Chapter 119: If you don't see the coffin, you won't shed tears

Looking at Yan Xinuo's back as he sent He Weijian out, Situ Jiluo's heart suddenly felt complicated. Originally, after the fight just now, his mood was already much better, but just now He Weijian mentioned "the love coffee that your sister bought for you" in the conversation with Yan Xinuo, and his heart couldn't help but sink.

Yan Xinuo's sister, Zi Ling, is also his nominal wife of Situ Jiluo. Yes, it's the titular wife, he originally thought that there would only be such a relationship between them, and he never thought that his heart would be affected by her every move.

Even now, he has been reduced to a point beyond his control. It seemed that whenever he mentioned anything related to her, his heart would feel a hard pain, and this feeling made him panic.

He was so engrossed that he didn't notice that Yan Xinuo had sent He Weijian away and came back to sit in the seat opposite him. It wasn't until Yan Xinuo coughed lightly that he finally reacted.

"Dad... How is he? How could you suddenly be admitted to the hospital? ”

Seeing Yan Xinuo's calm face, Situ Jiluo thought of what He Weijian said about Yan Feng's hospitalization just now. Thinking that Yan Xinuo might be worried about his father's affairs, Situ Jiluo asked with concern.

"I was so angry that I had a heart attack..."

Glancing up at Situ Jiluo, and then looking away, Yan Xinuo said lightly, his eyes revealing self-blame and sentimentality. Seeing that Situ Jiluo did not speak, he continued to tell him about his father's situation.

"Xinuo, don't worry, Dad will be fine!"

Although he thinks that his marriage with the Yan family is only commercial, and he has not known Yan Feng for a long time, he doesn't know what Lu Dao is for, and when he heard that he had a heart attack and was admitted to the hospital, his heart was tightened.

Perhaps growing up in an environment like Situ's family, he has never gotten rid of the feeling of being an orphan, and he always feels that he has never felt the warmth from his family. The Situ family simply provided him with his surname and a place for him to eat and wear. But, ironically, he felt it in the Yan family. The way the Yan family got along made him truly understand the meaning of "home" for the first time.

After such a conversation, the two fell silent, and neither spoke. In the end, Yan Xinuo stood up first and took the initiative to say that he wanted to leave first. Originally, he just wanted to come down to see Situ Jiluo and go upstairs, but he didn't expect that more than half an hour had passed, and he had to hurry upstairs and let Xia Yihuan send Zi Ling back.

"I'll go up first."

After finishing speaking, Yan Xinuo walked in the direction of the exit, but before he could react, Situ Jiluo quickly dodged in front of him, blocking his way.

"Purple Spirit she..."

Seeing Yan Xinuo's eyes looking at him with puzzlement, Situ Jiluo felt a little embarrassed by what he had just done. After a long time, he couldn't say anything, and he only squeezed out three words in the end, but he saw the change in Yan Xinuo's expression at once.

"She's fine, she's upstairs now. If nothing happened, I went up first. ”

Hearing Situ Jiluo mention Zi Ling, Yan Xinuo couldn't help but pause, but he quickly reacted. His tone was cold, but he gave the most direct content. This time, he was determined.

"Oh."

Situ Jiluo didn't know what else he could say, so he could only answer, and let Yan Xinuo bypass him, open the door and go out. Although he didn't know what Yan Xinuo was talking about, Yan Xinuo's face changed when he mentioned Zi Ling, but when he learned that she was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of his heart.

Just, she's upstairs now? Did she stay in the hospital all day?

In the same building, you can reach it by elevator, but she just won't look at her for anything. As a person in the entertainment industry, she must be paying attention to the news all the time, and now that she is in an uproar, how can she not know about his admission to the hospital?

Although it is said that they have not been married for a long time, people often say that a husband and wife for a hundred days, even if there is no love, there should be some affection, right? Not to mention the love of husband and wife, even if it is an ordinary friend and colleague, they will visit for a while, right? But since her person was in the hospital, it was just a matter of going downstairs, and she didn't want to come to visit her.

It seems that she really hates him to the core, otherwise she wouldn't be so ruthless.

Thinking back on the big and small things from marriage to the present, Situ Jiluo suddenly felt a sudden pain in his heart. Only then did he realize what a bastard he was, how could he do this to her...

Before marriage, although he didn't promise her, he did say that he wouldn't touch her or something. But only a week after the marriage, he forcibly possessed her because of his strong vinegar.

He knew that it was her first time, and he had felt it from the moment he entered. At that time, she begged herself not to use force, otherwise she would be cruel to him, but... He still treated her as he did his own thing.

It was an important moment when a girl transformed into a woman, and instead of giving her a beautiful memory, he brought him nightmares. How could he be such a bastard, Zi Ling would hate him so much that he deserved it!

Thinking about it, he felt that his chest was blocked, and he could only gasp for breath when he was uncomfortable. But this kind of discomfort is far less than the pain in my heart.

Some people just don't shed tears when they don't see the coffin, Situ Jiluo feels that he is such a person, and he deserves to be reduced to such a point. It was not easy for him to sort out the feelings in his heart, but he found that the other party had already hated him. He... He wouldn't blame her, because he did it all by himself.

"Mr. Situ?"

Just when he felt that he was about to suffocate from the pain in his chest, there was a gentle knock at the door, and the invisible hands that had been clenched around his neck finally let go.

"Come in."

After being able to breathe, Situ Jiluo sat up straight, wiped his already wet face, and then let the other party in. Although I don't want to admit it, how to explain the water on my face? He actually cried, involuntarily.

