"Humble to live?" I exhaled a smoke ring, looked at the distant sunset and questioned, "Can you explain to me what it means to live a humble life?" You made the fairy's belly bigger, and in the end you left the mother and son alone, and you made a mistake and ran away abroad, thinking that you would never come back. You're not the one who did it. You have to use this ...... to be a human being."

I patted my chest with my hand.

The hideous smile on Sun Youbo's face was ghostly, he looked into my eyes and said, "Then you let my sister run abroad with the child, where did you use it?" It's you who are great, as soon as my sister left, you got mixed up with Xia Wanyu, and you a child in less than two years, surnamed Hao and his name is Xia. hooked up with Wang Yingli for three days, and the name was good for her. In the end, Zhang Ling didn't let go, forcing Xia Wanyu to take Zhang Ling to go abroad to give birth, I see Zhang Ling's eyes are blind because you have done too much evil. ”

Sun Youbo's words had the taste of **, and I was angry when I listened to it. But now I won't quarrel with Sun Youbo, I threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it, and said directly to Sun Youbo: "If you are willing to go abroad regardless of Fairy Yin, I won't say anything, you should go." That's how I do things, and if I were really evil, I guess I shouldn't have cared about you at all. ”

Sun Youbo didn't speak, he took out a pack of cigarettes from my car and smoked one and lit it himself, he smoked a cigarette and said: "I will have a disturbed conscience if I stay with the fairy, my concubine died for me." ”

I pulled a VISA card out of my pocket and put it in the driver's seat of the car, turned around and walked away on my own, heading towards the sunset. Sun Youbo sat in the car and watched my back, stunned, and when I disappeared from his vision, he realized that the cigarette butt had burned into his hand. Sun Youbo threw the cigarette butt out the window, put the VISA card in his pocket, and drove the car in the direction of Russia.

Reasonable, unexpected. I thought that after I rescued Sun Youbo, Sun Youbo would definitely live a stable life with Fairy Yin. But reality proves that I am indeed a little whimsical, Lin Youbo gave her life for Sun Youbo, if Sun Youbo can really live a peaceful life with Fairy Yin, then he is not Sun Youbo.

As for Fairy Yin, Sun Youbo may have been an accident in his life, including me and even this time to Shanghai and the child in her belly. After Sun Youbo left, there was no news, I knew that he would not contact me in the short term, let alone go back to Shanghai and China, I sat outside the hospital and decided to tell Fairy Yin the news after thinking about it. Tell Yin Fairy Sun Youbo the news that she abandoned her. It's a bit cruel to tell her the news, after all, she's pregnant, and she's grief-stricken because of Sun Youbo's story, but if I don't tell her, I'll have a more upset conscience. I didn't have to pay the psychological price for what others did, so I decided that the long pain was better than the short pain, and told Fairy Yin the truth.

When Fairy Yin listened to me explain the whole thing, including what Sun Youbo said to me this afternoon, she looked at me with wide eyes. Didn't cry, didn't laugh. It's just that Mu Ran froze in place, and I looked into Fairy Yin's eyes and said, "He is not suitable for you." ”

"Oh!" Fairy Yin said stupidly.

As a woman, the worst thing is to be abandoned by your own man just after she is pregnant. Most women will collapse in the face of such news, but Fairy Yin will not. When she heard the news, she just sat in the hospital bed for a while, and then lay down to sleep. The next day she told me that she was going back to Shanghai and to Daxinganling. She didn't want to stay here anymore, she felt like a cage, and she couldn't breathe.

I didn't speak, silently bought her a plane ticket to take her back to Shanghai, and then bought her and her father a plane ticket to send them back to Northeast China. Before getting on the plane, I told Yin that there would be a car to pick them up after they got off the plane, and they would be sent directly to their home when the time came. Yin Gaoshan, Fairy Yin's father, smiled and said, "No need, we can go back by ourselves." ”

"Where...... The child of the fairy. I said with some hesitation.

"We have a maternity and children's hospital in town." Yin Gaoshan said honestly.

I breathed a sigh of relief and took out a postal savings card from my pocket and handed it to Yin Gaoshan. Yin Gaoshan didn't ask for it, and walked into the boarding gate with the silent Yin Fairy, I was stunned outside for a long time, but I still didn't react. Perhaps for them, leaving in silence is the best way to preserve their dignity. Sun Youbo's greatness is actually his humility. And Fairy Yin's silence is her greatness.

On the way back, I couldn't help but think of Sun Xiaoqing. Perhaps her departure just proves her greatness. Looking at the endless traffic in front of the traffic lights, I couldn't help but see her shadow and the villain little guy Ben Ben. It seems like it's been a long time since I saw them. For many years, I don't remember it well.

It seems that I have always lived humbly.

……

When I learned that Lu Dao Mu Mu and Zhou Yang divorced, I realized that Lu Dao had two accidents because of this incident. I tried to contact Mumu, but found that the way I could contact Mumu was basically broken. It was unexpected, but it was the same as Sun Youbo going crazy and continuing to leave humbly, which was reasonable and unexpected. At this time, I really understood why Mu Mu's father would suddenly compromise the fact that Sun Youbo was alive, did I give people steps? No, I'm just a shrimp in their eyes. What really made him compromise was probably Mumu, or Mumu's future.

