030 I think I should bless you, but I really can't say it
Liang Yunfei also had such thoughts before, at that time, most of them were to scare her, threaten her, so that she could change her mind, and of course, she was reluctant. He repeatedly longed for her to come back to his side, lowered his posture, lowered himself to the dust, and could give up his own qiē for her. Even he felt that he was being cheap, but she still refused to give him a trace of warmth. It made him feel extremely desperate and cold, he just wanted to love her well, but he didn't even have this only chance.
But he is not the kind of person who lets go and sees her happiness, even if Feng Yang treats her well, he believes that he can't be as good to her as he is himself. He can only rest assured if he takes care of her himself. He will not put his loved ones and give happiness to others.
"It seems that you are still willing to die with me, which means that you still have me in your heart, right?" Liang Yunfei's hand on her snow-white neck tightened gently, pinching her flesh, "In fact, it is really a happiness to be able to die with the person you love." ”
Xi Jiayu's thick eyelashes trembled slightly, she wasn't afraid, she felt it. Although she said in word and deed that she wanted to cut off relations with Liang Yunfei and said that he was her enemy, she really didn't know how to lie. Her heart no longer belongs to her, and she can't stop this heart from always being attached to and missing Liang Yunfei.
This is her own sorrow, she hates herself for reading the surname Liang without any reason.
"Why don't you speak? Is it a tacit acquiescence to my words? Liang Yunfei's nose blew on her face, stinging her itching.
"I just don't have anything to say to someone like you who has paranoia." The corners of Xi Jiayu's soft lips rose slightly, feeling sarcastic, "Liang Yunfei, in broad daylight, aren't you afraid of affecting your image, let me go." ”
Liang Yunfei's hand moved from her neck to her shoulder, and slid down to hold her hand: "It's good, but I'll let you face it." ”
After Xi Jiayu sensed his intentions, she stopped her body vigorously: "You let go of me." ”
"I'll let you go, I won't be surnamed Liang." Liang Yunfei pulled her to keep up with her footsteps, and the gap between male and female strength was here.
Xi Jiayu couldn't withstand her strength, and was pulled to the side of the car by him, Xi Jiayu didn't get up, but Liang Yunfei pushed her into the co-pilot seat with a push. He also got into the car quickly, didn't allow Xi Jiayu any time to escape, turned around, and turned back.
"What the hell are you going to do?" Xi Jiayu was too entangled with him, and the pain could only be herself, "I sue you that I have married Feng Yang, you are entangled with a married woman like this, you are not afraid of being affected, I am still being pointed out by a thousand husbands." ”
Liang Yunfei naturally didn't believe what Xi Jiayu said, especially if he married Feng Yang: "You'll know when you arrive." If you don't marry me, you don't want to marry anyone else. ”
"Liang Yunfei--" Xi Jiayu's chest rose and fell with anger, but she found that she had said everything she should have said, but she had not wavered Liang Yunfei's determination to continue to pester her.
Liang Yunfei drove her to the hospital again, which was the General Hospital of the Military Region, where Peng Shupei worked. He took Xi Jiayu to Peng Shupei's office. Peng Shupei was very surprised when he saw the two people who appeared. Of course, he wouldn't think that they were reconciled, because Xi Jiayu was unwilling, and kept struggling in Liang Yunfei's arms.
Liang Yun flew straight to the point: "Lao Pei, do me a favor, she is pregnant, check if the child in her belly is mine, I want to let her be realistic on both sides." ”
"Pregnant?" Peng Shupei looked at Xi Jiayu, his gaze swept over her flat lower abdomen, "How long has Miss Xi been pregnant?" ”
"Doctor Peng, you're not really going to help him, are you? I don't agree with it, why do you still want to force me, this is a criminal thing, I think you should know better than me. Xi Jiayu wanted to retreat, but her body was close to Liang Yunfei's powerful arm.