"Mr. Situ, I'm a nurse on the night shift, and I'm going to come in and change your drip bottle now."

Pushing open the door and walking into the ward, seeing Situ Jiluo sitting on the sofa with his back to her, the nurse couldn't help but be a little surprised, because the time was not early, she didn't expect the patient to be awake. So, she introduced herself as herself, and then explained her purpose.

Ordinary celebrities or public figures, when they are sick and hospitalized, can only stay in a special ward. Because of the special status and special care, it can only be arranged in the VIP ward. Situ Jiluo was no exception, this time he was staying in one of the VIP wards of this hospital.

"Okay."

After Situ Jiluo gave a permissive answer, the nurse standing at the door finally came in. After quickly and carefully changing the drip bottle from the drip holder next to the sofa, she walked in front of Situ Jiluo.

"Mr. Situ, it's late, do you want me to help you back to bed?"

Hearing this, Situ Jiluo was stunned for a moment before he got up from the sofa and prepared to go back to bed. Seeing the situation, the nurse leaned over to help, but he refused. Looking at Situ Jiluo pushing the drip rack, walking to the side of the bed step by step, settling down and lying down, the nurse finally turned off the light and exited the room.

"Ugh."

Situ Jiluo, who was in the dark, sighed heavily, and then closed his eyes. He would try to keep himself asleep, but he knew that tonight was destined to be a sleepless night.

On the other side, after returning from buying coffee, Zi Ling sat on the sofa in the lounge and was silent. Xia Yihuan saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart. She originally wanted to say something, but after thinking of what Yan Xinuo had just said to her before leaving, she dispelled this thought......

"Yi Huan, do you know about Ji Luo's admission to the hospital?"

"I know it."

"Xiaoxi, does she know the truth?"

After talking to He Weijian on the phone and learning that Situ Jiluo was admitted to the hospital because of his poor health, Yan Xinuo quickly returned to the lounge and wanted to discuss countermeasures with Xia Yihuan. Because Zi Ling was inside, he could only use the excuse of letting her buy coffee to support her, so that he could talk to Xia Yihuan about his inner thoughts.

Hearing Yan Xinuo's question, Xia Yihuan knew that he was in trouble. She had been with Yan Xinuo for a long time, and sometimes she could guess his thoughts from his tone or even a look. If she guessed correctly, Yan Xinuo probably didn't want Zi Ling to know the current situation of Situ Jiluo.

"I... Just told her. ”

Sure enough, when she saw Yan Xinuo showing a "finished" look after listening to what she said, she knew that she had made a mistake this time. Although the situation at that time made her feel distressed by Zi Ling make an act of informing, but she should have discussed this matter with Yan Xinuo before doing it, and this time she didn't think about the consequences.

"Huan, don't blame yourself. Now I just want to know how you told her, and what did you say? ”

Seeing Xia Yihuan's expression of self-reproach, Yan Xinuo couldn't help but step forward and hug her, raised his hand to caress her hair, and said softly. Since it has already been said, it is useless to say anything else, not to mention that Xia Yihuan is simply unintentional. The heart is even more because of the unbearable. So the most important thing now is to know what kind of content Xia Yihuan said.

"Fortunately, you just mentioned Ji Luo's admission to the hospital with her, and didn't say much else. That's good! ”

After listening to Xia Yihuan repeat the conversation with Zi Ling just now, Yan Xinuo finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and thanked Xia Yihuan and said. As long as Zi Ling didn't know the real reason why Situ Jiluo was admitted to the hospital, it would be much easier. And this also means that the idea in his heart can still be carried out.

"What else?"

Hearing the strangeness in Yan Xinuo's words, Xia Yihuan couldn't help but ask. It seems that there are other inside stories about Situ Jiluo that she doesn't know.

"I'll talk to you again when I have a chance, I'll go find Xiaoxi first."

Letting go of Xia Yihuan, Yan Xinuo said with a smile. Then, after a tender kiss on her forehead, she opened the door and walked out of the lounge.

That's what just happened. But now, Xia Yihuan glanced down at her watch and found that he had been out of the house for more than half an hour, which made her a little worried. It's not that she's worried about what will happen to him, but because she knows where he's gone, she's worried about it.

So when Zi Ling returned to the lounge alone just now, Xia Yihuan was a little strange that Yan Xinuo didn't come back with him. Didn't you say that Lu went to find Zi Ling, how could she be the only one who came back?

"Uh, where's your brother?"

"I met Brother Wei Jian downstairs just now, brother... I guess I'm going to see him, right? ”

Although it was guessed that Yan Xinuo should have gone to visit Situ Jiluo with He Weijian, this was just her conjecture after all, so Zi Ling didn't tell Xia Yihuan like this, but just said a rough idea.

"That's right..."

Hearing Zi Ling say that, Xia Yihuan roughly guessed what was going on. It's just that she also won't tell Zi Ling what she thinks in her heart. Although she couldn't bear it, since Yan Xinuo had said that she wouldn't let Zi Ling know too much about Situ Jiluo, then she wouldn't say it.

The sudden silence made Xia Yihuan feel that the atmosphere was a little strange, and it was here that the door to the lounge was opened. Whether it was Xia Yihuan or Zi Ling, both of them looked at that place in unison, originally thinking that it would be Yan Xinuo who walked in, but they didn't expect that it was a nurse who walked in. And seeing the nurse's pale and panicked appearance, the hearts of the two couldn't help but be raised.