The drizzle was pouring down on me, and I looked at the dark sky and felt that my whole life was dark.

All hope, all heaven, all vanished with the interruption of the clue. For a period of time, I believed in myself too much, I was too conceited, and I had such and such mistakes, so now, Sun Xiaoqing has left me, I can't go back to Shanghai, I can't go back to China, I am in Europe, and I am Lang in this nameless town in Italy.

My world has lost all color.

It had been raining all night, and it had not stopped until 10 a.m. I was soaking wet, and there was a chill feeling on the ground. I closed my eyes, breathed in the smell of earth in the air around me, and felt my own heartbeat on the silent streets. The rain was still dripping under the eaves, and the sound sounded quiet and regular, like my heartbeat. When the morning sun shines on the land, the sound of dripping water finally disappears.

But my heart was still beating strong.

After a night of rain, a night of lying on the ground, a night of madness, a night of roaring in my heart, I stood up and felt top-heavy, my head was as heavy as lead, and my feet were fluttering. I knew I had a cold. I casually found a small hospital and walked in, the long exertion, the sudden blow, and the addition of a night of showering, almost drained my physical strength and defense.

I had a fever of 40 degrees, and the doctor cooled me down with alcohol and put me in water. I spoke something Italian I didn't understand, and I couldn't finish the noise. But I didn't feel irritable, and it was a pleasure to be able to listen to people when I was sick. I lay in the hospital bed for three days, and after three days my fever finally subsided and my head was no longer grosy.

Just after I got well, I left the town and got on the bus to Venice, where I continued to look for Sun Xiaoqing. Life is endless, and the search is endless. I can't let Sun Xiaoqing leave me, I really can't. The police could not give me information on where Sun Xiaoqing was, but they could let me know that Sun Xiaoqing was still in Italy.

Italy covers an area of 301333 square kilometers, and if I want to travel all these thirty ordinary kilometers, I must find Sun Xiaoqing. I went to Venice, I walked all the streets of Venice, I printed hundreds of advertisements in search of the city, and I posted all the crowded places in Venice. I'm not afraid of people saying that I'm destroying the environment, because I'm looking for Sun Xiaoqing.

After a few days in Venice, I went to Rome, then to Turin, from Turin to Milan, and in a month I traveled through 20 regions of Italy. I have posted missing person advertisements in every corner of Italy, even where the mafia is located. On my last stop, I arrived in Sicily, Italy.

I had heard about this place back when I was a teenager. At that time I watched an Italian movie, The Beautiful Legend of Sicily, which was an R-rated movie. At that time, I used this movie as the material for jerking off, and I was deeply impressed by the beauty of the heroine, especially the plump body of the heroine, which lingered in my mind and accompanied me through my entire teenage years.

Sicily is beautiful and I stayed here for a long time at the last stop.

After a month of searching, Sun Xiaoqing has accepted the news that Sun Xiaoqing's news is missing. I'm sure she's still in Italy, but I can't find it. I lived in Sicily for about half a month. I often go to the beach to see the Mediterranean, the sea breeze blows my hair, I don't know what to do next, I just have to talk about it.

I didn't have any contact with those people in the country, and I don't know what happened to them. I don't want to know the Tao either, my heart is very messy. In the past half a month, I often think of Xia Wanyu, Wang Yingli, Zhang Ling, etc., but what I think about the most is Sun Xiaoqing. She's sick, I'm sure. And it must be terminally ill, that's why she left me. I've been with her for all these years, and I don't dare to say everything about Sun Xiaoqing, but I know that she is the person who loves me the most in the world, and my parents are inferior to her.

Sicily is beautiful, but there are no beautiful legends. Maybe the Lang Man and the heartache that belong to the movie don't belong to me after all, in the past half a month, I sometimes think, just live in Sicily, don't go back. There is a blue sea and blue sky, and the sun is shining here. Actually, I've been doing this by not paying attention to domestic things.

One day, I discovered something. I was running away, running away from the blow that Sun Xiaoqing had left for me, running away from my defeat in Shanghai, running away from all the setbacks I had experienced. All my dreams and all my beliefs were shattered by Sun Xiaoqing's departure. When I woke up, I sat by the sea, the Mediterranean Sea was still beautiful, and the sun was still shining. But my heart is like a sailboat on the sea, swaying.

One day, on a whim, I charged the phone I had brought from China. As soon as the phone was turned on, I received a call from Xia Wanyu.

Xia Wanyu didn't tell me about the situation in China, nor did she ask me anxiously about my experience abroad, but asked me: "Have you found Sun Xiaoqing?" ”

I shook my head, took a deep breath and said, "No." ”

"Where are you?"

"Sicily."

Xia Wanyu said, "Wait." ”

Then she hung up. Three days later, Xia Wanyu came to my door, she didn't have anything, not even a suitcase. When I opened the door and saw her, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if a bullied child had finally found his mother, Xia Wanyu walked in, hugged me, and kissed me. Sticking his tongue into my mouth, crazier than me, more excited than me, the two of us collapsed on the broken sofa in the room, Xia Wanyu took off my pants and took the initiative to sit on me, swaying her fat buttocks, a long black and thick hair flung on my face, and the tips of the hair revealed a special shampoo fragrance.

An outburst in which the two of us didn't say a word. All that was left was the heavy wheezing and the occasional sad cry from the two of us, and it was a long battle, and it was a battle that would not admit defeat. Xia Wanyu twisted her waist with all her might, and I used all my strength to advance into my body.

This is a lose-lose battle, Xia Wanyu is tired of lying on me, and I am tired of lying on the sofa. Xia Wanyu stroked my cheek and said to me, "Sleep." ”

I pulled the blanket over the two of us.