Chapter 120: The Pain of Losing a Loved One

Looking at the nurse standing at the door, Zi Ling's brows couldn't help frowning, and Lian Sheng was full of worry. In general, if there is no situation, either a doctor or a nurse will rarely appear suddenly.

Especially in the family's lounge, Zi Ling felt that her worry was not unfounded, and the nurse's nervous look made her even more uneasy.

"Miss Nurse, my dad he..."

Zi Lingqiang held back the uneasiness in his heart, and asked the nurse with some trembling. In fact, she was afraid to ask, but she had to ask. On the one hand, she wanted to know if what happened to her father, and on the other hand, she was afraid of Zhidao because she was afraid of what she didn't want to hear.

"Mr. Yan Bong had a cardiac arrest... What I'm going to say next is that you must be mentally prepared. ”

After the nurse explained the emergency, she paused for a moment, and after observing the faces of the two of them, she said directly. But before she could tell the cruelest truth, she saw one of them almost faint.

Fortunately, Xia Yihuan, who was standing not far away, reacted quickly enough to catch her, otherwise Zi Ling was afraid that the whole person would collapse to the ground. Grabbing Xia Yihuan tightly, Zi Ling gently tapped her head, trying to make herself more sober, and then looked at Miss Nurse again and asked weakly.

"What's wrong with my dad?"

Although Zi Ling was already able to stand firmly, Xia Yihuan seemed to be afraid that the situation just now would happen, so he hugged her shoulders tightly. Even Yan Feng's situation made Xia Yihuan very worried, but now it made her even more worried about Zi Ling's condition.

"Rescue failure, cerebral hypoxia due to cardiac arrest. Please mourn. ”

Hearing such news, Xia Yihuan felt that her heart was shocked, and then before she could react, she felt the weight of Zi Ling's whole person pressing on her body.

"Xiaoxi!"

The nurse saw that Zi Ling fainted directly, so she hurriedly stepped forward to help. After pushing a hospital bed and putting the purple spirit platform up, the nurse pushed her to the consultation room. Xia Yihuan couldn't rest assured, and hurriedly followed.

"Huan, what's wrong?"

Yan Xinuo had just come up when he saw a familiar figure passing over him. Xia Yihuan looked in a hurry, as if he didn't realize his appearance, so he ran after the nurse in front of him. It wasn't until Yan Xinuo shouted that she finally stopped and turned her head.

"What's wrong?"

Ran to her side, saw her face was ugly, and I don't know why Yan Xinuo had an ominous premonition. It's just that before Xia Yihuan could speak, she threw herself into his arms and cried bitterly.

Seeing Xia Yihuan crying like this in an instant, Yan Xinuo's heart suddenly became confused, and he was even more sure that something must have happened. It's just that before he had time to think about it, Xia Yihuan broke free from his embrace and told him the worst news.

"Uncle, he... Didn't hold out. ”

Hearing Xia Yihuan say such news, Yan Xinuo suddenly felt like his heart had been hit by a truck, and the pain was so painful that he could barely breathe. He couldn't accept the fact and took a few steps back, and the whole person sat down directly on the ground, staring ahead with empty eyes.

"No."

Xia Yihuan knew that Yan Xinuo couldn't accept such news for a while, so he also stepped forward and squatted beside him. Then, as if to comfort him, he hugged him tightly.

I don't know how long it was, I felt the man in my arms move, and Xia Yihuan finally let go of him. Supporting him and letting him stand up from the ground, Xia Yihuan snorted and looked straight at him.

"Where's Xiaoxi?"

After calming down for a while, although Yan Xinuo felt grief, he still realized it and returned to reality. Looking around, he found that he had only seen Xia Yihuan and not Zi Ling from just now, and he couldn't help but feel a little uneasy.

"Xiao Xi, she... Because I couldn't stand the blow for a while, I fainted on the spot. I just went to the doctor's office with a piece..."

Hearing Yan Xinuo mention the purple spirit, Xia Yihuan thought of the purple spirit who had fainted just now. She was originally following behind just now, and was about to follow Zi Ling into the consultation room, but was stopped by Yan Xinuo, who had just come up.

Next, Yan Xinuo didn't say anything, and pulled Xia Yihuan to run in the direction of the consultation room. Father's matter is already a foregone conclusion, no matter what he does, it will be useless, so he will deal with it later. Now, Zi Ling, who made him worried, his father was gone, and he couldn't let his sister have another accident!

"Miss Yan is no big deal, she just gave her an injection, and she will be fine after sleeping."

After listening to what the doctor said, whether it was Yan Xinuo or Xia Yihuan, both of them immediately breathed a sigh of relief. After thanking the doctor, Yan Xinuo asked Xia Yihuan to accompany Zi Ling in the ward, and then he came to his father's ward by himself.

