What I feel in my heart is Zhang Xiaojun's ruthlessness, his ruthlessness makes me want to scold him for being a bastard, but also a little sincerely admired.

If I could be as ruthless as Zhang Xiaojun, maybe in some things, I wouldn't be so untidy and messy. But if you think about it carefully, maybe it is because of my indecision that I have such a rich emotional life now. I looked at Zhang Xiaojun's back, and suddenly said silently: "I'm also a fool." ”

……

Standing on a 30-story building, Xu Ruoyun overlooked the Huangpu River, and the daughter in her arms fell asleep soundly after crying.

Her heart was quieter than ever.

The present world is stable, and the years are quiet.

It's really nice to have a daughter. She wants to teach her daughter piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and she wants her daughter to be a happy girl. She wants to teach her daughter all the regrets in her life. She was thinking, maybe more than twenty years later. The boyfriend that the daughter brings home will not be like her two marriages. One represents violence, the other represents profit. She just wants an ordinary relationship, is it really that difficult?

She looked down at the daughter in her arms, and said with happiness on her face: "You must have a discerning eye, don't be deceived." ”

Xu Feng behind him said lightly: "You were really deceived?" ”

Xu Ruoyun closed her eyes, and the corners of her eyes were a little moist.

She said: "Yes, it was my own love at the beginning. It's my stupidity and now I'm getting my due. ”

Xu Feng didn't say more. After a while, Xu Feng said: "Don't go to Hong Kong again, he goes to Beijing, and you stay in Shanghai." The project in Huangpu District is about to be completed recently, and Zijia can't be busy alone, so you can help him. It's just a good time for you to relax. As long as people are busy, they don't think about it so much. If you are just blindly idle, you will be cranky in your heart, and you will suffer the most in the end. ”

Xu Ruoyun nodded, and echoed: "It's good to be busy, you won't be stupid anymore if you're busy." ”

Xu Feng looked at the back of Xu Ruoyun standing in front of the window, his eyes were a little complicated.

How could she not know that Xu Ruoyun climbed to the window alone and wanted to jump down. But I can see her conquering herself, huddled in the corner and crying.

Isn't it a kind of happiness?

Women sometimes lack a tear, just cry out.

"Xiaoyun, cry." Xu Feng said.

Xu Ruoyun turned around, and Xu Feng found that she had already burst into tears, but she always had a smile on her face.

……

I've always thought that the bastards in this world will never die well. However, Zhang Ling told me that the scourge will last for thousands of years.

So Zhang Xiaojun continued to get in my car after being a bastard for a while. Then we found a restaurant, and when we entered, we didn't care about the boss's surprised gaze. I asked for two dishes and got a box of two pots. Don't blow white wine from the cup to the bottle. Zhang Xiaojun drank a lot, and I drank with him. Zhang Xiaojun's face was bright red, just like Guan Gong.

As soon as he drank too much wine, his mouth could not stop.

He ate a mouthful of food, poured down a small half bottle of Erguotou, and said to me with a red face: "Fourth, tell the truth." I've been a bastard since I was a child, and when I was in elementary school, other children didn't dare to kiss a girl's face, so I dared. The most beautiful little girl in the class was kissed by me all over again. But guess what, there was a little cub who liked a certain girl, and I kissed that girl. He asked his older brother to come over and beat me up. At that time, I was too young to beat. From that time, I knew the Tao. In this life, if you don't become strong, you can only eat. ”

The thought has been haunting me. But you also know the situation of my family, saying that I am from Shanghai, that really looks down on me. Shanghai is so big, how many people originally lived here? Ninety percent of them are outsiders. The remaining 10 percent, and the fucking 5 percent, are dogs from the concession, barking all day long outside of Shanghai and the whole country is in the countryside. However, as a child who grew up in this city, I know that there are many people who grew up in this city who are not as good as the so-called countrymen in those wealthy counties and cities. ”

"I've seen some outsiders from the north who come to Shanghai to study, and they all drive Mercedes-Benz BMWs and live in high-end communities. And I'm a Shanghai native who lives in a shabby house. When it was time to move, there was still a lot of trouble at home. I'm depressed, I've been thinking about getting stronger since I was a child. But at the end of the day, who am I? When I first opened the bathing center, everyone else called me the third brother. But only I know it, this is all, Shanghai is so big, what is it for me to open a bathing center? What is called the lower ninth rate, it is talking about people like me. To put it bluntly, I'm no different from the old bustard in the kiln of ancient times. ”

"So then I quit, and after I didn't do it, I was really confused, and I didn't know what to do. At that time, the hands were really poor, and the poor jingled. I want to do big business, but I don't have any money. We don't have a good father, and we just have so much money in our hands, which is really not a thing in Shanghai. And for this amount of money, I'm afraid of losing it. At that time, I just wanted to find a **, find some ways and relationships, and get some projects or something. But the woman I met later was really nothing. To be honest, before I divorced Xu Ruoyun, the person I was most sorry for was probably Xiaoguoer. ”

