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Mi Jia covered her mouth, tears didn't know when they had flowed all over her face, listening to what he said, there were too many pictures in her mind, those scenes used to be her nightmares, and even pestered her to stay awake all night.
She always thought that no matter how beautiful the love of her parents was, she couldn't resist the tragedy of not loving in the end, but she didn't think that her father left because of deep love, so that she and her mother could get a better life, it turned out that it was not because love disappeared, it turned out that her parents had always loved each other even if they died, but by mistake, their love did not end happily.
The voice in the voice recorder continued, and the last message Jiang Heshan left for her continued.
"It took me nearly 30 years to understand such a simple truth, to know how selfish I have always been in life, I have always complained about the injustice of God turned out to be a tragedy caused by my own relationship, and the person I have always hated is the person I owe the most, I regret it, I really regret it......"
In the recorder, Jiang Heshan's voice sounded a little choked, and he didn't continue for a while, listening carefully, and even heard some squirming sounds, as if he was wiping the tears on his face.
Mi Jia also cried, the kind of love that wanted to cry was simply uncontrollable, tears kept falling from her eyes, and even if she gritted her teeth, she couldn't help the excitement in her heart at all.
The first time she heard him say this, she didn't have any hatred for Jiang Heshan, she remembered what Wu Wenqing said to her at the beginning, and only now did she really understand that about her parents, maybe no one was right or wrong at all, she and Jiang Heshan were all victims, no one got any happy ending because of this incident, everyone was suffering because of the loss of their dearest, and all the complaints became a natural instinct, she lost her parents, and he lost his only son, Grandma lost her only daughter, and none of them triumphed, because their loss was all in mourning.
After a while, the voice recorder made a sound again, Jiang Heshan seemed to have adjusted his emotions after a period of adjustment, although his voice was still a little hoarse, but his feelings were no longer as excited as just now.
"I wanted to say sorry to you in person, or to apologize to your grandmother, if it wasn't for my pedantic concept, maybe there wouldn't have been such a painful ending for everyone, but I never let go of my face, I was still too selfish after all, even if I knew my mistakes, I still couldn't give up my face and dignity, I couldn't take that step.
Guilt is guilt, but I have never been able to give up Junjie, even though I know that persecuting you will only make you hate me more, but I have already cut off the life of my only son with my own hands, and I can no longer watch my grandson die in front of me like this, and suffer the same pain as the white-haired man sent the black-haired man again.
Because I know that only you can save Junjie's life, even if you don't want to, even if Junjie doesn't want to, I still use means to force you to donate bone marrow for Junjie.
I know I'm mean, but I really can't help it, Mija, I'm sorry......"
Mi Jia covered her mouth tightly with one hand, clenched her fist tightly with the other, and burst into tears, but she still tried hard not to let herself cry.
"I don't expect to hear you call me grandpa from your mouth, because I hate that I am not qualified, I have not done anything, the most I do is to suppress and abuse you, I am not only sorry for you, I am even more sorry for your parents, people always know how to reflect when they are old, for me, I reflect too late, really too late.
I hate the hatred of me in your heart, you don't think I deserve it, but I'm glad that you have Cheng Yue by your side, Cheng Yue's child When he married Yawen, I was happy that Yawen, who was impatient and scheming, could find such an excellent and responsible husband and was happy, I even wanted to train Cheng Yue to take over the Jiang family for me, and I never talked to him about this problem once, but the answers he gave me were the same, all of them were refusals, he said that he just wanted to be a soldier, I also told me that I married Yawen just because I wanted to be Yawen's husband, not because Yawen had anything to do with the Jiang family, let alone because I wanted to get something through Guò Yawen.
I eventually gave up because I couldn't move him at all, he was too principled.
It's just that I didn't expect Yawen to make such a stupid mistake and miss such a good man, but then I even began to be a little happy after realizing my mistake, although I'm sorry for Yawen to say this, but I'm really glad that she didn't know how to cherish it at the beginning, and finally let you and Cheng Yue come together, I don't doubt that Cheng Yue will give you the best happiness, so I feel at ease. ”
Mi Jia sobbed, wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand, and slowly calmed down her feelings after a while, looking at the ring she was wearing, she was the same as Jiang Heshan, she really understood that from the moment she fell in love with Cheng Yue, she never doubted that he would give her the best happiness.
Jiang Heshan's voice continued to be played with the small voice recorder, and this time it seemed to pause for a long time, and it took a while before he slowly spoke, and continued,
"Regarding the distribution of wills, I think you must have known my thoughts when you heard this recording.
I've thought about such a decision for a long time, and I know very well that you won't accept anything left to you. Because as you said, you don't know the Jiang family's Qiē or even the Jiang family's surname at all. I can imagine that even if I leave you stocks and real estate, maybe you will transfer them all to Junjie without reservation, the only thing that makes me happy is the relationship between you and Junjie, although it doesn't hurt the relationship between ordinary brothers and sisters, but I can feel that you are working hard to accept Junjie's younger brother, that child is sometimes very calm and precocious, and the table is completely inconsistent with the maturity of his age, but only when I receive your call, or receive your text message, Knowing that when you promised him to come to Jiang's house, he really looked like a child, he really liked your sister, and even asked that in order to have more opportunities to get close to you, regardless of the opposition of everyone in the family, he insisted on going to the training school where you were in a short time when he was only in good health, and even went to the disaster area to be a so-called volunteer for you. ”