Peng Shupei smiled and nodded, stood up, and naturally put his hands in the pockets of his white medical robe: "Lao Fei, you see, Miss Xi understands that this is a crazy crime, don't you know?" Are you crazy? ”
"I just want her to admit that the child is mine." Liang Yunfei was a little helpless, "I can't let her marry someone else with her children." ”
"Doctor Peng, I am already married to Feng Yang, and the child is also his, so I have no reason to keep the child surnamed Liang." Xi Jiayu stated her identity and attitude, "I will not push myself deeper into the abyss." ”
"Lao Fei, some things should not be immune, because those who came reluctantly are not really their own after all." Peng Shupei stepped forward and put his hand on Liang Yunfei's hand, wanting to pull away his hand holding Xi Jiayu, "Miss Xi is married and has a family, let it go." ”
"I don't believe it!" Liang Yunfei was always unacceptable.
"Liang Yunfei, I really didn't lie to you, I really registered my marriage with Feng Yang. We didn't leave that day but hid, and after you left that day, we went to re-register, I think you can stop us from registering in time, and you can also go and check if we are legal. I don't think I'm going to let you down, and I'm not going to give yourself any way out! ”
Liang Yunfei looked at Xi Jiayu's firm and serious eyes, she said very calmly, Liang Yunfei felt his heart shrink suddenly, and the pain was so painful that he let go of his hand to touch his heart. He took two steps back in pain. Xi Jiayu maintained that smile, and then didn't stop for half a minute, turned around and left.
Peng Shupei saw his sweat oozing his forehead, and reached out to help him: "Lao Fei, why are you doing this?" ”
Liang Yunfei lightly blocked his hand, and then turned around and ran away, he chased Xi Jiayu, ran to him to block her, and there was a silent darkness in his cold eyes: "Xi Jiayu, you always think about yourself, have you ever considered my feelings." Yes, I admit that it was my parents who were sorry for you, I was already trying my best to make it up to you, and I could leave everything behind to love you, the ends of the earth. I think if I could, I would like to resist all your hurt, but it has happened, I can't give up on you, I can't kill my parents to avenge you, I can't choose love and family affection. Xi Jiayu, I only killed myself, so you won't know how much I love you. At this point, I feel as desperate as I love you. ”
"I know you're going to say that it didn't happen to me, and I'll never feel your pain. But I know that if it were me, I wouldn't hurt the people I love like this. I won't push him away, even if I do, I still love each other, why can't I love well, use love to resolve pain, and use love to create a miracle? Sometimes I think that love is a matter of two people, as long as we are well, all the harm will not really exist. Xi Jiayu, if you say that I am cheap, I will commit it to the end, no matter how our road goes in the future, I am a cheap person who only loves you. I think I should bless you, but I really can't say it, so let's say goodbye. ”
After Liang Yunfei finished saying this long paragraph, she also made up her mind to bury her love in her heart. That's the only way, she is already someone else's wife, how can he be entangled?
Liang Yun left in a hurry, and in the cold weather, he gradually blurred out of her sight.
She obviously didn't want to cry, but why were the tears surging, Xi Jiayu bit her lip tightly, turned around, didn't want others to see her crying, and raised her hand to quickly wipe away the tears. But the tears floated and flowed again, like rain on a cloudy day, endlessly.
Xi Jiayu didn't know how she walked home, and when the wind came, she was still in a daze.
"What's wrong with you? The face is not good. Feng Yang sat down on the sofa, "Do you want to drink water?" ”
"No need." Xi Jiayu shook her head.
"Is there anything to pack up?" Feng Yang felt as if Xi Jiayu had lost her soul, and she was just a shell sitting here, "I'll help you." ”
Today he is here to help her move, let her move to Feng's house, so that he can rest assured that he can work well and take good care of her.
