"If time can go back, I would rather not meet your mother in this life, then there will be no such things as later, maybe your mother can still live happily, instead of living in her own guilt and self-blame all the time......" Cheng Shaohe didn't open his eyes, he leaned his head against the bed like this and said, he really regretted it, this qiē was all his fault, both women lost their lives because of him, and the two children also lived in pain because of him, in fact, he was the most damned person, he regretted it, I really regret it, but I can't go back, I can't go back......

"If time can go back, I will definitely pull her up." Cheng Yue said, holding his hands tightly, the scene of his mother falling has always been in his mind, how can he linger, if he can really turn back time, he will definitely pull his mother up desperately, and he will not let this matter become the regret of his life.

Hearing him say this, Cheng Shaohe slowly opened his eyes, looked at Cheng Yue, and said for a while, "Ah Yue, don't blame yourself, you have done your best." In that case, he hung almost his whole body outside, and if it wasn't for so many people pulling him behind, he might have fallen himself.

"I'd rather fall." Cheng Yue closed his eyes in pain, he really would rather fall down than himself, the feeling of watching his loved ones die in front of his eyes was too painful, he would never forget it for the rest of his life.

Seeing him say this, Cheng Shaohe suddenly looked at him sternly and said, "What are you talking nonsense, what do you let Mijia do if you fall, what do you let Mijia do, what do you let the child do?!" ”

At the mention of Mijia and the child, Cheng Yue opened his eyes suddenly, bit his lip tightly, and did not speak.

Cheng Shaohe had already sat up from the bed, stood up and looked at Cheng Yue and said, "Cheng Yue, I sue you, this matter is not your fault at all, don't blame yourself, don't forget, you are Mi Jia's husband, or Hanghang's father, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think more about the two of them, if you don't have you, how can you let them live?!" ”

Cheng Yue looked ahead, thinking of Mi Jia and the child, closed his eyes in pain for a while, and whispered, "Dad, what about you, now that your mother is gone, you are like this again, have you ever thought about my feelings?!" ”

Cheng Shaohe was stunned, looking at Cheng Yue and not knowing what to say for a while.

Cheng Yue got up from the chair, looked at each other with Cheng Shao and the two, looked straight at him, that look did not allow him to escape, and said, "You said that you owe me, yes, you have always owed me the fatherly love I should have for more than 30 years, if you think that if you say sorry, you regret it, you can pay off what you owe me for so many years, then I am too worthless to you." ”

"No, it's not." Cheng Shaohe shook his head hurriedly, "I owe you no matter how sorry I say, I can't afford it, I haven't thought about it......"

"Then you pay me back!" Cheng Yue didn't finish speaking to him, directly interrupted his words, looked at his eyes fixedly and said, "Since you don't want to repay you for owing me so many years with a word of sorry, then you will compensate me for all the years you have owed me!" Cheng Yue's love was a little excited, and his voice couldn't help but soar a little.

Cheng Shaohe looked at him, seeing him so excited, he didn't know what he could say for a while, just looked at her so straight.

Cheng Yue took a deep breath, then looked at Cheng Shaohe and said, "You owe me more than 30 years of fatherly love, you have never fulfilled your responsibility as a father since you were a child, then good, you come to pay me back now, return all the fatherly love you have not given me in the past 30 years, if you think I have asked too much and it is so good, I can give you a discount, not more than 30 years, you can give me 20 years, even if it is 18 years." ”

Cheng Shaohe was stunned, he didn't expect him to say this, he looked at him fixedly, his eyes began to reddened slightly, his nose began to be a little sour, and he bit his lip to prevent the tears in his eyes from falling.

Cheng Yue looked at him, his eyes were also red, his lips became a little trembling as he gritted his teeth, and then said, "I am a very fair person, if you are willing to return to me the fatherly love you owe me for so many years, I will also fulfill my obligations as a child for so many years." ”

Cheng Shaohe didn't want to cry, he didn't want to cry, but listening to Cheng Yue say this, he really couldn't control it, he understood the meaning of Cheng Yue's words too well, he was both ashamed and happy, the relationship between their father and son was so bad that he had almost nothing to say for so many years, although he knew that he owed this child for so many years, he had never put down his body like this because of his so-called self-esteem and face, and he had never said sorry to him, in fact, he had been longing for his forgiveness in his heart, I didn't dare to speak, but I was afraid that I would be rejected by him in person.

Cheng Yue watched him cry in front of him like this, and suddenly felt that his father had really aged a lot over the years, the tall image in his heart when he was a child, I don't know that from the time above, he was already nearly half a head shorter when he stood in front of him, and the white hair on the top of his head couldn't cover the silver threads that kept coming out even if he used those hair dye potions.

I closed my eyes in pain, and it took a while to open my eyes, and I saw that my father was already crying like a helpless child in front of me, and reached out to hold his shoulders, helped him sit on the bed, and then I half-squatted in front of him, looked at him and said, "Dad, I didn't hate you, I didn't have it before, I don't have it now, and I won't have it in the future." ”

Cheng Shaohe stretched out his hand to support his eyes, cried out in pain, choked up and said, "You should hate, you should hate......"

Cheng Yue sniffed and said, "I don't hate, I just want you to use the time in the future to pay me back everything you owe me before, and I will also try to fulfill the responsibilities and obligations that we didn't fulfill before, and we will pay back everything we owe each other, okay?" As he spoke, the tears could no longer be held back, and they flowed unscrupulously.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Cheng Shaohe said while crying, he was really guilty, he owed this child too much, but he never paid it back.

Cheng Yue also cried uncomfortably, this time, he no longer restrained his feelings, and released the feelings that had been suppressed for so many years.

I don't know how long it took, Cheng Shaohe finally slowly calmed down his feelings, looked at Cheng Yue and said, "I will pay you back, I will pay you everything I owed before." There was a firmness in his tone and in his eyes.

Cheng Yue nodded, looked at him and smiled, "Okay!" I'll pay it back, and we'll pay it back together! ”