Whether Sun Youbo is alive or not, whether I am satisfied. People don't care, what they care about is just the future of Mumu. Everything about Mu Mu and Zhou Yang was under their noses. Marriage and divorce, both parties have nothing to lose, to put it bluntly, it is just a number of divorce files on the Civil Affairs Bureau. But after I learned the news, it was somewhat unacceptable. I've always been looking forward to the things that don't mix with Mumu, and I want my own peaceful life. But now that Mu Mu has really disappeared from my world, I have a feeling that I can't tell clearly.

At night, I sat alone in front of the window with a bottle of wine and drank with peanuts. Drunk, Ma Xiaodan brought a blanket and draped it over me, sat beside me and looked at the scenery in front of me. I didn't speak, handed her the wine glass in my hand, Ma Xiaodan frowned and said, "I quit drinking and don't drink." ”

I didn't speak, I changed hands and wanted to have a drink for myself. Ma Xiaodan took the wine glass from my hand without warning, raised his neck and drank the wine in the wine glass, and drank it again after drinking. I laughed and said, "You're not saying you're quitting drinking." ”

Ma Xiaodan didn't speak, and looked at me with a red face. She said to me, "You are guilty of yourself, you have a troubled conscience. ”

I stretched my arms forward, and the blanket fell off my body. He exhaled turbid breath and did not speak.

Ma Xiaodan poured himself another glass of wine, held it in his hand, and scratched his fingers on the wine glass and said, "Sun Xiaoqing is gone, you feel like you have lost everything." Xia Wanyu is pregnant, you are honestly afraid. Having a relationship with Wang Yingli, you feel uneasy. Now that Xia Wanyu is leaving with Zhang Ling, you feel guilty again. finally had a chance to see himself clearly, but Huangfu Muxin lost contact again. Hao Ren, are you tired? ”

I didn't speak, Ma Xiaodan put the wine glass on the ground, rested his head on his knees and said, "Sun Xiaoqing is leaving, it's not because of your fault, you yourself know that she is leaving." Xia Wanyu is pregnant, you don't need to be honestly afraid, because she herself is willing to give you a baby. When you have a relationship with Wang Yingli, you don't need to feel uneasy, because her body and mind are already lonely. As for Zhang Ling, in fact, you can feel guilty, because you and Wanyu owe her a lot. Hao Ren, you always ask too much of yourself, always force yourself too much, so you always feel uneasy and uncomfortable in your heart. But think about it carefully, if you hadn't extricated yourself from the pain of Sun Xiaoqing's departure, then what would you be like now. Life is all about going with the flow, and there will always be people who are hurt or hurt. Sun Xiaoqing gives you hope, but it also hurts you thoroughly. It's as if she forged a mountain in your heart and blew it up with her own hands. Take it easy, live simply. Feelings are mutual, and fate is intersecting. Since fate has come to this, let's simply face all this. There is no need to be sad, and there is no need to be uneasy because of your influence on Huangfu Muxin, life is a process of mutual influence. Have you forgotten how I influenced you in the first place? ”

Ma Xiaodan's words made me stunned.

She raised her hands and framed a rectangle in front of me, and said to me: "Who you fall in love with, who you meet, what books you have read, what music you have heard, what stories you have learned, what sunshine you have enjoyed, how many hardships you have experienced, how many people you have looked up to, and how many glory you have coveted." All this constitutes our unpredictable life. ”

She exhaled her breath and drank the wine from her glass. Buried his head deep between his legs, he said slowly, "It was an afternoon, and the sun in the sky was dazzling. When I came back from school, I walked more than 20 miles of mountain roads, my legs and feet were very painful, and I carried the old gluttonous biscuits I bought for him. When I got home, I hadn't entered the house yet. So he rushed out and dragged me into the house, bolted the latch of the door, and hugged me and said that I was his daughter, and that I would listen to him in everything. I looked into his red eyes and sensed something was wrong. I was about to run outside, but he dragged me, pushed me down on the bed, took off my school uniform, and took off my pants. Separated my legs with his hands and forcibly demanded my body. It hurt, and I cried and struggled, but she locked my hands and shoved my clothes into my mouth to keep me from screaming. That's what my father did to me, you say that life is so unpredictable that people can't breathe. ”

I turned my head to look at Ma Xiaodan and wanted to reach out to hug her.

Ma Xiaodan shrank back and said, "Leave me alone, I'll just sit for a while." ”

I didn't speak, and threw the bottle out of the window. Alcohol can only make people intoxicated and make people forget the bitterness and depression of reality, but reality is always reality, and there is no escape in front of you, unless you die, there is no other choice. I sat side by side with Ma Xiaodan on the floor to ceiling window, and after a long time, Ma Xiaodan said to me, "Hao Ren, I want to leave you." ”——

PS: Now in Zhengzhou, today will make up for yesterday's update. The monthly delivery of steamed bread is the 20th, and this month's steamed bread must be handed over 200,000 words. In the next few days, the steamed buns will be crazy to code words, and at the same time save the manuscript, update it more to return to everyone. Thank you to everyone who supports the steamed buns, and I hope the steamed buns will not break their promises this time.