"Fengyang, I'm sorry......" Xi Jiayu lowered her eyelashes, her fingers twisted together, "I want to go abroad as much as possible." ”
Feng Yang was silent, put his hands on his knees, and stared at them for a long time: "You go abroad like this, I can't be by your side every day, I don't worry about you." ”
"Feng Yang, I ran into Liang Yunfei, he knew that I was pregnant, he decided that this child was his, and took me to check, I can't stay here, I want to leave, I have to go abroad, I'm sorry, Feng Yang, I'm a selfish woman, I'm nothing good, I hurt Liang Yunfei, I'm sorry for you, Feng Yang, if you want a peaceful life for yourself now, I can give it back to you." Xi Jiayu can't forget the despair and sadness when Liang Yunfei left today, "the wind is blowing ......"
"Since that's the case, I'll arrange it for you." Feng Yang didn't say much, "I'll take the time to go over and see you." ”
"Feng Yang, don't be like this forever, I will always say that you do, and accommodate me without conditions. I can't stand it, I really want you to scold me loudly for being a shameless woman, saying that I am selfish and cold-blooded, or slap me hard, I will feel better than now......" Xi Jiayu can no longer calmly accept his selfless giving in the face of Feng Yang's goodness, "You are so good, I enjoy it, I almost feel that I have no face to face you." ”
In life, there are always many contradictions and helplessness, it is not that you can give up and you can't, accept it can be happy, sometimes giving up and accepting both mean pain.
"Jiajia, don't think like that, no one in this world is truly selfless, there is often a selfish side, some people are obvious, and some people are hidden. As far as I am concerned, I also want to pay to be rewarded, and I also want you to think more about me, I want you to be moved, and I want you to feel that you owe me and can't do without me...... Don't you see you're repaying me? In the end, he chose me and married me. Feng Yang wanted to alleviate the guilt in Xi Jiayu's heart, and said that he was not so good, "Now that you are my wife, I should do everything for you, and my wife is hurting." ”
Xi Jiayu said Liang Yunfei and Feng Yang so well that she had nothing to say, and it was useless to say anything. Because they have their own attachments.
"The Wind Blows...... Promise me that if you find your own happiness in the future, remember to be free. Xi Jiayu raised her eyes and looked out the window, "Before I leave, I invite our closest relatives and friends to have a meal before leaving." ”
In this way, the child in her belly can be justified, and it will let others know that the child is her and Fengyang, and has nothing to do with Liang Yunfei.
Xi Jiayu and Feng Yang's wedding banquet was very simple, and they invited their closest friends and relatives to book 9 tables in the hotel, hoping to take advantage of it for a long time.
When the happy post was sent to Fu Xiangwan, Tan Xiyue looked at the red invitation and looked at it for a long time before he lightly put it on the coffee table, and then he hugged the dots and began to tease: "Dot, come, give dad a smile." ”
Maybe it's because of the barrier-free communication between father and son, Diandian really listened to Tan Xiyue's words, and his eyes narrowed when he smiled, white and chubby, so cute that Tan Xiyue couldn't help but kiss his pink little face.
"What do you mean?" Fu Xiangwan picked up the invitation and asked Tan Xiyue beside him.
"I don't think I'm fit to go to her wedding, can you go alone?" Tan Xiyue's fingers ran over his son's tender face, and the touch was silky.
"Xiyue, Jiajia is my best friend, if you don't go, it's not appropriate." Fu Xiangwan knew that he had thoughts about Xi Jiayu in his heart.
"She's your best friend, but Lao Fei is also my little hair, what did she hurt Lao Fei into? I can still go to eat and drink and congratulate with peace of mind, but I'm afraid I can't do it, and I can't do it well. Tan Xiyue looked at her sideways.
"Xiyue, you will never be so irrational." Fu Xiangwan felt that it was wrong for him to do this.