"Mr. Yan."

I took a deep breath and was about to push the door in, but at this time, the door opened from the inside. The man in the white robe, with blond hair and blue eyes, looked at him for a moment, and then politely called him in English. Yan Xinuo didn't speak, just nodded intently.

"I'm sorry, we've done our best."

"Hmm."

Looking at the heart authority in front of him who was hired from the United States with a high salary to settle in their hospital, Yan Xinuo didn't know what else to say, so he could only respond with an "um". It's just that he always has to understand the details, so he went back to the office with the doctor.

About half an hour later, Yan Xinuo came out of the doctor's office and came to the nursing station, and after completing some formalities, he came to his father's hospital room again. After a few seconds of pause, he finally pushed the door in.

When he went through the formalities just now, he was no stranger to it, and he was able to handle it quickly because he had experienced it before. More than a year ago, his biological mother walked in the same hospital and in the same ward. It was the terminal stage of cancer, and when Yan Xinuo learned that he regretted his original despair and wanted to make up for it, it was too late.

Walking into the ward and seeing his father lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, Yan Xinuo couldn't help but cry. It hurts enough to go through life and death once in a lifetime, why do you have to go through it again? His father wasn't always very healthy, so why did he leave like this this time?!

It's one thing to hear outside that my father didn't survive, but it's another thing to actually see my father lying there with his face covered with white sheets.

His father was lying there like that, not what he remembered it to be. I won't reprimand him with a serious face, or occasionally pull out a rare smile.

Those scenes of the past, one by one, flashed in front of me as quickly as a movie screen. In the end, Yan Xinuo almost rushed to the hospital bed, and the person suddenly knelt on the ground, buried his head and cried.

It's been a long time since he's cried out loud like this, and this time, he's going to cry out loud, out loud. Because from today on, even his dearest father has finally left him, and from then on, only he and Zi Ling will depend on each other.

He began to hate every thing he had ever done to disobey his father, and every quarrel he had ever had with him.

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but the parent is not there.

"Dad, I'm sorry. Because of me, let you leave like this. But don't worry, I'll take care of Auntie, and I won't let her let you leave, and we won't care about her feelings. ”

I don't know how long Lu Dao cried, but he finally tried to control his emotions because he only had the last time left to say goodbye to his father. Gently lifting the white sheets on his father's face, Yan Xinuo wiped the tears from his face, but still said in a thick nasal voice.

"Dad, I'm sorry. Because I have made you even at the last moment, you have not stopped worrying about us. But don't worry, I'll take care of Xiaoxi. I...... I won't let her be unhappy again, because now I know that the time I can spend with the people I love the most must be cherished. ”

I don't know how long it took for Yan Xinuo to mechanically walk out of the ward and walk towards Zi Ling's ward. There was no trace of crying on his face, but his red eyes said it all.

Xia Yihuan saw Yan Xinuo appear in the ward like a deflated balloon, she didn't say anything, but stepped forward directly to hug him. At this time, she doesn't need any words, she understands everything. Because of his own experience, Xia Yihuan knows the pain of losing his loved ones better than anyone else.

After a long time, when the first rays of sunlight shone in, the person lying on the hospital bed finally reacted. The eyelashes fluttered slightly, and then they slowly opened their eyes as they adjusted to the light. Just when she saw where she was, the door opened at this time, and it was Xia Yihuan who walked in.

"Xiaoxi, you're awake."

When I returned to the ward, I saw that Zi Ling on the bed had sat up for some time. She just went to the bathroom and washed her face, but she didn't expect to wake up at this time.

In fact, Xia Yihuan was afraid that there would be no one in the ward when Zi Ling woke up, and she was afraid that she would remember the fact that her father was no longer there, to put it bluntly, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear such a blow. So after all night, she was in a hurry to go to the bathroom, afraid that she would wake up suddenly.

"Sister-in-law, why am I here? How is my dad? ”

Looking at Xia Yihuan a little confused, Zi Ling asked a little confused. She didn't remember what had happened, and she didn't know why she was lying here as soon as she woke up, but she vaguely remembered what seemed to have happened. This is also because she can't remember what happened last night, and she will suddenly ask about her father's condition.

"Xiaoxi, uncle, he..."

Zi Ling's reaction surprised Xia Yihuan, but she quickly stepped forward and held Zi Ling's hands tightly. After sighing deeply, she told Zi Ling what happened yesterday.

Zi Ling listened to what Xia Yihuan said, from the beginning of silent tears to the crying after that, she seemed to cry out all the pain and grievances accumulated in her heart.

And Xia Yihuan could only hug her tightly, be her support and her backing, gently pat her back, and comforted her silently. Waiting for her to slowly recover, waiting for her to have the courage to face such a fact.