"This little girl is really cute, cute and cute. In the words of the second child, it is cute and soft, and after two years, she is definitely a big beauty, the kind that throws Xu Ruoyun a few streets away. But the people in the second family's family don't look down on me, Ji Youmei and Su Ye are more awesome than the other, I am a turtle grandson, how can I be above 10,000 people under one person in Shanghai? Therefore, I can only endure the pain and find Xu Ruoyun. To be honest, Xu Ruoyun was really good for me at the beginning. ”

"Why? Because she has money and ability. Most importantly, it allows me to enter the upper class. When I followed her to Hong Kong, I was a little flustered at first. Do you know no, if it weren't for Xu Ruoyun, I would be a horse boy in Hong Kong at most. But with Xu Ruoyun, I am in Hong Kong, I am the boss of the, and I am the eldest brother. I can go to Xiang Huaqiang's house for dinner, I can go to sea on a yacht with Hong Kong tycoons, and I can make more money. ”

"However, you don't know the way. Who does the Xu family take me for? I have been married to Xu Ruoyun for so many years, and Xu Feng has never looked at me once. Xu Ruoyun is even more summoned to me, and the eyeballs last time she said that she threw it with a billiard, and if it didn't sound good, it was she who played. To be honest, if I hadn't met Concubine Jia Zheng, I really wouldn't want to divorce Xu Ruoyun. After all, she gave birth to a child for me, but God let me meet Concubine Jia Zheng, then I have to leave her. ”

"Who is Concubine Jia Zheng? Just look at her surname, I'm afraid that the fourth child will also know how awesome her family is in the circle of Beijing and Tianjin. With such a big thigh, can I not hug it? The most important thing is that Concubine Jia is also willing to live with me. I know she's a smart person. Growing up under the roots of the imperial city, his brain is not bright. Her ex-husband is now the secretary of a prefecture-level city, and it is estimated that he will enter the provincial party committee next. At the age of thirty-five, he is absolutely in the prime of life. The two of them were only in a political marriage, and then the cooperation between the two families collapsed, and the two of them had no feelings, so they divorced. She was carrying a drag oil bottle and couldn't find her next home. ”

"It just so happened that she met me at this time, and I knew that for her, I was really a little shivering at this condition. And I divorced Xu Ruoyun at this time, and my character is really bad. But the two of us came together, and she had the idea of doing Guanyin to cross the river. And I also have the desire to ride on her big ship. So, we made eye contact. Before the first intimacy, she said to me. Xiaojun, I, Concubine Jia Zheng, have been accustomed to seeing princes and nobles since I was a child, and Liu Bang is reckless like you, this is really the first time I have seen it. If you don't have the ability to let those who read all the books in the dog's belly see that my choice is right, don't touch me. If you have the idea of becoming a hero, my Jia Zhengfei's body, which has been touched by many people, will be yours alone in the future. ”

Zhang Xiaojun's words box seems to have been completely released today, and Balabala said a lot. He grinned, poured down the remaining half of the bottle of Erguotou, ate a few pieces of scallion roasted tofu and said, "So, I made love to her." ”

I looked at Zhang Xiaojun, who had bruises in his eye sockets, a lot of injuries all over his body, and even struggled to hold chopsticks, and suddenly felt that this Shanghai man had a sinister energy. But as a brother, he has nothing to say about me. I took a sip of Erguotou, and my throat and eyes were hot.

"It's not easy for anyone to live, as a husband, a man, you are really not qualified. But as a brother, a man who climbs up for power, you're awesome. Ruthless and do everything. I'll admit, do that, and you'll really succeed. But as brothers, as classmates. I ask you, do you feel uncomfortable? I looked at Zhang Xiaojun, put the wine bottle on the table, and asked.

Zhang Xiaojun smiled and said, "It's uncomfortable." ”

"If it's uncomfortable, you can drink it, and whoever leaves can't live it. Fuck, I thought I would die without Sun Xiaoqing, but now? I'm not having a good time, and you shouldn't be too bad. If you want to succeed, then work hard. What's wrong with climbing the dragon and attaching the phoenix? We don't have a good background, and we are not allowed to find a good partner. Society is a dog's day, people have three, six, nine and so on, if you don't climb up, is it still waiting to be trampled on your head? ”

I also drank too much and said something I didn't understand.

Zhang Xiaojun took another bottle, smiled, drank half a bottle, and said, "Drink, people just have to climb up." ”

"Drink." The bottles bumped together, and we were already drunk.

kept complaining about Xu Ruoyun and Sun Xiaoqing. But we both know that I was drunk because of Sun Xiaoqing, and he was drunk because of Xu Ruoyun.

How many women can a man meet in his life that makes him hungover?

So far, I've met two of them.

Ma Xiaodan was counted as one at the beginning, and Sun Xiaoqing was counted as one later-

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