"Because Lao Fei is my brother." Tan Xiyue got up and carried Diandian upstairs, Fu Xiangwan followed behind him and heard him continue, "Actually, the most irrational is Xi Jiayu, the thing was done by Uncle Liang, what does this have to do with Lao Fei?" It's right to love her, it's not wrong to hate her, it's just that he was born in the Liang family and is Uncle Liang's son, which he can't change. Is it still fashionable to pay off father's debts to children? Lao Fei has never hurt her subjectively, but Xi Jiayu, she is the subjective harm to Lao Fei, knowing that doing so will hurt people, but still do it? What did Lao Fei do, why did he have to fall to such a point? Haven't you thought about it? Who is irrational? I understand Xi Jiayu's feelings, but I don't dare to agree. I went to her wedding, where did you ask me to put Lao Fei, I was already seriously hurt by love, and my family didn't support and understand him, he needed a brother to warm him up, and I was naturally right to do this. ”
Fu Xiangwan stood at the top of the stairs when she heard this, and watched Tan Xiyue enter the bedroom with a little bit. Even if Xi Jiayu is her best friend, she can't deny that what Tan Xiyue said is true. But that was her good sister, how could she ignore it.
She bit it, stepped forward in two steps, entered the bedroom, and saw Tan Xiyue put a little bit on the crib: "Xiyue, the current Jiajia is a fan of the authorities, we bystanders are Qing, you go and reason with her, wake her up, I don't want to see him and Liang Yunfei so bitter?" ”
"She is married to Feng Yang, do you think she will divorce Feng Yang as soon as she wakes up? She's already hurt someone, don't let her hurt another person. Tan Xiyue pulled her over and sat on the edge of the bed, "Since this is her choice, let her experience it, no matter what happens in the future, she will feel it herself." Besides, I don't have that much ability, Lao Fei's love can't wake him up, let alone a sentence from an unrelated person. Lately, sometimes don't think too much about me. ”
"Jiajia marrying someone she doesn't love is a harm to Feng Yang and her, and Liang Yunfei, instead of making all three of them so unlucky, it is better to sacrifice one person to minimize the casualties, and Feng Yang is not necessarily unlucky." Fu Xiangwan looked at Tan Xiyue seriously, if she hadn't promised Xi Jiayu not to tell anyone about the child, she really wanted to tell Tan Xiyue, and let Liang Yunfei and their family of three be together to be complete, "Xiyue, you can do it, I believe in you." ”
"Instead of worrying so much about other people's affairs, it's better to worry more about yourself and your husband more." Tan Xiyue's palm was already intimately attached to her waist, and the heat of the palm penetrated into her skin.
Fu Xiangwan's fair face was hot, and his eyes burned with his familiar heat: "How can I not care about you." ”
"But it's not distracted." Tan Xiyue's cold and thin lips hooked, extremely charming.
"Xiyue, Jiajia's business is my business, and my business is yours......" Fu Xiangwan was swallowed up by his suppressed lips before he finished speaking.
Tan Xiyue kissed her deeply, doing everything possible, just to blur her consciousness and melt it, so that she only remembered his existence in her feelings. They lingered on their lips and tongues, and together they walked into the most beautiful and dreamy country.
The shocked people are not just talking about Xiyue, but also Tan Mingtao and Mu Xinyan, who are far away in Tibet, anyway, as long as they know about their relationship, they will not understand and feel pity.
Xi Jiayu's wedding was attended only by Fu Xiangwan and Mu Xinyan, Tan Xiyue and Tan Mingtao did not come, the former was because he had already expressed his attitude, and he had important things at work, and he really couldn't pull away, Mu Xinyan sent a small soldier to send her back safely, Mu Xinyan was a month old, and she was also asked to come back to have a good baby, so she didn't go back. Tan Mingtao will take the time to come back to see her.
Xi Jiayu naturally understands, after all, the Tan family and the Liang family have such a deep relationship between the world, how could it change because of her. She was not angry: "You two don't think they didn't come to be sorry for me, I can understand, long live understanding." ”
The day after the wedding banquet, Xi Jiayu flew to France with the wind, naturally she didn't tell anyone, and Xi Jiayu didn't want others to know her whereabouts. Over there, Feng Yang arranged a qiē for her, and she just needed to raise the fetus there and wait for delivery. She thought that she and Liang Yunfei had drawn a line like this, and they were finally no longer entangled.
I wish you well.