying, and Sun Xiaoqing's whole body began to tremble, as if she had gone crazy.

Ben Ben cried for a while, and seeing that his mother's situation was really terrifying, Ben Ben stopped crying as if he was suddenly a director. In extreme panic, people have two choices, one is to lose their minds, and the other is to gain sobriety. Ben Ben looked at the big mask on Sun Xiaoqing's face, stretched out his other hand to take off Sun Xiaoqing's mask, and then touched Sun Xiaoqing's heart, and said with tears in his eyes: "Mom, Ben Ben is still waiting for you." Mom, you must not have anything to do, you said that you would accompany Ben Ben to travel all over the world, and Ben Ben is still waiting for you. ”

Ben Ben kissed Sun Xiaoqing's face, wiped away the little tears, and didn't cry when he got into Sun Xiaoqing's arms. In Sun Xiaoqing's arms, he said something that Sun Xiaoqing had said to him. Listening to Ben Ben's thoughtful words, Sun Xiaoqing's pupils gradually returned to normal, and when she saw the vision clearly, she was soaked with sweat all over her body. The pain that is comparable to giving birth, the pain of not being able to supply blood, can only be imagined by those who have experienced it.

Sun Xiaoqing let go of Ben Ben's hand and hugged Ben Ben, a trace of tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes. The moment she saw me, how could she not be surprised, how could she not be afraid, how could she not be excited, how could she not want to come forward to meet me. But before she could make up her mind, the damned illness shattered all her courage and illusions. She is a strong woman, strong enough to carry a will that has been translated into 12 languages.

is so strong that she carries an entrustment that has also been translated into 12 languages, and her strength is as majestic as the Holy See in the Vatican.

After Sun Xiaoqing eased up, he immediately left with Ben Ben from the side.

When he got into the car leaving the Vatican, Ben Ben looked at the city a little blankly: "Mom, don't we really go to Dad?" ”

Sun Xiaoqing looked out of the car window with blank eyes, and waited until Benben asked again before she reacted. She held Ben Ben in her arms: "You have a mother." ”

If she were a healthy person, she would be willing to accompany me through this not very long life. It's a pity that this damn heaven tortured her again and again. She'd rather have a short pain than let me have a long pain. The most painful thing in the world is to watch your loved ones die slowly. She really didn't want to, it made me so uncomfortable.

As she left the Vatican, Sun Xiaoqing rubbed her wrists and folded her hands on her chest as she prayed. Not for yourself, but for the baby in your belly. This little life is her only concern, and it is also the hope she strives to support. Sun Xiaoqing's hope, like a spark burning the prairie fire, is painful and happy.

The car left the Vatican, and Sun Xiaoqing hugged Ben Ben: "Ben Ben, is it okay for your mother to sing to you." ”

"Okay." Ben Ben was very happy when he heard that his mother was going to sing.

Sun Xiaoqing gently sang a song belonging to Xia Wanyu:

The dark sky is low, the bright stars are flying with the insects, the insects are flying, the insects are flying, who are you missing......

Her crisp singing voice is as melodious as the sound of heaven. The smile on his face is still so positive.

"Does it sound good?" Sun Xiaoqing asked Ben Ben.

"Sounds good." Ben Ben has long been intoxicated by Sun Xiaoqing's singing.

"Then mom will sing to you every day from now on, okay?"

……

Painful, boring. I didn't find Sun Xiaoqing in the Vatican, but the entry and exit records showed that Sun Xiaoqing was indeed in the Vatican. After two days at the Vatican, I went to the Vatican Immigration Bureau again to find out what was going on, only to find that Sun Xiaoqing had already left the Vatican on the day I arrived.

Coincidental? It's still fate, and I'm almost crazy looking at these records. But I didn't dare to make trouble abroad, so I left the immigration bureau in pain and returned to the hotel, burying myself in bed like an ostrich running away from things. I'm not God, I don't know that I met Sun Xiaoqing in the square of the Catholic Church, but Sun Xiaoqing saw me, and I didn't see her.

My heart is screaming, my chest is roaring. But in reality, I'm crazy, Sun Xiaoqing is gone, and I don't know where she went. I lay in the Vatican hotel and stayed overnight. I left the Vatican early the next morning and returned to Italy, trying to find out where Sun Xiaoqing had gone after leaving the Vatican, but the result made me almost want to commit suicide, and the police could not find any exit records.

As for where Sun Xiaoqing went, they didn't know either. Because as long as Sun Xiaoqing has dollars or euros, he can live in Italy for a long time. She could be anywhere in Italy, and I left the police station in a frenzy.

After two days in a small town in Italy, I lost all my mind. Because Sun Xiaoqing disappeared into the air like a wisp of wind and disappeared without a trace. She didn't leave me any clues, not even a bank card purchase.

I walked down the Italian town in despair, and the rain was pouring down on me, but I was unmoved. I was very frustrated, as if I had been hit by Ma Xiaodan in the first place. But this time, unlike Ma Xiaodan, Sun Xiaoqing hit me so hard that I couldn't accept it. She is all I have, and I don't know how I should live without her.

And for her sake, I've driven myself to the brink. If I go back to Shanghai now, I will die for the rest of my life, and even if I don't die, I will stay in prison for the rest of my life. I crossed the road without looking at the traffic lights, a car almost hit me, the driver was so angry that he stopped the car and cursed me, I couldn't understand the Italian in his mouth. His fist hit me in the face, and I didn't fight back, I felt like a zombie.

This time, I'm not pretending, I'm really not going to fight back.

This world is very small, and that is relative to ordinary people. If a person is willing to hide, then it only takes one province and I may not see her for the rest of my life. Not to mention the vast expanse of the entire earth. The driver beat me up and left me on the side of the road. I was lying on the side of the road with two stray dogs walking around beside me.

But I was unmoved.